Wednesday, December 19, 2007

In a jolly holiday mood...

Effectively 28 minutes from now I'll be officially on holiday, yippee!!!!

Haruslah sangat bersoka hati walaupun deep deep inside aku tengah crisiskan...sape tak suka cuti. At least there is no need to rush to work when I wake up at 8am, then tergopoh gapah nak fikir kena pakai baju apa semua...sigh...I can finally take a deep breath and slow down my pace a little bit and just focus on ME!

That's right. This next two weeks will be all about me!

I WILL NOT CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE....it's time to be selfish! Buat penat habis semua roasak plan aku tahun ni and I will not sacrifice the last holiday week of the year for anyone else.

I vow to not care about anything but myself.

I know, it sounds horrid, sangat selfish and keji tapi there are times when you care more about others and when bad things happen, you sort of feel that you have been taken for granted. I would not feel that anymore, not this next 10 days until New Year.

And I will make sure that next year will be so happening that I will forget about all the bad things that happen this year and put them all behind me...

On another note, my TV had reached its end of days....yesterday it went totally kaput and out of function that I have to go out with Penyu and catch Alvin and the Chipmunks....what a jolly good time of the year to ask for a new TV, especially when the list of "things to buy" is non-exhaustive.

Tak pe la, maybe nanti Santa will send me a new TV for Christmas...

Happy holidays peeps...

Lega bila hutang yang tertunggak sudah langsai

Because I have to pool money for the deposit to move out last month, my car dues are put on hold....as a result I owe one (and a half..hehehe, carried forward from months back) due to Maybank...dah la last month berkali-kali aku cuba bayar online asyik error je, at the end "ter"pakai duit kereta....so alkisahnya tenat la the balance brought forward...

So today the first thing I did was clear my "hutang"...fuh, sekarang terasa sangat gembira, la la la la la...

Now the things left to do is clear my list (ntah cukup duit ke tak, I cross my fingers je la harap2 ada okeh!!!), beli hadiah krismas utk mak dan adik2 (hmmm.....), belanja duit minyak utk pergi kenduri kawin Shidan, do my highlights @ Peak-A-Boo this Friday and go to Andana Spa with Tina on the 29th....

Kata tak jadi pergi Singapore kan...kena la cari aktiviti baru...

Dan harus juga la aku pergi MKLand tanya bila diorang nak siapkan kondo aku yang terbengkalai tu, sakit hati tau bayar interest kat bank.

Increment tak masuk???

Today dapat the December payslip...

Ingatkan increment and revision in base salary masuk bulan ni...sangat hampa bila nampak base salary masih tetap sama...

Sigh...apa nak buat, tahankan je la....

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

The list

Damn....bonus is fcoming out tomorrow and there you go....my list to burn it...hehehe

Obviously this time I'll take some time sto set aside a bit of dosh for rainy days...until I can make the next bonus in March...

Here it goes...
  1. Bailey's NB shoes that I promise him for Christmas....there's a reason why I am getting it and the reason is really really good....
  2. Working clothes - man I can't find anything to wear these days (tak payah cakap la kenapa kan!) so I have to get at least 3 skirts, 3 tops, 3 blouse....just so that I can go through a week...
  3. shoes...I don't think the shoes I have now is comfy for work anymore...its time to change or stock up
  4. Crocs sandals...this is a wish I hope will come true....
  5. Casual clothes ...again, since I gain so much weight...at least a few pairs of tees and a jeans
  6. Gym clothes
  7. Microwavable plates ...so that I can use my microwave without fear
  8. Huge pad lock for my front gate...to replace the existing one
  9. Furniture...yeah yeah...anything new about that one?Have to go and get a bed, a wardrobe, a sofa (because the existing one is breaking to bits), a book rack and a TV....the one I have now turns on and off at its own will and sometimes the picture goes on only half screen...freaky....
  10. Christmas tree....in which I don't feel like having anymore but the Christmas ornaments kat the Curve sangat la kiut ok....
  11. The starbucks Christmas CD...in case I got the Christmas tree
  12. Makeup! Im out of my Benefit Oh-So-Gorgeous...sangat memerlukannya

That's a very long list...

Not to mention that I have to do my color touch up and highlights.....

Now I think that my money might not be enough...sigh.....

Ditched

My friend ditched me...I suppose at the end I have to cancel my Singapore plans.

I dont know what my plans are right now, what I know is that I have to get out of town...
I can't stay here....
I need to get to a new place, do new things....

I am searching for options but it seems like there are no other choices left....

Sigh...

Dinner at Sould Out

Pics from the last department dinner at Sould Out last Friday...these are the goons who sat within 360 degrees from my cubicles and wrecked havoc over the past 10 months ....

We have other pics but obviously those are inappropriate for public viewing (especially the part when Wei Liew......ok, we better not go to that).

Agensi Mencari Jodoh...

Its the season for break up and finding new love....I know a lot of people who are now SINGLE again and back in the game of searching their one true love...

Each and every one of them screaming for me to find them someone (hehehe...literally speaking la...)

So if there is anyone out there interested in attractive, intelligent (not to mention HOT!) single girls...I have a buffet of them to chose from...hahahaahh!!!

So gimme a holler!!!

P/S : This public service message is posted because I feel like there is a poster saying "MATCHMAKING AGENCY - PLS REFER INSIDE " stamped over my forehead...and in dire need of finding suitable male candidate for my "now-single" female friends as my available resources are exhausting at the speed of light because most guys in my "list" are either in a relationship, married, engaged or "just-can't-cut-it!".

PP/S : If you think that being male makes the cut...please be warned that you will have to go through a rigourous interviewing process to assess suitability with my female candidates, and trust me , my standards are super high, it wont be easy ( plus its for your own benefit, if you guys can't gel socially then what's the point of pushing it...right?????).

PPP/S : And my candidates are definitely HOT! For confidentiality purposes, I can't publish their pic on my blog...otherwise guys will just drool over them and their laptop/PC screens might get flooded.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Random Questions as Tagged by Tina

Have been tagged by Tina. Damn, I am so not in the mood to play tiggety tagging thing but I definitely need the time off, so here it goes.....

1) Name of a person who made you laugh last night?
The chill babes ...hehehhe...We had starbucks and chill...and discuss about our Boracay trip...

2) What were you doing at 0800?
Just woke up and had my shower...rushing to work when I am totally not in the mood to do so , with my eyes very very somber

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Rushing reports out to my clients...I have been working on my own stationery shop all day and now I am arranging for courier and despatch, jeez...I can't believe I am doing such ground work!!!

4) What happened to you in 2006?
I went out of my mind and signed a deathnote to myself - resulting to me being horribly depressed over the passed few months and gained tonnes of kg's i lost when I left my horrendous ex-boyfriend..

5) What was the last thing you said out loud?
I shouted "Leave Me Alone" on top of my lungs like a homocidal maniac in the middle of the night....in a very dark room...

6) How many beverages did you have today?
Two - coffee for breakfast and ice lemon tea for lunch.

7) What colour is your hairbrush?
Denmans..its black and red

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
My mushroom soup and ice lemon tea lunch

9) Where were you last night?
At home crying my guts out

10) What color is your front door?
Dark brown.

11) Where do you keep your change?
Practically everywhere...

12) What's the weather like today?
Not sure...i bet it's cloudy like me

13) What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Rocky road

14) What excites you?
At the moment....nothing...

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
Yup...just months ago...I am planning another one...maybe I should go bald...

16) Are you over the age of 25?
Yes, definitely

17) Do u talk a lot?
Yes, in miost occasions

18) Do you watch the O.C?
Not really...

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
Yes, i use to work with one

20) Do you make up your own words?
Sometimes

21) Are you a jealous person?
Yes, most of the times

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
hmmm...thats a tough one.Got it! Alina...hehehe

23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
That's another tough one...wait...Kumin..hehehe, I really do know him...

24) Who's the first person on your received call list?
My mom

25) What does the last text message you received say?
Please get Siew to sign the transmittal letter

26) Do you chew on your straw?
Yes, all the time. especially when I am really nervous, otherwise its just a bad habit I never can abolish, ever....

27) Do you have curly hair?
Nope, its so straight, I had a hard time curling it.... I prefer it the way it is anyway

28) Where's the next place you're going to?
Singapore - i dopnt care if I have to go on my own

29) Who's the rudest person in your life?
Let's see..the list is quite long, that should be a totally different entry

30) What was the last thing you ate?
Mushroom soup (okeh la, and pandan cake!)

31) Will you get married in the future?
I seriously dont want to think about it...

32) What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Stardust....

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
I am in hating mode at the mment...

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
Last week...God u remind me of the piling dishses I have now...

35) Are you currently depressed?Very, very depressed...I think I should go see my doctor again...

36) Did you cry today?
Almost

37) Why did you answer and post this?Because I have nothing better to do and my online training thingy sucks...

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
Not tagging...I don't know who's reading anyway...

Pelamin anganku musnah???

God please help me get through this....

I definitely in the verge of breaking to pieces and yesterday, I had a massive breakdown...

I can't take this anymore...this and everything else that had come by over the past few months. Maybe its payback time for my sins...am definitely repenting now, but gosh it is all too much....

Arif and I had a massive fight. I finally said I had enough. I desperately wanted him to leave me alone. I was at the point of shouting for my sanity...

To make things worse he sent me flowers....the yellow magnolias and daisies that people sent for funerals....

This is so not working out.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Movie night

Instead of watching.....

Which I am so excited to watch yesterday (who wouldn't? cute little chipmunks!!!Remember the voice???)....we ended up watching....
Yeah....Will Smith..in an all action packed movie I am Legend....sangat mendebarkan ok, agak sadis jugak. Tak sangka pulak the movie is about extinction of human race...but then ok la...I give it a B.

Movie-movie baru yang ingin ku tonton dalam masa seminggu dua ini adalah.....

Ni dah reserve nak tengok with Tina this Saturday...kan?
Warlords...macam best and happening je trailer dia...dah lla dah lama boyfriendku Jet Li tak berlakon....
The Ferryman....inipun agak scary okeh....story line biase la, a group of (stupid/unfortunate) college kid who ran into psycho killer and trapped in a horrifying nightmare...so expect blood, blood and more blood...
Molliere....oh cerita perancis yang amat romantis....after Perfume I am so excited to watch this kind of movies...
Last but not least, my favourite local ghost...Sundel Bolong aka Pontianak!!hehehe....
Will keep u all posted....

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Gifts from friends

One of the good thing about Facebook is that it provides an avenue to your friends to be more thoughtfull...

Sadly lazy ppl like me who got lost in between one facebook item and another rarely have time to send gives to friends...sigh...it's ok peeps, will find time during my (long) year end break to attend to gift sending (it's christmas after all) and pet your fluffy pets (in which case you guys should also return pets to mine la...hehehe).

Among my favourite gifts are....

Money that grows on tree's...from Izwain...hahahah...yeah babe, wish it was that easy la, then we can all stop working our permanent jobs and start farming....large scale okeh!!!
Owl from Steve Chin....I sangat soka sebab mata dia sangat cute! I have a huge thing about eyes...
Hamster from Izhan....I name this hammy...see how he brought his hands so close to his chest? That happens when he is shy or stress (or stage fright)...
Last but not the least...instant jantan from Rafirah...this is definitely for keeps! How often does toy boy grow's on trees?

Have a nice day folks...signing off now, catching Alvin & the Chipmunks tonight!

After lunch blues

*the red bean bun I am trying so hard to ignore because I don't want to spoil my appetite for lunch*

The department had lunch at Madam Kwan @ Bangsar today to celebrate Yin Jun, Camay and Chi's farewell...we had a very long table of almost 30 people. Everyone had fun...the food was good, conversation was great...it doesn't feel somber as a farewell suppose to.

I had Nasi Bojari, Madam Kwan's specialty dish, with cendol. We had prawn and squid fritters for appetisers.Nothing can be less than perfect.

I had to say that I am BLOATED right now. And I didn't even finish my nasi bojari...

Now that I'm feeling full to the brim, obviously la the rasa sangat malas sudah kick in. Damn...

I came back from lunch to find out bos had already altered the report...which leaves me with absolutely nothing to do right now. I'm so free I almost did all the admin work already. Now that I have nothing to do....lebih la terasa malas kan...

I miss Tina...wish she is here....

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Ade ke patut???

cash advance



Tak ku sangka bahawa tahap pembacaan blog ini adalah di tahap "kanak-kanak sekolah!"

There must be something wrong....

Looking forward....

*new addition to my working desk*

It has been a slow morning...nothing much to do but clear a few queries here and there and make (more) amendments....it's suppose to be an ideal morning , the one that starts with no jam to work, not much work to dwell upon...yet I feel like something is missing...

Or maybe I am just hungry....

In between work, I manage to call MICPA on the error they made on my membership certificate, get them to arrange to send over my member's handbook and change my correspondence address.

As if I had nothing better to do, I peruse through the 2008 calendar and start planning next year's holiday...

Gilo apo??

I know...2007 hadn't ended and I still haven't reflected on the things I had done or should have done but I can't help but start looking forward to another 24 days of annual leave for next year and what I can do with it...hehehe..

There is so many holidays I missed this year...like my Girl-Beach-Holiday to Bali with Jo and Izwain....I definitely need to catch up that next year. Ang Jo wanted to go to Hong Kong Disneyland....in which I would love to join!!! Me sangat soka ok...

Not to forget my cousin's christmas gift...hehehe...definitely claiming okeh! So cuz if you think you can ease your way out of this, better forget it. I am definitely claiming! (sure, i'll be glad to ge you your new balance shoes...)

I have marked all the dates I am taking leave so far (of course, including raya) and there are still 10 more days to spare.....that's good....

It'll definitely be fun....

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Movies, movies and movies

Despite my hectic schedule...believe or not I still manage to find time to go and watch movies!!!
Maybe I had been brainwashed by my parents to watch tv since young that I'm sort of addicted to movies when I grew older (not that old la but definitely not a kid kan???)

These are the few titles had feasted on lately....

The Golden Compass - though I hate Chronicles of Narnia because it was poorly done and this movie is something like it...I had a good time watching it because it's a tad more enjoyable (despite the fact that Nicole Kidman and Bond is in the movie..Bond is definitely a cute uncle/father to the kid)...expect something slightly darker than Narnia...but not exactly fun like Harry Potter...


Enchanted...I love this one, a fairy tale come reality...its like finally there's a movie that makes u fantasies and dream like when you are young...though its too good to be true, its a good family movie.

P/s : Mc Dreamy is soooo dreamy...hehehehe

The Last Breath - if you are thinking of watching this....don't, especially if you are a busy person and you have other shows to watch....

It leaves you confused....

Hitman - cool movie...though filled with action I always felt like its a love story...that its a story of hitman who actually fell in love (without him realising it) and though they're not together at the end, he is always watching over her...romantic I tell you..


Unrest - If you expect terrifying horror just because they use real bodies...you are so misguided. Not too much horrifying as the trailer ever suggest, with only bits and pieces of scaring antiques here and there...
Bee Movie - Me love bee movie...soka, soka, soka!!!

See, betapa stress nyaaku buat kerja sampai kucuri masa melarikan diri ke panggung???

When my mind wanders around....

I have been listening to R&B and Hip Hop the whole day, courtesy of Joe Bailey Guerrerro...

*He just flew back to Manila with Brian today, and I am already missing him...cuz, come back!!!hehehhe....

** tapi elok jugak dia takde...kalau tak kerja aku asyik makan je...hehehehe....he spoilt me with food because he loves to eat..heheheh! Not very good when on diet but definitely great when stressed or depressed...huhu!!!

Traffic was bad today despite Selangor being on public holiday... it was so bad, the city was jammed all day since 8am in the morning. It took me a gazzillion years to reach office even after having to pay a hefty tol fee to use Penchala Link to office, and later still stuck in traffic getting back from lunch. I had to go out to get my car serviced, because I am travelling soon for Raya Haji (which again cost me dosh...why can't car service be free??I still need to do balancing and alignment, and because of my dented right side rims, more money need to be spend to get my balancing fixed...sigh!!!!....macam mana nak shopping ni?Duit asyik abis kat kereta je...) and I don't have time to do it over the weekends, so have to squezze time in between lunch hours to get my car done.

***I am having coffee now..and i just have to tell you my coffee sucks big time. Why the hell do I ever even bother buying IndoCafe 3 in 1's???I am so switching back to Nescafe (Mild...of course).

Good thing that I stil manage to clear my "to-do" list for today (bless you that Selangor is on holiday..hehehe...client tak de kat ofis, sape la aku nak kacau tanya soalan???) and I hope I can zoom off on 5.30 sharp (because semalam I kena stay sampai 6.30pm) and go to gym...pagi tadi ter"over"slept, hehehe,so harus la ku gagahkan after office rush hour to work out. Kan lately I keep on complaining about my weight, if I dont start acting on it obviously it'll keep on piling up right???

This is the second day on the current job as last man standing...and I'm already missing my partner in crime, Ms Wen Chu, yang telah dilarikan to another job...she's so chatty,it amuses me and makes me laugh...even in the worst imaginable time...

I remember those days I feel like I had too much and I feel like blowing up...heheheh...deep breaths and Wen Chu can definitely take your mind off things and start make you see perspective again...definitely love working with her.

****Coffee is definitely bad for me...gosh I'm forming even uglier cellulites.....it should be banned!!!!

I had dinner last night with Bailey, Brian (Bailey's friend since April 2007), David (Bailey's business partner) , Joanne (bailey's friend since 2005 ....yeah, funny right, labelling friends by year you know them??) and Louisa (oh...this is my friend...heheheh)...Izwain is suppose to join us but she was caught in work (you should have come girl) at Apartments @ Curve. The chat was fun, and Brian seems more friendly yesterday (its his second day hanging out with us...he was shy...but damn he's not shy when you get to know him better) and we talk about stuff....including what the guys did in KL while the rest of us work our ass off in office.

They went shopping!!!And they (hmm...I mean Bailey je) shop a lot. My crazy cousin bought 10 pairs of shoes ...on top of other stuff that he bought (among others are board games, clothes and a huge luggage bag - agian, to fit in all the stuff he bought)....we went over to his room and he has a bed filled with shoes!!!That is too much, even I myself haven't bought as much lately (yeah...I am envious of him...hehehhe)...tapi tak pe la kan, duit dia...asalkan ko bahagia...hehehe.

To think about it, Christmas is coming soon and I haven't done my Christmas shopping....my mom and siblings is surely expecting a tree (I know Ani, we discussed on that) with gifts underneath it this Christmas...we had agreed that eventhough we are not spending Christmas when my tita's, tito's and pinsan's we will still have one here at home with dinner and panettone...so there you go, a plan for Christmas eve....

In which reminds me that I haven't bought the Starbucks Christmas CD....

Banyaknya benda aku tak buat lagi????

Oops...its 4.42pm already...better start clearing things and stuff to make sure I can leave on the dot!! Ciao peeps...

Monday, December 10, 2007

The weekend I finally enjoyed...

Last weekend was good....though I still have to work, the work load ain't that much, and I get to spend time meeting friends and my cousin during the weekends...so yeah, I'm feeling much better now.

I also manage to do my laundry, clean my house, go to gym (in which I did not get to do for quite some time ....yeah, like since this farking project starts)....and go to bed early on saturday night!!!!The sleep is super good, did wonders for me the next day, hehehe!

I wish the weekend is not over yet...I wish I can still spend time at home lounging in my new living room reading mags. Sigh....its okay, 10 more days to my year-end holidays and it'll definitely be something to look forward to! There'll be more excitement then lounging in a living room with mags.

I can't wait for my year-end Singapore escape planned!It has been quite a while since I set foot in the city of lion, and I hope I have sufficient dosh in hand to bring me around town and shop!!!How I wish that money grow on trees...if it does I will water it daily and make sure it grows well coz I definitely can use the cash, hahahaah! How I wish that there is a certain someone who will give me money to shop (*wink wink*).....sigh.....why am I not born rich?I know, God has his own plans on why certain things happen certain way but damn I can use spare cash :D

Setting aside my dream plans for the long holidays, it is good to have a monday which is not so busy (neither it is so free either). I manage to clear most my queries by 4pm and loom around my company's website to finish an e-test that I need to finish by the end of the year. One more test to go on ethics set aside for tomorrow...in case I am free so I don't have to stay back just to finish it. Time time nak akhir tahun ni la banyak compulsory e-test kena habiskan...dah la everyone tengah busy clear kerja sebab semua orang nak cuti!!!!

Hopefully big bos is ok with our report today so tomorrow boleh relax kat ofis tunggu job baru....hmmm...that's a very nice thought given the full-blown busy period since raya, I am told that my next job ain't starting till wednesday or friday, and next week will definitely be busy because we have only 3 days to complete fieldwork before everyone goes on leave!!!(seriously...i mean everyone okeh!!!)

Tak ke kerja gila tu???

But what the heck...as if anybody cares kan??

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Finally I got to breath....

Not to say that my work is bad but thank god that I am finally finding space to sit down and take a deep breath without a thousand and one things in my head gushing like pool water. I am back in office for clearance and what a relief to finally be at my own desk again (at normal office hours - not late at night or early in the wee hours in the morning in which i HATE to do...).

I hope today I can leave on time!That'll be a blessing....

My favourite cousin of all time is in town...(hehehe, don't take it too seriously ya other cousins....you guys are my favourites too...), poor guy had to spend dinner with (just) David because I have been busy this last few days...

Its ok cuz, I'll make sure that I get to be back on time for dinner tonight...and yes, Fiona is coming along...

And of course there is the dinner date with my dad (and my cousin of course...me and my dad having dinner just the two of us???in your dreams....never happened before, don't think it'll ever happen ever) and the saturday night out with my cousin's friends on saturday (do I sound like I don't have any friends???gosh, its phatetic!)...

Enough with the plans...have I told you that I moved to a new house already?? Got a new joint somewhere near my new office and I am so loving it. But since the house is empty...I am going all Japanese this month until I can fork out enough dosh to get myself furniture. We (meaning me, my mom and my sis) moved to the new place last weekend....after a very tiring weekday in office and tiring friday annual dinner night.

**Don't ask me about annual dinner....apart from the booze everything else is rather normal (after discounting all the drag queens out of the event) and I still didnt win any lucky draw...sigh!!!

Thank God my mom is a super packer...she packed most of my stuff (like 75% of everything) in neat boxes within less than 12 hours...hahahah!!!And she later help me unpack most of it in the new home over the weekends while me and my siblings are soaring our ass in pain over all the wightlifting...she is definitely a supermom...

I can never be like that....heheheh!

Jeez...now that everyone is back from lunch i better go back to work. Cya!!!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

On Coffee Mode while Working My Farking Ass Off

The little things in life that makes me smile today after 3 working days that is so stressful, i feel expression lines forming on my forehead in which i doubt it'll ever go away....


Meet Beans (right Tita Mari???), my cousin Michelle's dog who is super duper cute.....

Got a bunch of thanksgiving photos today that lights up my day...finally.....I'm dying here....sigh!!!

My work load is somehow still at "unbearable" level....and my deadline is TODAY!!!!shikes....that is SO NOT GOOD!!!

BY now (2pm on a midweek!!!), I have spent a bomb on coffee enough to be an A.D.D patient by tomorrow morning, somehow some way only Starbuck's Caramel Macchiato makes me focus. Sigh.This can't continue any longer...I must stop!!!I'll need a huge pay hike to finance coffee expenses....

I'll definitely be on massive dehydration mode by the end of the week at the rate I am going now.

I suppose the best part is my starbucks corganiser stamp collection card is almost full!!!! One more to go and I can get my organiser!!! (what a junkie...18 cups in 2 weeks?)

I hope this nightmare will be over by tomorrow!I hope I can somehow find a way to finish all my reports by today....and by tomorrow I'll be just clearing queries....

In order to turn those hopes to reality I have to start working now...ciao! ciao!!

Friday, November 23, 2007

Struggling for my Sanity

I'm driven to madness....

I haven't been in such a farking mess since (God know's when!!!!)....hmm....quite some time that suddenly my work load is driving me insane!!!

I feel like crying!!!!!

I have (almost) blown away my cool, constantly having negative thoughts, in a damn farking bad mood....I need to chill, but I thinl my chill pill had ran out...sigh!!!

*My boss kept on saying to keep on thinking positive and it'll all be sorted out....easier said than done I'm supose...hwah!!!!!!!! I know, I know...he's just trying to keep my spirits up...but why can't he give us an extended dealine instead???it'll definitely help better than just mere words!!!

God I wish I can wisk up a miracle and all of this can go away...

Apart from work related stress, the week hasn't been that good either....my car got hit last week, my stuff hasn't been packed for the move, the new house hasn't been confirmed....not to metion laundry piling like nobody's business.

Again I wish I had a magic wand.....thank God my sis is coming over this weekend and help out.Otherwise I'm dead meat (salami???).

I suppose I just have to think more of the good things that will come (if ever!!!I can't even stop thinking about work!!!Damn I'm fidgeting!!!) like tomorrow's breakfast with Tina (yeah, finally, hope she doesn't get all sick again..), moving out to a new house (getting the keys on Sunday, hopefully), annual dinner on the 30th (will definitely find a way to enjoy and leave all this things behind) and the department quarterly gathering on 15th December....but most of all...Singapore at the end of the year!!!Here I come!!!! I know, the chill gang's plan to go to Kopangan for New Year celebration is definitely cooler than time out in the Lion City,but I can't afford leave on 2nd Jan....so Singapore it is for me (plus I might not have the budget!hehheheh!).

It's ok, maybe things will get better...hopefully....

Thursday, November 15, 2007

The Wedding in Terengganu!!!!



I know I promised the update much earlier.....tapi akak agak bz la....hahahahah!!!!Lately officework piles up like nobody's business, and soon after coming back from Terengganu, I was immediately assigned to a new job in PJ (hmmm...memang sah tak cukup staff ok!!!), and the job ain't sweets and candy (pastu banyak pulak tu!!!!), so kinda bz this last few days.


Alas, got to drop by starbucks and get online...so here's a quick one for everyone...on my last trip to Terengganu for Tg Farah's wedding...


I took AirAsia (again) and thank god everything went smoothly this time....besides the fact I miss my flight back because I didn't check the time...but that is another story for another time , heheheh!( kalau salah sendiri memang selalu elak dari diceritakan, betul tak??)


I arrived at the new wing of Kuala Terengganu airport...for anyone who has never been there before, here's a snap of visual confirmation to feast your eyes on...


Did I fail to mention that the building is not even completed yet???Dinding pun tak abis naik lagi, yet they let people go about the building....ish ish...sangat la tak patut and dangerous ok, nanti kalau collapse macam mana??



This is the blushing bride, Tg Farah. I missed her so much!!!! Last time we met was a few years back, when she was a Master's student in UIA...how time flies!!!Hidung dia mancung kan???hehehe...power of make-up!!!
Tha's during the sarung cincin ceremony...she definitely got a huge rock on her hands...too bad I can't get close enough to snap it (not that I did not try....there's just too many peeps ok, relatives dia lagi, segan aku sibok2 nak tangkap gambar cincin dia...)
The interesting thing is that the wedding is held in a restored 18th century palace named Laman Pura Tanjung Sabtu, owned by the bride's uncle. The place is breathtaking!!!The scenary and fresh air (not to forget the antique furniture in the place) makes it seem somewhat out of the ordinary..


Thanks to my photosnapping hobby, I hereby give all of you a little tour of the place ok...here it goes....


*That's me at one of the wooden staircase*
*The verandah attached to the bridal room*

*I just have to take a pic of this...the lavishly adorned bathroom, complete with shower and bathtub. In the mood to have a shower and get in touch with nature? Guess what, the bathroom has no roof and doors, just 3-sided walls around it...hehehe.....in fact, all theirs bathroom are made that way to preserve the 18th century architecture...*
*The room of the bride and groom*


*At the main living room...see the display case behind me??/If I ever knock that down, I'll be indebted for life and poor as hell ok*
*me as asma goofing around*
*with the rest at the living room....behind us are century-old portraits of Farah's ancestors*



To Farah and Bob....I wish you both all the best and may you guys be blessed with happiness and lots of kids.


P/S Bob: Thanks for the loan...hahahah!(trust me its is so embarrasing!!!!!itula, sape suruh potong semua credit card ye tak???) . Will definitely get back to you when you are around in KL.


Friday, November 9, 2007

More pics of me!!!

So how does my new hair do fare me?

I suppose it has done me quite good...not having to bother about tying it up (or down), having it in abun, make sure it's adequately mosturised.....short hair is definitely more manageable...

But the downside is, I am yet to get used to the look...what angle will appear best if I'm taking photos, so I am having problems adjusting and getting the right angle...so lately, I am not m,ch of a camera freak because I fear that the photo's will turn out so horrible, I might end up thinking that I am ugly...

In which is so NOT true!!!!

So this is my close up....taken with my hair just recently washed and not so blow-dried-as-usual look. Just look at that chapped lips? That was how horrible it was when I got to Laura Mercier yesterday....I have been having that problem for weeks now! Not that I don't take enough water ke, I take lots since my teammates are H2O geeks and it's kinda an "IN" thing to drink that instead of coffee (but that doesn't mean I skipped m,y caffein fix....no, no.....I am a coffee lover through and through, if I don't get coffee I'll probably die!).

Don't worry peeps, more pics to come after the weekends...time time wedding haruslah tangkap banyak2 gambar, so will definitely post more next week!~


And I will definitely put on makeup....tak best la pengantin je yang cantik kan?

I'm flying AirAsia (again???) to Terengganu this weekend...

Gosh...ingatkan dah serik naik AirAsia!!!!

Tapi nak buat macam mana, tiket MAS sangat mahal okeh!!!Tak mampu la nak beli tiket dekat RM500 just for the weekend. Gaji cikurat ku ini sangat limited, so kena la berbudget sikit..

Why am I going to Terengganu in the first place???

It's Tg Farah's wedding...and tak sampai hati la pulak nak miss since we were very close back at UiTM. I dah janji ok since last 5 years nak pergi wedding dia!!!Rasa macam tak best kalau tak pergi eventhough I tak dapat cuti, even when Che Farah takde coz she's somewhere in another continent and I'm not particularly sure who else would be there...

Still, it'll be fun! Weddings is always fun!

I just hope that there is no more delay! AirAsia kaki suka delay, I hate it when I have to wait at the airport for hours just because they decided that the flight is not full and (happily) make everyone wait for the next one.

Ko tunggula bila Firefly can fly to more places...I will definitely switch. For now tahan je la....

Beauty Bar is Back!!!...with Laura Mercier

I have never tried Laura Mercier before but yesterday, I made two new discoveries that I just can't resist!!!! I spent almost an hour at the Laura Mercier's counter at the Pavilion and look what I found....



Laura Mercier One-Step facial cleanser....the all in one make-up remover, cleanser and toner in a bottle that works like miracle!My face never felt so clean and hydrated, and I think its very handy to have around, especially for a quick clean face!

And another star product and must have....Lip Silk treatment cream for the lips...zaps away dry chap lips in seconds. I was so amazed!!!I came at the counter with very very dry lips and within minutes its mosturised and all chappiness gone! I must have one on the next pay day! Once I have it I can give away all my lip balms...hehehehe!!!So less mess at my make up table !!!

Kan best kalau banyak duit...tak payah tunggu pay day...(sigh!!!)

Tiffany's....



I spent the day browsing the shops at the Pavilion yesterday, and just out of curiosity went in to Tiffany & Co.

I had never dreamed to ever go in that place, to me it must be some overpriced jewellery store that I could never afford. The price range is way out of budget.
But I have to admit one thing....the rings are to die for!!!

I instantly fell in love with the Tiffany's Bubbles ring, but what really caught my eye is the Tiffany's Novo cut ring...

Its 2 carats of bliss.... not only does it shines like nobody's business, just to try it on for a few seconds took my breath away, I am choking in happiness...

Until somebody can earn almost RM100k and get one for me, it'll remain in dreams ( I suppose)...

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Dry Hands

I felt that lately my hands are quite dry...

Maybe the aircond is too cold, or maybe I just have been neglecting it...and it has already reached its peak, so my hands are showing signs of brittle, old hands...

I'm just being paranoid!!!!

So this morning when I left for work, I made it point clear to bring my Nivea mosturising lotion.Sigh....I wish I had more expensive lotion I can talk about, but hey, I'm on a budget here, and Nivea is not bad.

Among other lotions that I love are;
1. Bodyshop strawberry and satsuma lotion - smells so yummylicious!!!
2. Eubos hand lotion - this is superhydrating ok, I have a small tube in my drawers just for emergency!!!
3. Bodyshop african spa hydrating lotion - this is best coupled with the african spa body scrub and body mask....after all that you're skin will feel so good, it's like you're a princess.

Lotions I'd love to try....
1. Benefit Oh-My-Baby

Can't think of anything else!!!

Monday, November 5, 2007

High maintenance???

Sape kata aku high maintenance memang sangat pembohong ok....see, aku dah amik test and it says......

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true"
You're one laid back chica - and men love that!
Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat.
So if you find your self going along to get along...
Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.


In fact...the results say i should put a little bit of a fight to get what i want!!!!

Harusla practice kan????

The baby


Peeps, meet my Alani....
The baby who was brought to me by a flying geese (what's the name of the bird again in the old fairy tales that brings baby in baskets to ppl's homes???)...
Aint she cute??

Thursday, November 1, 2007

On breaking up.....

I have been faced with confusions lately, and interestingly I found this quiz on breakup and this is what it has to say....


You Should Consider Taking a Break!

So maybe this guy isn't break up material...
But you've had enough of him, for now.
Tell him you want a break - or keep it to yourself.
Either way, spend some time away from this guy -
And see if absence makes *your* heart grow fonder.


Hmm....I suppose, there is a point in being honest....

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Sangat bahaya ada food waktu time kerja

I went to office today with a pacl of Chips Ahoy, which nobody else in the team interested in since morning, so I have been nibbling over (almost) a 6 pieces of Chips Ahoy choc chip cookies since 9 am (tu belum kira my lunch of Nasi Lemak and Kopi Cham at Oldtown Kopitiam just now...sangat sedap...), what a sinful day!!! I ingat these people would love to share the cookies with me, but since no one looks interested, I ended up eating it alone...and dah tinggal 3 keeping je lagi!Shit!!!Kata kena cut down sugar intake konon, ni dah terlebih ni, sangat merbahaya!!!



I brought the cookies to work since I had no time to catch my breakfast in the morning, almaklum la, I had to wake up so early to carpool to my client's office in Klang, mana sempat nak mandi, dress up then have breakfast. Semalam lagi teruk, my food had been chiming sound of music from morning till lunch coz I skipped breakfast. Now that I brought the cookies along, terasa macam overfed pulak.



Tapi kalau tak makan nanti kelaparan la pulak kan???



I plan to bring my Marks and Spencer's teatime cookies tomorrow, but maybe I should bring only a few, kalau tak nanti overfed macam today, heheheh!



On another note, Jo, Sara and myself are planning to see Maznee's baby on Sunday....so excited to meet little Erin, dah la masa time dia lahir I tak sempat nak pergi jenguk dia, so sekarang ni free harus la cari time pergi. I hope we can go on Sunday morning/noon, so takde la kacau Maznee sangat. Newborn mothers mesti tired kan, especially kalau the baby suka nangis tengah malam.



Before we go haruslah pergi baby gift kan....what do you think will make a nice gift???

Waiting....

Hari ini berlalu dengan amat lembap....

I was waiting the whole day for information....and now I am still waiting...gosh, I am such a patient person...

I don't know how long I can keep this up...the report needs to be ready for review by Friday and I still haven't got anything...sangat la sedey!!!!!!

Monday, October 29, 2007

Emotional me....

I missed the the karoke farewell on Friday....I wasn't feeling so well myself, it was a busy week. In fact, I still dont feel like going to work today and wish that I can just go on sick leave, but alas, I had to bear in mind the goals i barely achieved for this eyar (yeah...shame on me!!!wish I can be like all the other achievers...) and dragged myself out of bed.

Sigh...

I woke up Saturday morning feeling dreadful. I was so excited to go sofa hunting the other day it felt weird when I woke up with no such mood at all.By 8.30 am mommy was already on the bus to KL and it'll be too late to call it off ( due to a grumpy mood) so I suck it up and went to gym for yoga...

In which I got gloriously kicked out for disrupting the class....so much dfor saturday morning hot yoga, that'll be the last time I join that class...damn I can't bear that oh-so-arrogant instructor of mine.I'd do better with zz's at home so early on a weekend anyway.

And since I got kicked off yoga, I decided to go for a manicure...in which I clumsyly ruined within the first hour.

By now you guys must thik what the hell is wrong with me right???

So after picking up mommy from the LRT station (with me even moodier-than-ever now, call me ms mad-eye moody), I decided to skip the sofa hunting and go to peek-a-boo for a haircut.

Mommmy had never been there, imagine the shock she got when I told her the haircut will cost me RM55! But the I like the cut, I like the stylist and all my friends go there, so what the heck. So my hair got even shorter, boyish, I have to tell you and after scalp treatment, I felt like on top of the world!!!!

Check out the new (shorter!) hair do!!!!

That day I even missed Syarul's open house because we had to go to Bukit Jelutong later and take the window measurements at mommy's friends (new) house...we end up at home at midnight...it was super tiring.....

In between lunch and going around town with mommy, I received a news that a baby-girl is born and I am nominated (god)mother...hmmm...maybe that is why I have been SO UNEASY that day!!!

But I have to say that it was a shock! me...godmother? what am i suppose to do being a godmother?

Well, I suppose we just have to wait and see. I saw the pics of the darling baby girl (named Alani) and I have dotted her on the spot!Can't wait to see the actul thing!!!

What? Pics of the baby? not now okeh!wait until I have her in my arms, then I can post it!!heheheh! (kan?)


I had my car washed on Sunday as well..... I bet that poor things needs TLC too after being neglected for so long...



I went home early on Sunday, had dinner, watch someTV and doze of.

Actually there was a lot on my mind, but I don't know quite how to deal with it yet.

I really hope that it'll be over soon, I hate being emotional and moody.

Till I feel more cherful, adios babes!!!

Friday, October 26, 2007

Terasa seperti ada mood hendak ke saloon...

I feel like going to the saloon...

I feel like making my hair look sharper and edgier...

Would it work???

News from La La Land....


After a period of silence...Mr Gopi who left us quite a while ago dropped me a mail....

Remember him? He's my tea buddy from "back in those days"....heheheh....and if u can't recall which one, he's the guy with the three hottie's in the pic (hahahah!!!Gopi, u gave me consent to post this in my blog, so suck it up!!!besides, i like the pic...at least you didn't cover the whole eiffel tower...heheheeh!!!).

Who are the hotties??? I have no idea...apparently their a bunch of Brazilian students who happen to be in Paris while he was there...

Paris.....city of love..... I want to go to Paris too!!!!! Lucky him he got to tour Europe for work....I want to do that too!!!!!!Jeez, when the hell am I going to ever get out of this place???

**to zuraida : I suppose in order to achieve that you have to apply for another job that allows you to do just that....(huge sigh!!!!)

Its good to hear from friends and keep in touch, and get to know of stories of their experiences abroad. hey Gopi, nanti u balik u have to show me more pics ok?? I know you will have a lot...and I'll call farouq, Chi and Komala to join too heheheh (any pics of you in the red light district?on a lap of you-know-who?).

Now I know who's been reading my blog from Europe la....I always wonder, because it's so unlikely that I know anyone from Paris (or even UAE...i know its not in Europe, but then, one can wonder right???) and i always thought that there's a possibility that my blog is read by some cute bloke...heheh...(or a cute french guy!!!).

But then its Gopi...though I am happy that my friend is actually enjoying my blog, there goes my dream....

I wish he'll bring home fridge magnets for me......

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Dinner at Sundanese...the Pics

Just got this emailed to me last week, but being out of access to "proper" internet connection delays my intention to post the pics asap.



Pooi Sze and Alina...see how loving my manager is? I believe that she's among the few people who loves to group hug!!!
Myself, Fiona, pooi Sze and Alina...in front of the yummy and delicious food.
We have to keep on taking the photos several times because Fiona keeps on making the "face".

Hmm...notice tak???It's the thing she did with the lips....

Here we go again...the third attempt...
Finally with our clients, who (generously) splurge on the nice (very, very nice) food....heheheh


It was a good one.


I will definitely love to go back to Sundanese....