They say, first love is hard to forget....(itu kata mereka la)...but then, how true is it?
How do you know a love is a first love? Do you have to fall very-very hard then only consider it as a first love, or puppy love counts?if puppy love counts then i bet i have long forgotten mine, hehehe (ye lah, dulu masa sekolah2 dulu minat2 orang, lepas bosan minat orang lain pulak, obviously kalau dah ramai sangat susah la nak keep track kan? Not that I have that many anyway...).
But if it is only the one that really challenges you, the one that really breaks you, then of course, i bet a lot of people had that one person engraved in their head for quite some time. To be someone that special should mean that the particular person has so much effect on you that, hey, no matter what you did (or would have done), he/she can never be forgotten/erased/eradicated (take your pick).
I always envy the people who had fond first love memories...kiss under an oak tree (macam malaysia ada oak tree, tapi takpe, andaikan....), fooling in the rain, sharing ice cream in a hot afternoon...sigh...my earlier boyfriends are not that romantic (sigh!sigh!sigh!!!!)....ntah mana ntah pergi semua lelaki2 romantik didunia ni...extinct agaknya...but i guess in a way or two they did try to please me (i mean my x-bf's la), so there are occasional surprises, roses, love letters (ha....ni memang kerja ex aku nombor 1, dia memang kaki tulis surat cinta, siap ada kod2 lagi, hahahah!) and etc....
But I suppose if its a bad memory, not many of us would forget...being really heartbroken, it must be a somewhat turning point in our lives..
To be more careful
To be more cautious
To find a more handsome/smarter/cuter/etc etc person...
*of course...especially kalau yang first tu sore loser kan, hahahah!!!!
So that we don't get hurt again
Do I ever forget my first?Maybe, maybe not....sometimes I wonder....but then again no point pondering on the past if the ***&C%K## cheats you right in front of your eyes... but that's just high school antics...nowadays I can just sit back and laugh at the memories...at least I have one, some people don't..
So what about you?