Wednesday, December 19, 2007

In a jolly holiday mood...

Effectively 28 minutes from now I'll be officially on holiday, yippee!!!!

Haruslah sangat bersoka hati walaupun deep deep inside aku tengah crisiskan...sape tak suka cuti. At least there is no need to rush to work when I wake up at 8am, then tergopoh gapah nak fikir kena pakai baju apa semua...sigh...I can finally take a deep breath and slow down my pace a little bit and just focus on ME!

That's right. This next two weeks will be all about me!

I WILL NOT CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE....it's time to be selfish! Buat penat habis semua roasak plan aku tahun ni and I will not sacrifice the last holiday week of the year for anyone else.

I vow to not care about anything but myself.

I know, it sounds horrid, sangat selfish and keji tapi there are times when you care more about others and when bad things happen, you sort of feel that you have been taken for granted. I would not feel that anymore, not this next 10 days until New Year.

And I will make sure that next year will be so happening that I will forget about all the bad things that happen this year and put them all behind me...

On another note, my TV had reached its end of days....yesterday it went totally kaput and out of function that I have to go out with Penyu and catch Alvin and the Chipmunks....what a jolly good time of the year to ask for a new TV, especially when the list of "things to buy" is non-exhaustive.

Tak pe la, maybe nanti Santa will send me a new TV for Christmas...

Happy holidays peeps...

Lega bila hutang yang tertunggak sudah langsai

Because I have to pool money for the deposit to move out last month, my car dues are put on hold....as a result I owe one (and a half..hehehe, carried forward from months back) due to Maybank...dah la last month berkali-kali aku cuba bayar online asyik error je, at the end "ter"pakai duit kereta....so alkisahnya tenat la the balance brought forward...

So today the first thing I did was clear my "hutang"...fuh, sekarang terasa sangat gembira, la la la la la...

Now the things left to do is clear my list (ntah cukup duit ke tak, I cross my fingers je la harap2 ada okeh!!!), beli hadiah krismas utk mak dan adik2 (hmmm.....), belanja duit minyak utk pergi kenduri kawin Shidan, do my highlights @ Peak-A-Boo this Friday and go to Andana Spa with Tina on the 29th....

Kata tak jadi pergi Singapore kan...kena la cari aktiviti baru...

Dan harus juga la aku pergi MKLand tanya bila diorang nak siapkan kondo aku yang terbengkalai tu, sakit hati tau bayar interest kat bank.

Increment tak masuk???

Today dapat the December payslip...

Ingatkan increment and revision in base salary masuk bulan ni...sangat hampa bila nampak base salary masih tetap sama...

Sigh...apa nak buat, tahankan je la....

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

The list

Damn....bonus is fcoming out tomorrow and there you go....my list to burn it...hehehe

Obviously this time I'll take some time sto set aside a bit of dosh for rainy days...until I can make the next bonus in March...

Here it goes...
  1. Bailey's NB shoes that I promise him for Christmas....there's a reason why I am getting it and the reason is really really good....
  2. Working clothes - man I can't find anything to wear these days (tak payah cakap la kenapa kan!) so I have to get at least 3 skirts, 3 tops, 3 blouse....just so that I can go through a week...
  3. shoes...I don't think the shoes I have now is comfy for work anymore...its time to change or stock up
  4. Crocs sandals...this is a wish I hope will come true....
  5. Casual clothes ...again, since I gain so much weight...at least a few pairs of tees and a jeans
  6. Gym clothes
  7. Microwavable plates ...so that I can use my microwave without fear
  8. Huge pad lock for my front gate...to replace the existing one
  9. Furniture...yeah yeah...anything new about that one?Have to go and get a bed, a wardrobe, a sofa (because the existing one is breaking to bits), a book rack and a TV....the one I have now turns on and off at its own will and sometimes the picture goes on only half screen...freaky....
  10. Christmas tree....in which I don't feel like having anymore but the Christmas ornaments kat the Curve sangat la kiut ok....
  11. The starbucks Christmas CD...in case I got the Christmas tree
  12. Makeup! Im out of my Benefit Oh-So-Gorgeous...sangat memerlukannya

That's a very long list...

Not to mention that I have to do my color touch up and highlights.....

Now I think that my money might not be enough...sigh.....

Ditched

My friend ditched me...I suppose at the end I have to cancel my Singapore plans.

I dont know what my plans are right now, what I know is that I have to get out of town...
I can't stay here....
I need to get to a new place, do new things....

I am searching for options but it seems like there are no other choices left....

Sigh...

Dinner at Sould Out

Pics from the last department dinner at Sould Out last Friday...these are the goons who sat within 360 degrees from my cubicles and wrecked havoc over the past 10 months ....

We have other pics but obviously those are inappropriate for public viewing (especially the part when Wei Liew......ok, we better not go to that).

Agensi Mencari Jodoh...

Its the season for break up and finding new love....I know a lot of people who are now SINGLE again and back in the game of searching their one true love...

Each and every one of them screaming for me to find them someone (hehehe...literally speaking la...)

So if there is anyone out there interested in attractive, intelligent (not to mention HOT!) single girls...I have a buffet of them to chose from...hahahaahh!!!

So gimme a holler!!!

P/S : This public service message is posted because I feel like there is a poster saying "MATCHMAKING AGENCY - PLS REFER INSIDE " stamped over my forehead...and in dire need of finding suitable male candidate for my "now-single" female friends as my available resources are exhausting at the speed of light because most guys in my "list" are either in a relationship, married, engaged or "just-can't-cut-it!".

PP/S : If you think that being male makes the cut...please be warned that you will have to go through a rigourous interviewing process to assess suitability with my female candidates, and trust me , my standards are super high, it wont be easy ( plus its for your own benefit, if you guys can't gel socially then what's the point of pushing it...right?????).

PPP/S : And my candidates are definitely HOT! For confidentiality purposes, I can't publish their pic on my blog...otherwise guys will just drool over them and their laptop/PC screens might get flooded.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Random Questions as Tagged by Tina

Have been tagged by Tina. Damn, I am so not in the mood to play tiggety tagging thing but I definitely need the time off, so here it goes.....

1) Name of a person who made you laugh last night?
The chill babes ...hehehhe...We had starbucks and chill...and discuss about our Boracay trip...

2) What were you doing at 0800?
Just woke up and had my shower...rushing to work when I am totally not in the mood to do so , with my eyes very very somber

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Rushing reports out to my clients...I have been working on my own stationery shop all day and now I am arranging for courier and despatch, jeez...I can't believe I am doing such ground work!!!

4) What happened to you in 2006?
I went out of my mind and signed a deathnote to myself - resulting to me being horribly depressed over the passed few months and gained tonnes of kg's i lost when I left my horrendous ex-boyfriend..

5) What was the last thing you said out loud?
I shouted "Leave Me Alone" on top of my lungs like a homocidal maniac in the middle of the night....in a very dark room...

6) How many beverages did you have today?
Two - coffee for breakfast and ice lemon tea for lunch.

7) What colour is your hairbrush?
Denmans..its black and red

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
My mushroom soup and ice lemon tea lunch

9) Where were you last night?
At home crying my guts out

10) What color is your front door?
Dark brown.

11) Where do you keep your change?
Practically everywhere...

12) What's the weather like today?
Not sure...i bet it's cloudy like me

13) What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Rocky road

14) What excites you?
At the moment....nothing...

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
Yup...just months ago...I am planning another one...maybe I should go bald...

16) Are you over the age of 25?
Yes, definitely

17) Do u talk a lot?
Yes, in miost occasions

18) Do you watch the O.C?
Not really...

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
Yes, i use to work with one

20) Do you make up your own words?
Sometimes

21) Are you a jealous person?
Yes, most of the times

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
hmmm...thats a tough one.Got it! Alina...hehehe

23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
That's another tough one...wait...Kumin..hehehe, I really do know him...

24) Who's the first person on your received call list?
My mom

25) What does the last text message you received say?
Please get Siew to sign the transmittal letter

26) Do you chew on your straw?
Yes, all the time. especially when I am really nervous, otherwise its just a bad habit I never can abolish, ever....

27) Do you have curly hair?
Nope, its so straight, I had a hard time curling it.... I prefer it the way it is anyway

28) Where's the next place you're going to?
Singapore - i dopnt care if I have to go on my own

29) Who's the rudest person in your life?
Let's see..the list is quite long, that should be a totally different entry

30) What was the last thing you ate?
Mushroom soup (okeh la, and pandan cake!)

31) Will you get married in the future?
I seriously dont want to think about it...

32) What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Stardust....

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
I am in hating mode at the mment...

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
Last week...God u remind me of the piling dishses I have now...

35) Are you currently depressed?Very, very depressed...I think I should go see my doctor again...

36) Did you cry today?
Almost

37) Why did you answer and post this?Because I have nothing better to do and my online training thingy sucks...

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
Not tagging...I don't know who's reading anyway...

Pelamin anganku musnah???

God please help me get through this....

I definitely in the verge of breaking to pieces and yesterday, I had a massive breakdown...

I can't take this anymore...this and everything else that had come by over the past few months. Maybe its payback time for my sins...am definitely repenting now, but gosh it is all too much....

Arif and I had a massive fight. I finally said I had enough. I desperately wanted him to leave me alone. I was at the point of shouting for my sanity...

To make things worse he sent me flowers....the yellow magnolias and daisies that people sent for funerals....

This is so not working out.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Movie night

Instead of watching.....

Which I am so excited to watch yesterday (who wouldn't? cute little chipmunks!!!Remember the voice???)....we ended up watching....
Yeah....Will Smith..in an all action packed movie I am Legend....sangat mendebarkan ok, agak sadis jugak. Tak sangka pulak the movie is about extinction of human race...but then ok la...I give it a B.

Movie-movie baru yang ingin ku tonton dalam masa seminggu dua ini adalah.....

Ni dah reserve nak tengok with Tina this Saturday...kan?
Warlords...macam best and happening je trailer dia...dah lla dah lama boyfriendku Jet Li tak berlakon....
The Ferryman....inipun agak scary okeh....story line biase la, a group of (stupid/unfortunate) college kid who ran into psycho killer and trapped in a horrifying nightmare...so expect blood, blood and more blood...
Molliere....oh cerita perancis yang amat romantis....after Perfume I am so excited to watch this kind of movies...
Last but not least, my favourite local ghost...Sundel Bolong aka Pontianak!!hehehe....
Will keep u all posted....

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Gifts from friends

One of the good thing about Facebook is that it provides an avenue to your friends to be more thoughtfull...

Sadly lazy ppl like me who got lost in between one facebook item and another rarely have time to send gives to friends...sigh...it's ok peeps, will find time during my (long) year end break to attend to gift sending (it's christmas after all) and pet your fluffy pets (in which case you guys should also return pets to mine la...hehehe).

Among my favourite gifts are....

Money that grows on tree's...from Izwain...hahahah...yeah babe, wish it was that easy la, then we can all stop working our permanent jobs and start farming....large scale okeh!!!
Owl from Steve Chin....I sangat soka sebab mata dia sangat cute! I have a huge thing about eyes...
Hamster from Izhan....I name this hammy...see how he brought his hands so close to his chest? That happens when he is shy or stress (or stage fright)...
Last but not the least...instant jantan from Rafirah...this is definitely for keeps! How often does toy boy grow's on trees?

Have a nice day folks...signing off now, catching Alvin & the Chipmunks tonight!

After lunch blues

*the red bean bun I am trying so hard to ignore because I don't want to spoil my appetite for lunch*

The department had lunch at Madam Kwan @ Bangsar today to celebrate Yin Jun, Camay and Chi's farewell...we had a very long table of almost 30 people. Everyone had fun...the food was good, conversation was great...it doesn't feel somber as a farewell suppose to.

I had Nasi Bojari, Madam Kwan's specialty dish, with cendol. We had prawn and squid fritters for appetisers.Nothing can be less than perfect.

I had to say that I am BLOATED right now. And I didn't even finish my nasi bojari...

Now that I'm feeling full to the brim, obviously la the rasa sangat malas sudah kick in. Damn...

I came back from lunch to find out bos had already altered the report...which leaves me with absolutely nothing to do right now. I'm so free I almost did all the admin work already. Now that I have nothing to do....lebih la terasa malas kan...

I miss Tina...wish she is here....

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Ade ke patut???

cash advance



Tak ku sangka bahawa tahap pembacaan blog ini adalah di tahap "kanak-kanak sekolah!"

There must be something wrong....

Looking forward....

*new addition to my working desk*

It has been a slow morning...nothing much to do but clear a few queries here and there and make (more) amendments....it's suppose to be an ideal morning , the one that starts with no jam to work, not much work to dwell upon...yet I feel like something is missing...

Or maybe I am just hungry....

In between work, I manage to call MICPA on the error they made on my membership certificate, get them to arrange to send over my member's handbook and change my correspondence address.

As if I had nothing better to do, I peruse through the 2008 calendar and start planning next year's holiday...

Gilo apo??

I know...2007 hadn't ended and I still haven't reflected on the things I had done or should have done but I can't help but start looking forward to another 24 days of annual leave for next year and what I can do with it...hehehe..

There is so many holidays I missed this year...like my Girl-Beach-Holiday to Bali with Jo and Izwain....I definitely need to catch up that next year. Ang Jo wanted to go to Hong Kong Disneyland....in which I would love to join!!! Me sangat soka ok...

Not to forget my cousin's christmas gift...hehehe...definitely claiming okeh! So cuz if you think you can ease your way out of this, better forget it. I am definitely claiming! (sure, i'll be glad to ge you your new balance shoes...)

I have marked all the dates I am taking leave so far (of course, including raya) and there are still 10 more days to spare.....that's good....

It'll definitely be fun....

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Movies, movies and movies

Despite my hectic schedule...believe or not I still manage to find time to go and watch movies!!!
Maybe I had been brainwashed by my parents to watch tv since young that I'm sort of addicted to movies when I grew older (not that old la but definitely not a kid kan???)

These are the few titles had feasted on lately....

The Golden Compass - though I hate Chronicles of Narnia because it was poorly done and this movie is something like it...I had a good time watching it because it's a tad more enjoyable (despite the fact that Nicole Kidman and Bond is in the movie..Bond is definitely a cute uncle/father to the kid)...expect something slightly darker than Narnia...but not exactly fun like Harry Potter...


Enchanted...I love this one, a fairy tale come reality...its like finally there's a movie that makes u fantasies and dream like when you are young...though its too good to be true, its a good family movie.

P/s : Mc Dreamy is soooo dreamy...hehehehe

The Last Breath - if you are thinking of watching this....don't, especially if you are a busy person and you have other shows to watch....

It leaves you confused....

Hitman - cool movie...though filled with action I always felt like its a love story...that its a story of hitman who actually fell in love (without him realising it) and though they're not together at the end, he is always watching over her...romantic I tell you..


Unrest - If you expect terrifying horror just because they use real bodies...you are so misguided. Not too much horrifying as the trailer ever suggest, with only bits and pieces of scaring antiques here and there...
Bee Movie - Me love bee movie...soka, soka, soka!!!

See, betapa stress nyaaku buat kerja sampai kucuri masa melarikan diri ke panggung???

When my mind wanders around....

I have been listening to R&B and Hip Hop the whole day, courtesy of Joe Bailey Guerrerro...

*He just flew back to Manila with Brian today, and I am already missing him...cuz, come back!!!hehehhe....

** tapi elok jugak dia takde...kalau tak kerja aku asyik makan je...hehehehe....he spoilt me with food because he loves to eat..heheheh! Not very good when on diet but definitely great when stressed or depressed...huhu!!!

Traffic was bad today despite Selangor being on public holiday... it was so bad, the city was jammed all day since 8am in the morning. It took me a gazzillion years to reach office even after having to pay a hefty tol fee to use Penchala Link to office, and later still stuck in traffic getting back from lunch. I had to go out to get my car serviced, because I am travelling soon for Raya Haji (which again cost me dosh...why can't car service be free??I still need to do balancing and alignment, and because of my dented right side rims, more money need to be spend to get my balancing fixed...sigh!!!!....macam mana nak shopping ni?Duit asyik abis kat kereta je...) and I don't have time to do it over the weekends, so have to squezze time in between lunch hours to get my car done.

***I am having coffee now..and i just have to tell you my coffee sucks big time. Why the hell do I ever even bother buying IndoCafe 3 in 1's???I am so switching back to Nescafe (Mild...of course).

Good thing that I stil manage to clear my "to-do" list for today (bless you that Selangor is on holiday..hehehe...client tak de kat ofis, sape la aku nak kacau tanya soalan???) and I hope I can zoom off on 5.30 sharp (because semalam I kena stay sampai 6.30pm) and go to gym...pagi tadi ter"over"slept, hehehe,so harus la ku gagahkan after office rush hour to work out. Kan lately I keep on complaining about my weight, if I dont start acting on it obviously it'll keep on piling up right???

This is the second day on the current job as last man standing...and I'm already missing my partner in crime, Ms Wen Chu, yang telah dilarikan to another job...she's so chatty,it amuses me and makes me laugh...even in the worst imaginable time...

I remember those days I feel like I had too much and I feel like blowing up...heheheh...deep breaths and Wen Chu can definitely take your mind off things and start make you see perspective again...definitely love working with her.

****Coffee is definitely bad for me...gosh I'm forming even uglier cellulites.....it should be banned!!!!

I had dinner last night with Bailey, Brian (Bailey's friend since April 2007), David (Bailey's business partner) , Joanne (bailey's friend since 2005 ....yeah, funny right, labelling friends by year you know them??) and Louisa (oh...this is my friend...heheheh)...Izwain is suppose to join us but she was caught in work (you should have come girl) at Apartments @ Curve. The chat was fun, and Brian seems more friendly yesterday (its his second day hanging out with us...he was shy...but damn he's not shy when you get to know him better) and we talk about stuff....including what the guys did in KL while the rest of us work our ass off in office.

They went shopping!!!And they (hmm...I mean Bailey je) shop a lot. My crazy cousin bought 10 pairs of shoes ...on top of other stuff that he bought (among others are board games, clothes and a huge luggage bag - agian, to fit in all the stuff he bought)....we went over to his room and he has a bed filled with shoes!!!That is too much, even I myself haven't bought as much lately (yeah...I am envious of him...hehehhe)...tapi tak pe la kan, duit dia...asalkan ko bahagia...hehehe.

To think about it, Christmas is coming soon and I haven't done my Christmas shopping....my mom and siblings is surely expecting a tree (I know Ani, we discussed on that) with gifts underneath it this Christmas...we had agreed that eventhough we are not spending Christmas when my tita's, tito's and pinsan's we will still have one here at home with dinner and panettone...so there you go, a plan for Christmas eve....

In which reminds me that I haven't bought the Starbucks Christmas CD....

Banyaknya benda aku tak buat lagi????

Oops...its 4.42pm already...better start clearing things and stuff to make sure I can leave on the dot!! Ciao peeps...

Monday, December 10, 2007

The weekend I finally enjoyed...

Last weekend was good....though I still have to work, the work load ain't that much, and I get to spend time meeting friends and my cousin during the weekends...so yeah, I'm feeling much better now.

I also manage to do my laundry, clean my house, go to gym (in which I did not get to do for quite some time ....yeah, like since this farking project starts)....and go to bed early on saturday night!!!!The sleep is super good, did wonders for me the next day, hehehe!

I wish the weekend is not over yet...I wish I can still spend time at home lounging in my new living room reading mags. Sigh....its okay, 10 more days to my year-end holidays and it'll definitely be something to look forward to! There'll be more excitement then lounging in a living room with mags.

I can't wait for my year-end Singapore escape planned!It has been quite a while since I set foot in the city of lion, and I hope I have sufficient dosh in hand to bring me around town and shop!!!How I wish that money grow on trees...if it does I will water it daily and make sure it grows well coz I definitely can use the cash, hahahaah! How I wish that there is a certain someone who will give me money to shop (*wink wink*).....sigh.....why am I not born rich?I know, God has his own plans on why certain things happen certain way but damn I can use spare cash :D

Setting aside my dream plans for the long holidays, it is good to have a monday which is not so busy (neither it is so free either). I manage to clear most my queries by 4pm and loom around my company's website to finish an e-test that I need to finish by the end of the year. One more test to go on ethics set aside for tomorrow...in case I am free so I don't have to stay back just to finish it. Time time nak akhir tahun ni la banyak compulsory e-test kena habiskan...dah la everyone tengah busy clear kerja sebab semua orang nak cuti!!!!

Hopefully big bos is ok with our report today so tomorrow boleh relax kat ofis tunggu job baru....hmmm...that's a very nice thought given the full-blown busy period since raya, I am told that my next job ain't starting till wednesday or friday, and next week will definitely be busy because we have only 3 days to complete fieldwork before everyone goes on leave!!!(seriously...i mean everyone okeh!!!)

Tak ke kerja gila tu???

But what the heck...as if anybody cares kan??

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Finally I got to breath....

Not to say that my work is bad but thank god that I am finally finding space to sit down and take a deep breath without a thousand and one things in my head gushing like pool water. I am back in office for clearance and what a relief to finally be at my own desk again (at normal office hours - not late at night or early in the wee hours in the morning in which i HATE to do...).

I hope today I can leave on time!That'll be a blessing....

My favourite cousin of all time is in town...(hehehe, don't take it too seriously ya other cousins....you guys are my favourites too...), poor guy had to spend dinner with (just) David because I have been busy this last few days...

Its ok cuz, I'll make sure that I get to be back on time for dinner tonight...and yes, Fiona is coming along...

And of course there is the dinner date with my dad (and my cousin of course...me and my dad having dinner just the two of us???in your dreams....never happened before, don't think it'll ever happen ever) and the saturday night out with my cousin's friends on saturday (do I sound like I don't have any friends???gosh, its phatetic!)...

Enough with the plans...have I told you that I moved to a new house already?? Got a new joint somewhere near my new office and I am so loving it. But since the house is empty...I am going all Japanese this month until I can fork out enough dosh to get myself furniture. We (meaning me, my mom and my sis) moved to the new place last weekend....after a very tiring weekday in office and tiring friday annual dinner night.

**Don't ask me about annual dinner....apart from the booze everything else is rather normal (after discounting all the drag queens out of the event) and I still didnt win any lucky draw...sigh!!!

Thank God my mom is a super packer...she packed most of my stuff (like 75% of everything) in neat boxes within less than 12 hours...hahahah!!!And she later help me unpack most of it in the new home over the weekends while me and my siblings are soaring our ass in pain over all the wightlifting...she is definitely a supermom...

I can never be like that....heheheh!

Jeez...now that everyone is back from lunch i better go back to work. Cya!!!