Friday, February 29, 2008

Mixed Feelings

Lama betul tak update...tak tahu mana nak mula...
Well, a lot of things had happened since my handphone broke down...and seriously, some of it sangat drama okeh.
The good news is that my handphone just required reformatting, apparently there are problems with the software and it took them only half an hour to fix it. Phewh...nasib baik ok. At the rate I'm shopping over the past few days I definitely tak larat nak incur cost nak beli handphone...lain la kalau dah dapat bonus kan, larat la ku gagahkan lagi. From now on will definitely have to take better care of my beloved handphone yang dah banyak berbakti terhadap kemajuan blog ni....hehehe....coz all my pics are taken using my cameraphone. kalau kaput abis la i....gambar takde, lagu takde...kelam hidup ini.
Sigh...
While waiting for my handphone Arif and I had dinner at Kah fei Tiam and scouted for cameras. Ape...ade mase ke? We are fast eaters...hehehe...and we thought since we are already at the Digital Mall might as well kill two birds with one stone, we plan to get a camera before our Medan Trip in June.
That's the look on arif's face when we found our dream camera....

*Canon Ixus 75*

7.1 Megapixel of heaven with cool 3.0" LCD screen and interactive slide buttons.....

I feel in love with the slide panel buttons...cheap! The price was quite reasonable...so I batted my eyelids furiously and said "Can we have it?"

We got the camera for RM900, and it comes with a free casing and a 2G memory card. I cam take up to 1300 photos without worry. Campur camera phone lagi...harusla lepas ni jadi glamer macam artis...kahkahkah.

*Arif and me - camera trial*

Dia dah sengih panjang tu means dapat ler..hehehe...was farking happy!Now I don't have to worry about a camera to bring along for my Phuket trip. Better still, the camera has stitching capabilities....hahaha...bersuka ria la aku ambil scenic photos macam photographer.

Thursday - Meeting Day

Thursday ain't a fun day...satu hari stuck in trainings and meetings. Tapi nak buat macam mana...compulsory. Semua orang pun kena attend the course and meetings.

But since I haven't been in a classroom for such a long time, my attention span can only last, say an hour or so??Agak teruk kan? Of course, the fact that the course structure is quite dry and boring (standard operating procedures, what do you expect??) doesn't really help.

So by 10 am kepala I dah menerawang ke alam semesta. Tak tau ke mana.

For a second I'm thinking about work...then about the wedding...then when I start complaining about how I can't focus I started to think about doing MBA full time.

yeah....in that daydream...I actually quit my day job to focus on my MBA in UK and my fiance (then hubby dy) fully supported me, and we both stayed at a plush London penthouse (cehcehmak...melampau...but then day dream memang macam tu pun kan??). Then in between classes I get to get coffee from the coffee shops sprawling around town while had fun shopping in weekends at Harrisons..sigh...

Bila cuti semester both of us will go for a trip across Europe.....abis semua negara kitorang jelajah.

Indahnya dunia....

Tahan la jugak mimpi tu sampai lunch....where we had department lunch at La Risata.

*Wei Liew goofing around with Alina's Burberry bag*

The service was slow...dekat dua jam makan kat sana sebab lambat sangat, eventhough we had all preordered our choice of main course 2 hours before we head to the restaurant. If you ever go there, stir away from the cream based dishes i.e. carbonara, lasagna....its too creamy halfway through the food you will feel so bad you want to vomit.

Called mommy during lunch hour and got the shock of my life....

The rest of the day is not so rosy. I was so shocked and confused over the news I got over lunch that I spent the whole day feeling frustated and numb.

is it that bad???

Lets just say its unimaginably bad and I don't get it how it can happen such way.I'm still frustrated till now, but if shit needs to happen then what can I do???Nobody can help self-inflicted pain...all I can do is kalau apa2 jadi in the future, I won't want to have anything involved in it. Seriously.Tak soka.

Friday with Alina and Tina....

Woke up in the morning still feeling kinda blue...that I sort to the bunch of new shoes I bought with Alina last weekend and picked this to cheer up the day....

Cantik kan??? The faux amethyst and diamonds glitter under the light...terasa macam princess pulak...

Work carried on as usual, was busy chatting with Nazira about wedding planning (sambil merungut-rungut kat Tina yang penuh sabar sebab dia nak beli cincin) till noon when I went out to meet Tina for lunch at Curve with Alina....

Tina bought her wedding ring!!!!sangat cantek!!!! *envy envy*I already had mine, tapi still envy *hahahahaha*The diamonds glitter all over her fingers and the blue sapphire stone in the centre accentuates ellegantness....just took my breath away..

After getting the ring (which took almost an hour, mind u, Alina almost bought an earring till I have to drag her away), we went to Sakae Sushi for lunch.

*Me and Tina yang bertudung...hehehe...sweetkan?*

**Tak rasa macam muka aku nampak berseri2 ke? I was using the La Mer I got since last week every night...i felt like my skin is getting better. My moody pimples pun makin turun...Ni yang tak puashati ni "sayang, bila lagi??? "*

Kitorang ( especially me and Alina) melantak tak ingat okey....but it was so heavenly....

Semua balik kekenyangan dan happy...hooray!!!!The sushi did some good to my mood and I am definitely feeling much better (I think its the perencah they put in the sushis la...sampai sekarang terasa okey). I had 6 plates today...macam balas dendam je since I have not been to a sushi bar for over a month now.

7 minutes to 5.30pm, and despite that the week is at its end, hati ini amat berat...

Tapi takpe kerana

(a) La Senza start sale hari ni....boleh ajak the Fiance pergi shopping

(b) ada shopping escapade dengan the Fiance on Saturday...dia nak belikan beg Guess idaman hati i...sangat terharu

(c)Ada date ngan Alina, Kheng Eng and Fiona to go to the tailor early tomorrow morning...so pagi2 I dah keluar umah, then not much time to dwell on whatever bad things (if ever happens) that I expected tonight

(d) Breakfast with Tina on Sunday and later that day wedding Jaja...meeting up Alia and Riza (hopefully), so crossing my figers tight sebab dah lama sangat tak jumpa diorang, sangat rindu.

To the rest of you guys...have a good weekend!!!!

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Handphone ku rosak lagi??

I am so sad...my handphone sekejap hidup sekejap mati....macam ikan tercungap2 trying to breath...sigh!!!

I have tried turning it on and off a few times, now totally can not turn it on again. Apa da...just recently I have to spent moolahs to get a new memory card now this??Ingat mak cap duit ke? If I have loads of money in the bank then I don't mind changing handphone macam tukar baju...sigh...

Without it that's it! Musnahlah hidupku, jiwa dan ragaku.

Dah la later kena pergi umah Tina ambil barang...sigh....macam mana ni???

Ni mintak handphone baru ni...hahahahaah!!

Kalau ye pun tunggu la bonus bulan depan...

Photo Album Dah Siap!!!

Arif called earlier to tell me that the album from Pixart has already arrived!!!

Tak sabarnya!!!!Rasa macam nak balik umah sekarang jugak tengok album!!!

Miss me??

Have u guys missed me already??

Wasn't free till now....had a lot of things to settle now that the current project I'm working on is wrapping up, plus, it's pay day again...so the usual business to settle all my loans (crap) and hiding my money away to other accounts so I won't end up spending them.

I know it sounds as if I am having a bad financial problem (yeah...to the extent of having to stash my money away to other "untouchable" accounts) but seriously...its not it. I just need to save for MY fab Phat Wedding next year...and since nobody else is going to give me the fab Phat Money then I have to create my own nest eggs for the big event. Ye lah, takkan nak mengharapkan orang...tak malu ke? Mesti ada initiative sendiri. If people wants to splurge on me and generously provide me with financial assistance, fine by me, tapi I have to have some of my own just in case.

Besides..I have expensive taste.And I hope to give my future Hubby the best too...so that comes with a price. Of course, as a wise consumer we are scouting around to find things that are not too excessive that can fit our budget, but so far...if I ever think about how much cost the wedding will eat up I might end up committing suicide...

By the way, I went to Ampang Park yesterday to find the boutique that sells the devilishly beautiful alas dulang yang sibok diperkatakan oleh Tina. I've been to Ampang Park a few times and have never crossed such shop...so agak envy jugak la. So late yesterday I dragged my fiance there and made him follow me around Ampang Park in search of the shop.

Kesian dia...berpeluh2 yet we still didn't manage to find any shop that until when we have almost given up baru jumpa!hahahaha!The shop's name is DeCouture and it sells all kinds of beaded fabrics from India, including baju kahwin! All the dulang hantarans and kain baju kurung/kebaya are all exquisite and devilishly cantik ok, I rasa nak bunuh diri there and then. I was batting my eyelashes macam orang gila, with a very wide smile smacked over my face despite that the cost is *slightly* breathtaking....but the good news is there is a huge smile on my fiance's face too...and he said "Takpe sayang, nanti bila dah finalise the wedding ideas and all we can come back here if you want too...u look so beautiful in the baju kurung just now".

Hatiku girang....Hooray!!!!!

*I like it when he spoils me to bits...even mommy is green with envy..gagagagaga!*

My fiance was in a very happy mood during the drive back home, and in between conversations I talked about Tina's wedding preparations...

Me : Yang, Tina tengok cincin kat DeGems...its a yellow stone ring, RM40k tau... she's very excited about it..
The Fiance : really??
Me : Yup...but she's thinking of getting a bracelet kat Habib Jewels...sigh...so lucky...
The Fiance : Tak pe la kan, ur ring is pricey too...how much do you think it cost??
Me : Tak de lah sampai RM40k kan...u kata it was less than that...
The Fiance : Ye la, I just don't want to scare u with the price tag...

My jaw dropped. Seriously.....has he spent so much to get my dream wedding ring??

You see...the ring in question had stole my heart away. Actually, he got me something else. But when we were ring hunting back then, we found the ring of my dreams and I insist that I want it...

Very bad to the point of crying...

So he return the ring he bought me, then got me the one I wanted. Till yesterday I was happy. But to come to think about it, now I felt slightly guilty. Maybe he saw my face changed in split seconds...

The Fiance : Tak pe la. Dah beli...
Me : ye la, tapi takkan nak pakai cincin mahal2 sangat. Nanti orang rompak macam mana?
The Fiance : tak pe...nanti we go get another one at Tiffany's okey...
Me : Tiffany Bubbles????
The Fiance just smiled.

Hahahaah....hati ku kembali berbunga-bunga...

So last night I went to bed with mimpi2 yang indah...

Kalau mak aku tau ni mesti dia geleng kepala....sigh....terasa macam high maintenance pulak. But seriously, my fiance is spoiling me to bits and I love it. Can't really stop now kan?? Siapa lagi nak spoil I?

And today I thanked Tina during lunch...hehehehe....if I never mentioned about her wedding preparations tak de la we talk about Tiffany's kan.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Chatting my day away....

Sangat gumbira!!!Today I chat with my Tita Mari almost the entire day, and my mom, and Tina, and Abang Chik....and since there is pretty much nothing to do, I spent the entire day being a therapist and guidance counselor while rambling my thoughts away....hehehe...

It feels good....maybe I am good at this...

Seriously, I should get paid to do this.

It's the easiest job on earth ( I mean to listen and nod while scribbling on a piece of paper, how hard can that be??) while your patients just lie around in the sofa/couch nagging/bitching about their life. And get charged by the hour. Damn, why didn't I figure this out when I was in school??

And to fill in idle time, i can write books about relationships or career or motivation and later get internationally recognised....maybe even get a Pulitzer prize (can u get a Pulitzer writing these stuff??) and sold million of copies of my book worldwide. Wow! That is an amazing thought.

One of the book will sound....

Why Shopping is Essential and Men Can Never Handle It
By; Zuraida Abu Sarin

and the other

Ways to shop till you drop with your Purse Remains Intact
By : Zuraida Abu Sarin
Author of No1 Best-Selling "Why Shopping is Essential and Men Can Never Handle It"

hahahahaha!!!

Why the hell on earth have I ever thought about it? Is it too late to start now???

There is a lot of things to be happy about.....

The weekend has definitely been a good one...

The promo do at Sheraton Imperial was great.....unlimited food and drink and of course, great company. Don't worry, I was not trashed out!I had fun at the desert table and wallop a whole lot of tiramisu, caramel puddings, chocolates and ice cream...yummy!!!!

*look at us having fun!!!*

We took the after party to Cynna Bar @ Heritage row but didn't stay too long coz most of us are feeling tired after the day's work (not to mention the heels are a killer...damn I'm getting old!). Was at home by 1am and happily snuck to bed (of course, after cleaning my make-up off!).

Was wide awake by 9am the next morning to catch my breakfast date with Tina @ BVII.Gosh, she can in baju kurung (again!)....felt a little bit awkward to have a friend who are all dressed up in such wee hours (yeah...it's a Saturday, mind you!) but she had this job briefing to attend later, so its understandable.

By the time we said our goodbye's it was almost 12pm...just in time to pick up Alina for our shopping spree..heheheh! This weekend I am conquered Mid Valley! yeay! (and Bangsar! hooray!!!).

By 2pm we already end up with these....

*a load of make up from Stila, 5 pairs of shoes from Vincci, 1 Burberry bag (that's alina's...I can't afford a burberry now) and 2 pot of plants (courtesy of Isetan @ Gardens)*

*that's my tired (oily) face....at that point of time I was also hungry and my legs aches like mad*

It was good *huge grin smacked over my face* and I happily brought home 4 pairs of shoes (2 from Vincci, another 2 from Cats Whiskers) , one stila make-up set (that includes a face pallet, eye shadow, sudge pot *i like!* and lip gloss), 2 convertible eye duo from stila, bra from La Senza (darn sexy!!totally worth it!!!) and shorts from Blook!.

*that's my back seat at the end of the day*

I took the Sunday off to recuperate. All the partying and shopping over the last 2 days had drain all my energy to the very last bits.

More photos of my cute niece was emailed to me today....and it kinda kick off my day with a smile....

* That's Eva-Marie....the new addition to my huge family tree...*

Sneaky little girl ain't she?

Mommy had been talking all weekend about getting her something...so I got her these...

*say hi!!!*

I'm shipping it over soon...in my Stila Girlfriend Club box which I adore to bits (sigh...though I hate to depart with the box, I definitely love my niece more...so there you go!!!). Hopefully she'll grow up to love them as much as I do.

It's a bummer that today is a Monday and its a working day (I say that every week, will it ever end???).Better get back to work. Ciao!!

Friday, February 22, 2008

Its finally Friday again...

I still fail to go to gym after work yesterday...sigh....penyakit malas aku ni dah datang balik. Whatever la, malas nak pikir.Instead of the gym, I went to IKEA to get few bulbs (and end up buying a lamp) and the movies. Where I manage to catch this...


Vantage Point...at first I was thinking of catching either RedLine or Anak...but Vantage Point has Matthew Fox in it (the yummilicious guy from Prison Break) and I can't watch horror movies, it might trigger my nightmares again. So, I'll save RedLine for my next movie outing and Anak for Hari Raya.
The movie is ok, til it keep repeating the flashbacks over and over again just to tell one story.Tapi tak soka sangat Matthew Fox tu jahat rupanya!!!!Benci!!!!I think he suits good guy roles better.

Anyhow, its Friday again.We are having a promotion dinner at Sheraton today, and I just can't wait!Everyone (almost) will be there, and it's going to be good.
Tak tau nak tulis apa lagi...later peeps...

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Things I Want To Do Before I Hit 30

Hmm...I am currently waiting for my boss to get back to us on a report and I am not proud to say that I have nothing to do with my time till the. Though I wish to protest on how unfair it is for the bosses to keep us in the office after hours, I muster the patience to just suck them all up and wait quietly at my desk.

To kill the time the quuestion popped in my head. Needless to say I feel the need to start listing down what I would love/like to do before I hit 30 just to kill boredom (as well as focus on something to kick off envy over others who had left the huge office door to go home/gym/dinner).

So here it goes....

1.Travel as much as possible.
I realise that over the past 5 years, I have been spending too much time working. I missed holidays, family gatherings and lots more because I was to consume with paving my future. Of course, there is nothing wrong with that, but seriously, i wish I had spent some of my hard earned money travelling rather than shop (or shop when I was travelling, even better). So from now on, my resolution is to go to at least one overseas trip and one local trip per year. So far I have great plans....

2.Get my La Mer skin set. hah!Ini harus!!!

3. Get married!A girl can't stay single for long, right?? Of course I have my own dream of "happily ever after"...what do you think??

4. Move in to my own house. Sigh. This one is tough. I bought a place, but it's still not ready. What to say??

5.Go skydiving and bungy jumping. Hahahaah!Aku ni dah la penakot gila ok, ada hati nak skydive and bungy jump. I have cold feet just thinking of it. But then, if I ever manage to do it, it'll be fun.

6. Finish off my car loan. Possible tak? Maybe...hmmm...lets see....mungkin boleh la kot...

7. Finally resign and be a lady of leisure. gaagagaga....macam la boleh kan. Tapi siapa tau?

I can't think of others. Later if there are more will definitely update.

Places I Have Been So Far and Where I Want To Go Next

The green dots represents places I want to visit, and the yellows are places in which I have been..

Gosh I am so ketinggalan. Banyaknya lagi tempat nak pergi.....sigh...I wish I have tonnes of money that I can just quit everything and travel. Or even better...get paid to travel. Hahahah!

My Lunch Time Escape


I am going crazy over La Mer!I went to La Mer's counter today @ MidValley and tried the eye cocentrate and guess what...it feels so good. hehehehe....especially when they use the ionizing applicator with it, your eyes feels so cool and relaxed...

It makes me feel even better when the nice salesgirl gave me a sample of Creme de La Mer to take home...gagagagaga....I sangat la soka hati kan. Wei Liew who came along also got a sample for himself.Man have to take care of their skin too you know.

Ni yang tak sabar2 nak beli the set ni. Sayang, bila kita nak pergi beli???

Ceritera awal pagi....

I am early today. Walaupun bangun lambat, tapi terpaksa rush pergi office sebab Alina insist that we should be here by 8.30 am. Kalau tak dia tahan balik lewat. Boleh tak? Macam warden penjara...hehehe...just kidding.By the way, its a good thing right? Kalau dia tak macam tu sampai mati aku lambat pergi kerja.

I finally manage to upload the photobook at Charms yesterday, while having my favourite Spicy Gizzy and Apple Kasturi for dinner. And guess what....it only took me 10 minutes to upload. Thanks to Wei Liew I get to make payment online, because I don't have my own credit card (why? long story...let's not talk about it). I'm going to email Pixart today and check how I can make payments via Maybank2u, so that in the future it's not gonna be so embarrasing to ask people to lend me their cards...

Trust me it is embarrasing...

I expected today to be another laid back day. I hope there is nothing much to follow up so I can sit down and do another pet project.

Ok la....gtg for breakfast.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Disrupted

Had been attempting to upload my Pixart Photobook....but failed because of network disruptions.

I should go home and try again...

Uploading Pics...

Aku dengan soka hatinya telah selesai menyiapkan satu album. After spending the whole afternoon crunching my creative genius, I finally manage to get it done..hehehe...I was so happy with the results, tak sabar2 rasanya menanti the whole album upload to the Pixart server, in which it can be finally printed.

Tapi macam slow la pulak the progress....terasa macam ade la rasa nak hilang sabar because orang semua dah sibuk balik dari office. Sigh. Nanti tak pasal2 aku duduk kat sini overtime.

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Masih menanti....

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Hish...lambat betul. Penantian itu satu penyeksaan...just farking hate it!!!

Laid back

*I had 2 cups of Nescafe from the third floor canteen....Not 2 cups of Starbucks*

Hari ni bangun lambat!!!!Slept like a log all night and terjaga when I start having nightmares about my ex flaunting his new fiance in front of me....hish hish.....not a very good one. Tapi bagus jugak terjaga, otherwise I will have to call the day off...and I don't want to do that because I am saving my annual leave for something better....much much better....tak worth it la to just bum around all day just because I insisted to continue sleeping over a stupid nightmare...


I wash my hair and had it blow dried before zooming off to office. Tau la dah memang lambat tapi kalau rush pun still lambat kan, so what the heck.


Nasib baik most of my collegues semua out on a job. So the office was pretty empty. Over the last 3 hours I manage to clear my review points, have breakfast, read the papers and bloghop. Life is good..ngehngehneh. I even have 2 cups of Nescafe.


P/s: I know its bad. But I just can't help myself. Maybe tomorrow I'll skip the Nescafe.


And I suspect the day will be pretty laid back. And I am definitely eager to go mess around with Pixart.Banyak gila gambar I tak develop from last year....so before I collect even more digital photos I better select a few nice ones and get them printed. That'll be my pet project today. So kalau hari ni anyone buzz me tapi I tak layan, paham2 la I tengah busy creatively designing my next coffee table album.


Better get on to it before my boss bugs me.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I am a registered voter...

This is the moment when I rasa amat terharu boleh mengundi.....

*bukti aku pengundi yang sah*

Despite the fact that I am not politically active, but to have the right to vote in the elections is both a privillege and responsibility....and since I missed the last election because I have ignorantly missed the registration, I will definitely try to catch the opportunity now to gain my own Election Day experience....

FYI I have neither a preferred party or biased judgements against any candidates. I believe that my vote will only count on the county that I am eligible to vote and my responsibility is to give a chance to the best candidate that I might deem fit. Though choices are steep, we will have to make do with the better one.

As long as I can remember Dato' Shaziman has been working his ass off (literally speaking, hopefully so since he represents us) for the people in Tampin and so far, it has been okey. I bet he'll be contesting again this round, so in case you read this, I think that it'll be nice to have better roads, more roadlights at nice (especially in the roads out of town), nicer park and cleaner lake (as our lake is farking murky) and maybe a new books in the library. And one more thing...you will definitely get my vote if you are against the increase in oil price after the elections.

Seriously....I tak main2 okey....I believe a lot of people in Tampin feels the same way...sigh....

What? Am I going back home to vote on the 8th of March???Hmm...I'm contemplating on it still..hehehe...setelah berapi2 voicing out all my demands and expectations pun teragak2 lagi...but I bet it'll be interesting, so maybe I would go and perform my citizenly duties (hmm...do I get that right?Man it sounds weird...citizenly...).

Just wait and see...kalau I pergi vote nanti haruslah ada pics kat blog ni kan.....history tu okey! Besides, would be exciting to get to see the transparent boxes (heeheheheehhe...teringat style voting era pre-independance dulu...semua guna kotak and divider kayu, hahahaha...sekali sekarang keluar transparent box baru naik jakun semuanya).So ape apalagi....tunggu....

Everything is so wrong....

Brace yourself for a full blown hurricane....

The morning didn't start very well. Despite finally managing to get a good night's sleep, somehow the day hasn't been too kind to me...so far.

I did the usuals...snoozing my alarm, had a shower, pick a dress for work....it looks perfectly normal and routine, till I head down to the basement carpark.

The thing is , my parking lot is the center unit situated nearby a huge pilar. My neighbour (who got the lot next to the pillar) is evidently an amatur asshole who couldn't car less of her evidently poor parking skills....

Today, my farking carpark neighbour has done it again! She does not only park ON THE LINE, but now, TRESSPASSES (again) to my parking lot, with her wheels NOT ALIGNED!!!To make matters worse, she had to fold my side mirror because the distant between our car is LESS THAN AN INCH away. I can't even slip in to unlock my car with my keys (fyi, i don't have autolock, coz it ran out of battery...to note : to get new batteries for my car autolock....I have a lazy bitch parked next to me that does not have the courtesy to adjust her badly parked car before she teleported to her condo unit.

I assume that she has (at least some) teleporting abilities since the space in between our cars are so close, its impossible anyone could actually open the door let alone walk through it. If she can't teleport, she must be rubber woman in who has the elastic capablilities to stretch herself out of it.

It's so not fair to normal human beings like the rest of us!!!

Because of her I can't even get into my car, which results to me being late + very very pissed off. I called her up about it twice already, even alerted the guards, doesn't she get the message???

After having to get to my drivers seat through my front passenger's seat, I manage to get my wheels out of the lot, and lodge yet another complaint to the guards with a warning....if they don't do something about it, I'll go to the management with a full report on its....with illustrations!!!

I'm not trying to be a hard neighbour but hey, is a little consideration too much to ask? I didn't rob you of your personal space, so get off mine. I'm just worried thatr one fine day accidents might happen and somehow my CLK (cute little kelisa...get it???) becomes collateral damage....i wouldn't want a very long streak of scratch over your nice car either...hmmm...see, so better be careful...

And that's not even the worse part of the morning....

As I left my car at Alina's house, I tried to calm down my nerves by nagging (to Alina...hehehe...thank God she understands...kalau aku manager mau meletup, apehal la pulak pagi2 dah stress ni???) and breathing (a lot of it!!!). I finally manage to settle down at office with a smile on my face, because Edmund (who we later call to get the parking cards) insisted that he should join us to the parking lot and be a judge to Alina's parking/driving skills....

But that story is a totally different thing to tell.Nevertheless, it cracked me into laughters and I am finally back to a jovial mood.

Till I get the email from my ex.

WTF?? After almost 2 years you send me a mail saying "its ok, ur invited to view my Facebook profile and you are the most welcome".....what the hell was that???

P/s: this was the psyco ex who two timed me and at the same time refuse to let me go and scratched my car furiously , I get to have it repainted ex....

It brings back the fucked up feeling I've lost at the carpark. Seriously.If you don't part at good terms, no matter how long the thing had lapse, its still painful. Why the heck would you want to be friends now. And all I want to do now is bitch, bitch and bitch....

I hope he burns in hell. There a lot of reasons on why I want that to happen, even when I know that I am not an angel either back then, but seriously, "I hate you...I hate you....I hate you!!!!".

I am not listing down the why's....coz it's definitely a long list....let's just say that on top of the list is "he's never going to be good enough because he's a farking ass jerk and I despise the very moment we knew each other".Period.

There, I said it. Fooh!!!!!!

I'm going to have coffee now. Hopefully that will cheer me up.

Tina, if you are reading this : S.O.S.

Monday, February 18, 2008

There goes my literary genius

This morning I was writing something online, but I lost everything sebab i ter"click"the farking x at the far end lefthand side of the screen, so there goes everything...

I was just babbling about how irritated I was this morning over a collegue who does not seem to be able to take "NO" for an answer...but what the heck...I don't feel so irritated anymore since I had 3 pieces of Big Apple Donuts for lunch...hehehe....so there you go, back to happy mode. I can easily forgive and forget...see how nice I am....huhu...

The weekend was GREAT!!!! I had the scheduled breakfast thingy with Tina on Saturday morning at BVII, and found a pair of delicious working shoes at Vincci..in which I grab it instantly. I also found a pair of gorgeous diamente slippers, but they don't have one in my size...I am so going to hunt for them next weekend (since Alina is a Vincci member and she's passing hyer 20% bday discount to me, heheheh!!!sangat syiok!!!!). I also get to try on a fab purple top in Warehouse, but it's costing a hefty RM300, so it's on the "I Want To Buy" list for now.....

But the highlight of the week was Bridal House Hunting...

Sangat best...sampai tak terkata...

The endless number of photo albums with amazing shots...rows and rows of gowns and accessories....hati sangat berbunga2 okeh...my top two choices is Tomscollection and Twins at SS2...I felt like calling in my bridesmaids there and then to help me choose the gowns even when we have yet to agree on a date.

The sugar rush from the donuts is doing wonders...felt so lazy to get back to work...

Till later!!

Friday, February 15, 2008

Yesterday's Bits

After a tiring day at work and finally manage to submit my reports for review on time, I went bonkers thinking about my handphone problem. Remember yesterday when I mentioned that I am having problems with my memory card right??? It drives me nuts ok when I can't listen to my MP3's and can't snap photos with my cameraphone....so I decided to pay a short visit to Digital Mall at Section 14 PJ right after work to have it checked.

And oh boy...it turns up that apparently my memory card dah totally KAPUT!!!

Damn...Rm160 fly off the window for a new 2Gig memory card (hmm...tak boleh kurang dari 2 Gig...tak cukup space....4G pulak mahal sangat..)

Though slightly unhappy about it, nak buat macam mana, kan???

Tak pe la, what to do.....

Then had dinner at the Kah fei Tiam @ the Digital Mall....


That's me trying out my new memory card...cececeh....macam beli handphone baru pulak..hahahah!!!

Perfect ten!!!!That's the order number for me to wait for my Kopi Cham Ice and KFT toast, while arif had a nasi goreng kampung...its so yummy!!!! I wish I had the nasi goreng, tapi I boleh ambik dua sudu je subab I'm not suppose to eat dinner...

After dinner terus balik umah....that's the first time this week I mange to set foot at home by 8pm and not worried about work....such a relief. Mata agak mengantok sikit because I had been working since 4am today (of course from home la...then sambung at office) and urat2 satu badan macam kembang je, bagai nak demam.

So I had my shower and decided to go to bed early....its just that I can't really make myself sleep.

You see, I had been having nightmares this past few days and in one of it tiba2 je ada polong ni muncul depan mata....since then I can't really shut my eyes and peacefully go to sleep..rasa takut je memanjang...sigh....

And since I can't sleep...I dengan girangnya buat housekeeping.....

See...my eyes wide open. Punya la semangat siap pakai t-shirt Fitness First! At first I just move things around a bit...then I start rasa tak puas hati then I start vacuuming, reorganing my shoes, bags (and make-up in my bags), re-organising my bookcase and books, moving my study table from one room to another till everything is finally ...clean and organised! At least my living room, dining room, dapur and 3rd room is...heheheh!


Those are my nicely organised bags....I am yet to get a cot hanger to properly hang them, and neither do I have a wardrobe to fit them all in and display them nicely like the ones in shops in BVII...so for the time being they are all nicely sorted out in dust bags in a small book rack.

That's my chic lit collection..ahahahah!!!


Thst's my potpourri stuff....I had yet to use them coz I haven't bought nice display cases to put them in....nanti housewarming korang belikan la satu for me....

That's my humble living room...don't have much on the wall yet because I tak sampai hati nak pakukan dinding! (Plus, we tried to drill but fail...)..
This is my humble kitchen....ala2 orang bujang macam tu...singles mana banyak sgt barang2 kat dapur kan???
My beloved shoes!!!!!!
That's it!!!Now back to work!!!!!!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Bz, bz....

It has been busy since yesterday, with the deadlines getting closer and workload expands....ok la, its not that bad actually, but still, if I have to wake up at 4am to draft my reports for review then obviously there is insufficient time planned for the work la....

Not that I can complain about any of this to my bosses...biase la, bila jadi bos semua mesti boleh buat punya...heheheh

Nevertheless, there is nothing much left for me to complete by now, I am crossing my fingers that we can all leave office on time today so that I can recuperate on missed zz's and go to gym...

Oh, before I totally forget....

Happy V-Day!!!

Kan best kalau today is declared public holidays???All the loving and mushing just get to me every time. Too bad none of the people I date actually cares to celebrate Valentines Day with me...

Ok...back to work....

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Handphone ku almost ranap???

It has been busy last couple of days, with deadline getting closer and people finally coming back from CNY leaves, work is picking up quite well....

Went to my auntie's house in Serdang yesterday to pick up the dodol she made for us over the long holidays. While having drinks, was happily hacking new music over my cousin's laptop...almaklumla, kalau nak harap aku download music memang berabad-abad la tak dapat. But instead having them bluetooth over my handphone, I stupidly take out my memory card and slot it into the computer's reader...

After that the nightmare starts....my handphone can no longer read the card....

Sakit hati!!!!

Dah berkali2 aku try masuk keluar, masuk keluar....tak dapat jugak...

Alas....dia mintak hp baru kot??? Hehehehe....mana la nak dapat....dah la lately I am spending a considerable sum for my Phuket trip, and planning to fork out even more for the holidays trips I plan this year....sigh....harusla report ke the other half of me and see if he is willing to buy me a new one...

Tapi sian dia, asyik belikan barang aku je...maybe at least get a new memory card that can actually work...

Aku mati kutu dibuatnya...dah la the memory card is like my everything!!!!Without it how the hell am I suppose to snap pics and listen to MP3's while I work out???Menyesal aku gatal tangan nak ambik lagu2 tu....

Takpe la...sabar je la...hoppefully it'll work again in the next few days....

Monday, February 11, 2008

Moua....

Kinda found this from Zie's blog and found it interesting to meddle with while waiting for my boss to get back to me on my one pager report......


What Zuraida Means

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.


Hmm...funny how certain things said sounds so familiar.....
But it does not necessarily mean that it's a good thing, neither does it mean that it's bad....

Believe it Or Not...


Aku tengok Kung Fu Dunk dua kali over the last 2 days....hehehehehe........
Now the soundtrack (tofu, tofu...kung fu, kung fu) is playing in my head over and over again....
I am so smitten over Jay Chou!!!!I officially declare yang dia sangat cute! hehehehe!!!
The captain and Xiao Lan is also cute..huhu....
Overall the movie is OK la...

Moving on another Monday....

Despite the things that had happen I just refuse to be engrossed in depression and self pity...so I move on to yet another day. I woke up at 6.30 am, fix my bed, set aside a few of my make-up that has been flying around the room the night before and that I recently found in between my furniture and had a long shower...

Then I made lunch. A simple one, yet I vow not to go out for lunch so I can have some time on my own. Maybe I will need the extra time to focus on what I need to do (yeah...my work...) so that I won't be behind schedule....

So far things had been going on very well and my mood has been OK....ain't so bad so far....

So since I had the liberty of spending lunch at office, I get the chance to bloghop undisturbed for an hour...while having lunch of course....


That's the bag I bought from Jakarta a few years back...just love the faux leather skinin purple...can't really find one that color these days...


And finally.,..to show off one of the shoes that I bought...hehe...since my shoe room had been demolished recently and I didnt manage to get a pic of it before it has been...disturbed...

Now back to work....

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Depressed...

That's how I really really felt right now...is it my doing???Partly. Tapi my fiance just had to have a nervous breakdown and suggest calling off the engagement....

Kalau nak sangat putus silakan!!!!

Dia ingat dia sorang je boleh ada nervous breakdown....aku tak boleh???

The long holidays kick off very well with having mommy around and all....I didn't spend the weekend at mom's place because I have to work, so I sent Ani and mommy home and was back in town by the end of Thursday. Menyesal aku balik KL balik....tiap2 hari aku tunggu bagai nak mati for the email that is supposed to be sent to me tapi tak sampai2...buang masa aku je....

At the end nothing much can be done. What I already have is practically rubbish...but that ain't the problem...

You see, I had a bar of Dairy Milk Cadbury in the fridge that I had been dying to eat...just to find out on Friday that Arif had raided the fridge and ate it up! It was half open when I got home....

So I had a fit!!!And we fought for 2 days over the farking chocolate bar. Seriously, when a girl needs her space paham2 je la and give her space kan???

Yesterday was the showdown. He came over (unannounced!!) and I ignored him (again...orang tengah marah kan...) then dia start kena high blood pressure!!!Among all the times he had chosen then and there to have high BP. Aku nak sakit hati tak boleh, nak marah tak boleh....at the end I decided taht I need to get out of the house...

Tapi dia dah sakit kronik tak ingat...so I sent him to the hospital.

FYI I hate hospitals...the steril smell, pain and suffering anywhere...sigh....it's the last place on earth I want to be.

So I got more irritated...and I believe after a while I have this look of disdain that kinda plastered over my face. Not that I can help it. So I start nagging...the next thing you know, all I heard was him saying "If you walk out that door kita putus...consider this over" (or sort of la...can't recall the exact words).

Boleh tak???? Time2 macam ni dia nak break ngan aku.

Me (obviously very pissed) took my bag and left. Yeah....I left him at Emergency ward. I'm not proud of it...but seriously, kalau aku stay kat sana lagi nanti aku pulak mental, tak pasal2 aku pulak hospitalised.

So I took some time off. Shut down my handphone and spent the night at a friend's house.

Today...I came home with dozen's of voicemails (and sms's) from him (and my mom) and a wrecked living room and bedroom.

Zarina's wedding ornaments and a few mugs pecah.Clothes flying everywhere.75% of my makeup (most of it blushers, eyeshadows and powders) are all scattered and broken...no longer usable.

Thanks a lot!!!!

I am definitely numb at the moment and in no capacity of thinking straight apart from work. Thank goodness he hasn't found my scissors....ntah2 kalau dia jumpa abis semua baju aku koyak-rabak.

Psycotic siot mamat ni...susah sangat ke nak paham yang i need personal space from time to time , nanti orang dah cool down ok la balik.

And to make matters worse dia dengan happynye boleh call my mom cakap esok dia nak pergi umah putuskan tunang.

Seriously kalau nak buat sangat, have the guts to tell me straight to the face first. At the end, we had a long talk this afternoon, then masa "having a talk" tu tak nak pulak putus.

I'm giving him 3 months.Kalau 3 bulan lagi aku rasa macam ni lagi that's it. There is no turning back.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Catalogueing...

My mind wanders in amidst trying to think very very hard of what I am suppose to write in my report....I have to say that it's farking hard to focus on something when there is literally nothing to substantiate things. Sigh. So far the progress if on "holiday" mode and not so much on "working" mode, which is good considering tomorow is a holiday BUT not so good when thinking of the "tight" deadline (tight is an understament, it more close to horrific! if we look at the progress and the number of holidays we have to go through...alas....lets not worry about it so close to CNY dinner time..).Sigh (again!!!).

Which brought my mind home to the growing bundle of shoes and bags that I have collected over the past 12 months (in which is yet to be sorted out and re-arranged nicely).

Which gets me thinking.....

1. Should I get hangers for my bags so that I could hang them all??? Maybe I should just turn the third room to a shoe and bag room, what do u think???

2. It just got to me...maybe I should catalogue them all and blog about it!!!It'll be fun...maybe I should stay at home to night and do it with my sister, Ani, who will be home by 5pm (since mommy is around) and get them both done!!

I'd love to show you guys my Gucci Indie, my Jimmy Choo red bag, and my new Prada....

Not forgetting a line up of shoes I got from Sunway pyramid last week on bargain...heheheh!!

OK, better get back to work...

Happy holidays peeps!!!

Rafirah's Bday Bash...

I know I promised gambar2 kasut (dan new furniture and etc) tapi yours truly masih belum kesempatan nak ambil any of those pics...so "penyeri" blog I hari ni are pics from Raf's birthday last 1st Feb held at Hard Rock Cafe...

I was late and missed the dinner party because I had to work (yeah, on a Federal Day) and later went to buy shoes (ahuh, still very happy about it) but I was still able to make it for the clubbing party...



That's the birthday girl blowing candles....and in the tradition of honoring the celebrated birthday baby (and upholding tradition)...she was made to stand on the chair (of course, as always...)

That's me and Era fooling around with Zal's camera....note peoples...pics courtesy of Zal...

Era, myself and the birthday girl.

I like this pic, macam sexy je...hehehe

The party of 5


Myself, Raf and Izwain

Clockwise from top : Raf, myself, Era and Zal

That's izwain and me...dia macam red riding hood kan? Some say macam snow white, others kata macam Alice in Wonderland...

Again

Happy Birthday Babe....hope you had a good one!!!

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Looking forward to CNY holidays...

I am still at work even when I have nothing do at office, since I have to wait for my boss to finish up. I hitch a ride from her today, so have to follow the driver la...

*p/s: not that I have any other choice but to carpool...almaklumla, my bosses at office scrutinise mileage claims like hell and limits the number of cars we can drive each day...seriously everytime kena pergi office client macam kanak-kanak kat sekolah pulak berkumpul ramai-ramai baru boleh gerak, hehehe, in which I rarely (better still...NEVER) did when I was with my ex-employer! Duh! Too late to cry over spilled milk, dah setahun move over pun still tak get over the fact that I am the one who decided to leave in the first place...sigh...

Another day to Chinese New Year break and i just can't wait for it to start...sangat malas la lately nak bangun pagi2 pergi office...dah la kat glenmarie...and dah la kena bawak bekal lagi sebab macam susah la kan nak keluar lunch kan sebab this area is a very very very congested area...plus the information flow is a bit too slow, so nothing much to do...

Mommy is already here in KL...she'll be around this couple of days so that she can renew her passport at the Philippines Embassy and later drop by the immigration for PR approval. I suppose with mommy around I don't have to worry about cooking lunch anymore...heheheh...biase la, all mothers have the habit of pampering their kids, especially when you ask nicely for it!

I need to pick up my laundry after work because the laundrer will be close from tomorow till next Monday. Apa? Since when do I hantar my laundry out? Well... I suppose it started a few weeks back since I dah finally fed-up with the never-ending rain in KL...kalau basuh sendiri baju tak kering2...sigh....so apa lagi, hantar laundry la.Dah sekali hantar dah rasa malas terus nak basuh baju sendiri...ehehehe...apa ni??? Tak pe la, maybe when I get my own dryer I'll be more motivated to do my own laundry (eceh....hint!hint!)

OK la...almost 6.30 already and I am packing up to usher my boss to leave...or of she start working again maybe continue working on the things she just recently raised.Till then peeps...drive safely during the festive season!!! Ciao!

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Fun Celebrating Federal Day...

It has been a very nice weekend....and I dread it has to end...sob sob...

Though I had to work on Friday, my boss pleasantly gave replacement day off on Thursday, in which I have utilised it to my full benefit by having a late morning (with brewed coffee when I finally woke up at noon) and lots and lost of rest...tapi sayangnya i develop ketumbit and end up with an ichy eye all weekend. But then hey, that didn't stop me from having fun....

Though I missed gym on Thursday, I went to watch Rambo 4 to kick off my holidays with a bang.....

I have to tell you...its bloody.....i like!!!!muahahahahah!!!! My favourite scene is when he shot 3 men with a single bullet and left holes in their heart....

FRIDAY

Friday wasn't that bad after all. We went to the clients office to just have to sit and wait because they are not really ready after all. But we finally manage to get a full set of accounts and by 5.30pm, I said my goodbyes to the rest and zoom of to Sunway Pyramid....

In which is HEAVEN of shoes!! I went bonkers over rows and rows of shoe shops that offers delicious pumps, flats, high heels...whatever your heart desire, just name it...they will definitely have something that suits all kinds of budget....which end up with me buzzing away with five (no, actually six!!!) pairs of shoes!!!!! Sangat soka hati!!!Dah la bawak banker kan, harusla semua dia bayar, hehehehe!

Apa?Mana gambar??hehehe...tak sempat tangkap lagi.Esok aku update..

Sambung balik...

Though tired, I push myself to Hard Rock later close to midnight to join Raf's birthday bash. Loads of fun!!!Haven't been out myself for quite some thing (lets not count the one with Bailey last week) and went home definitely very very tired....

SATURDAY

Saturday morning awal-awal lagi Tina dah call....like more or less 8am ajak pergi breakfast. So I drag my ass out pf bed, had a quick shower and join Tina for breakfast at CB BVII. Kalau dah I dengan Tina breakfast paham-paham je la...macam 2 maniacs yang dah lama tak jumpa bump into each other, heheheh! We spent almost about an hour bitching at CB and later went to Saluga's for eyebrow threading and my nail touch up and Richard's salon for Tina's hair wash and blow....

She look great! I wish I have long tresses...:P


After saying our goodbyes I went straight to Artiyana Spa @ Taman Tun for my aromatheraphy facial....in which was 45 minutes of bliss!!!! I never felt so good, so relaxed! If ever I had the time, I will definitely go for the full body spa treatment (which is even more delicious!!!) but I made plans for later, so facial je la....I was so happy I sign up for group emails, hehehehe!!!

What I like most about the facial????Hmm...lets see....I love the birds chirping at the background, the sweet smelling mangosteen and grape facial as well as the chocolate mask!!!It smells so yummy, I just can eat it!!!



That's me with a very refreshed face.....clean and happy....

Later went to the Pavilion to hang out, and we tried out the Kenko Fish Spa while waiting for our movie, P2, to start...


In case u guys are wondering what they offer, they have fish exfoliation therapy whereby u pay them so that the little fishies can eat off the dead skin cells on your feet....plus they have reflexology, all the range....

Their reflexology sangat sedap sampai i tertido-tido....

Yeah...today I spa twice!!!heheheheh!!!

The refloxology was so relaxing, I still feel very fresh from it.....That's a very happy feet you are looking at up there!!!
We still had about an hour in between after the fish spa and the movie....so hung out at Starbucks while happily digging into the new books I grabbed at the Times.....

So far I'm already at Chapter 4 of Shopaholics and baby and it rocks!!! sangat tak sabar2 nak tunggu sampai habis....

After P2, went home and doze off like a baby....I'm farking happy....

SUNDAY

Woke up early to day to go to the market and grabbed veggies, fish, chicken and eggs for the week....minggu ni kena bawak food from home because to go out from lunch at Glenmarie is hell I wish not to endure....

Spent the whole morning watching Nip/Tuck season 5 at home and just lazing around....sambil2 tu did my laundry and tuck away my nicely folded clothes in my wardrobe...sigh....sangat comforting ok....weekends had never been so relaxing (not that I remember any)...

And now I am typing my heart out at Mont Kiara's starbucks....with a cup of grande hot chocolate and a very nice Prada bag at my side...sigh...sangat soka hati...beli bag lagi...huhu...

Apa???Gambar??? later...I'll take it with the shoes ok, promise???

Its a farking retard that tomorrow is a Monday and I have to start looking into work tonight so that I am prepared tomorrow.....well, I suppose there's much to do before the Chinese New Year break, and I just can;t wait for everything to be over and quickly pack my bags and get out of town...

I plan to go back to mommy's over the long CNY break and just spend a few days of R&R there bumming around, hehehe, and I bet mommy will be delighted to have all of us home for once...

Till next update, ciao mi amore!!!