Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Motivation

After a satisfying lunch at Subway with Zarina and my collegues, I browse thru my diary and things I need to get done by the end of the day. So far, everything's cool....all done and I can now officially bum around on paid hours (yeah!it sounds heavenly, but trust me...trying to look busy at work is NOT that heavenly at all...).

I also scribbled a reminder for tomorrow....

IPM : MEET FITRI (my forsaken personal trainer....pity him, I suppose by now...after months of me : went missing on PT hours...had finally given up hope on me but can't do anything to dispose me coz I paid for the sessions months back..hehehe) AT GYM....DO NOT BAIL!!!!!!

I know...it sounds bad...it sounds as if I am a lazy couch potato that needs a dire push....

syikes....

Whatever..tomorrow is a holiday, I suppose it won't kill me to go to the gym and sweat it out. My aim in having a lean body by end of April is getting blurrier by the day, but hecks, I can't give in to temptation so early during the year. I should at least try and maintain till May....then maybe if hell still breaks loose by then I can give up...

Excuses...again...

Note to self : Babe...can't on keep on going like this...remember how depressed you were everytime you look at the mirror???

I hate mirrors these days...I wish they were never invented.

Maybe if there ar no mirrors people will be less vain and more contented of oneself. Sigh. But what can we do? Our ancestors had already brought the wrath on us, so be it.

Well, what's done is done. Have to keep positive and looking forward right? I suppose I'll just have to make the best out of it. There are a few things I need to sort out with my PT tomorrow, like :

1. a new diet plan - my existing one is soooo not working out. Dalie is going on boiled stuff diet. Maybe I should do the same? I suppose if I cook my own lunch I can control what I eat, but its a bummer during lunch time if they are going for restaurants or the likes, then have to miss the socialising bit...

2. a new weight and BMI count - I dread this!!!! I paling tak soka timbang atas that electronic weight...paling tak soka bila dia kata my BMI sangat tinggi!!! Why can't I just grow taller and distribute the weight I have upwards??? I believe I have the same weight as Tyra Banks, and just because she's taller, she still look good and me....hmmm...lets not compare to a supermodel okey...

3. Determination and fixed schedule - ni susah sikit....bos I macam bagi warning yang lepas ni kerja teruk je...

But I read from the Prevention magazine that as long as I get 30 minutes of cardio 5 times a week I will be bound to loose something. So dear...more water and walks everyday ok!!!

Ok la, before my boss comes back I better sign off...

2 comments:

dazzledalie said...

babe!
hey my boiled meals project is not doing so well, i give in to temptations too many times already.

*wails loudly*

anyway, you'll have my full support, go zu go! hit the gym and eat sensibly..

Zuraida said...

Me too!!! I selalu give in to temptations...

Macam semalam, I end up makan dinner with my cousin kat Italiannies...sangat tak bagus...

Anyways, kalau makan semua rebus bukan ke tasteless??