Monday, March 31, 2008

Monday woo's

I hate monday's .(we all know that for a fact. It's yesterday's news).


I am developing a flu. Damn it. Time aku kat outstation ni la ko nak bagi aku penyakit ntah apa mak nenek punya penyakit. I've been trying to contain the flu from spreading since Friday, but so far I am sneezing like nobody's business and it was worse than yesterday.Sigh. I hate to have to go to the clinic in a foreign place.I hate the fact that I don't know the doctors and they might give me something that doesn't suit me, or worse, might make the situation worse. I hate flu! It'll took a while for them to fully kick in, and later, another while to recover. I usually have 3 weeks long of flu.Sangat tak soka.


Petang ni after work I plan nak pergi farmasi beli Clarinase. Hopefully if I keep on taking it consistently, it'll make me feel better.

I missed my own batch reunion in Melaka last weekend. I hope my friends had fun. I wish I could be there, kalau aku ada kereta dah lama dah sampai sana. But what to do.I'm stuck here

Last Friday was quite good. It wasn't as stressfull as I'd expected, toward the end of the day the weekend mood kicks in and part of my assigned task was completed, so I was slightly light-hearted and happy.

Though we had to work on the Saturday, I spent the whole morning goofing around with my laptop. Thank God the client's closed on Saturday, boleh la bangun lambat sikit!!!!We got to have late breakfast, talk over coffee and the bountiful breakfast buffet spread and watch paper macam tourist. Heehheheeh.Takpe, boss pun ada sekali.Kitorang takde la overdo the makan2 kan, sebab kena kerja. Dah la bangun lambat...heheheh!!!

We work till noon, in which later I followed Komala and her boyfriend to JB town to get my eyebrow's threaded.Seriously, the experience was horrifying. I balik dengan eyebrows yang merah2. Dah la dia charge RM10 for eyebrows only!Gila cut throat. Kalau aku tau aku balik kat KL je buat. Tapi kalau tunggu sampai next week alamatnya teruk la rupa aku nanti...sigh...so terpaksa. tahankan je la. It was only a few hours later before the redness went away.Tobat aku tak nak buat threadung kat JB lagi dah....


Tapi takpe...at least there was something to be happy about.While waiting for Komala's bf to pick us up after the threading session, we roam around Kotaraya mall and I found a pair of very cute stud earrings!And its gold!Hati ini mula cair bila mencubanya!heheheh!!!So, what the heck...tanpa berfikir panjang aku pun keluarkan wallet and purchased them.Yoohoo!!!Nasib baik baru gaji, hehehehe!Tak pe la. Buying gold is an investment.Apa2 nanti boleh pajak (at least, kalau terdesak sangat...tapi takde la aku nak gatal2 pajak memamjak ni...mintak dijauhkan!). Or in the future kalau dah kumpul banyak2 tapi tak pakai boleh lebur and buat something else that I like. (Ini ayat2 cuba menyenangkan hati supaya tak regret membeli...sigh...macam mana nak save duit ni???)

*My nose if feeling very very itchy...sangat tak soka*

The team went to Chakra, an Indian fine-dining restaurant, for dinner on Saturday night. The food was superb!!!Got picks, but forgot my cable, so if there's connection I'll get the pics posted later....I have to say that rugi kalau datang JB tak pergi makan kat Chakra!Sangat sedap. Berbaloi aku skip breakfast buffet and lunch, hehehe.

*P/s : walaupun that morning i join the peeps during breakfast, I only had orange juice.Hmm...nak menguji ketahanan mental. The newspaper saved me from going to the buffet table and enjoying the food myself!heheheh!noted that my willpower now is getting stronger, eventhough kadang2 rasa macam segan je bila skip lunch/dinner with the others*

Sunday was superb!!!!

*Internet line masih gila babas teruk.I manage to go out for lunch and came back (even make a few stops in local pharmacies to get my Clarinase....masih fail sebab semua farmasi tutup. Apa, hari ni hari cuti farmasi sedunia ke??) and the internet line still semput2.Sigh...sambung balik*

We took a cab to Singapore and spent the whole day shopping!!!!ngehngehngeh!!!

I went to Lucky Plaza and manage to grab two perfume (JLo Still for myself, Bvulgari Aqua for my dear fiance) for only SGD100....sangat save, heheheh...both 100ml bottles.That can last me for 6 months.September ni boleh pergi beli lagi.....

I also grabbed 5 pairs of shoes (3 from Charles & Keith....time2 macam ni rasa kenapa la aku tak kerja kat S'pore??If we're earning SGD's, all these are farking cheap. Even LV's are half price!). Mak aii...bershopping sakan. Ntah macam mana nanti nak bawak semua balik KL.Hehehe. Obviously kasut2 tu semua kena hand carry la, takde la nak check in semua tu. Nanti kemek menagis kang...

Sigh....

Jumaat ni balik KL. Can't wait.....

Friday, March 28, 2008

I don't want to talk about stress, because it will deeply depress me.....

I want to talk about shiny blue skies and chirping birds.The smell of morning dew (as if I woke up so early to be able to feel/smell them anyway).

Ofis hari ni sangat bosan. Semangat nak kerja pun takde sebab headache dari semalam tak abis2 lagi (sebenarnya mengada-ngada je malas nak kerja). Dah la hari ni Friday.Selalunya by the time Friday comes the weekend blues kicks in and nobody is in any mood to work.Same case here. Sigh...

Kan best kalau aku kaya dan tak payah bekerja....

And the only thing I do all day is wish that I have a job, but never really have to get to pull one...

Maybe I should go back to uni full time??Maybe it'll motivate me and make me want to be a more dedicated employee in the future....

Sigh...

Nanti dah masuk uni mula la complain otak dah beku la, dah tua lembap nak fikir la...

When will my whining stop??It felt that it has been going on and on and on for days. The only time I didn't whine was during my holidays....

I wish I can go on holiday again...soon!!!!next time I'll go crazier and whackier, and do things I won't do on normal day-to-day routine...

*don't go too far on that...believe me I'm still a very conservative girl despite my liberal exterior*

Okay, now back to work...all this whining is demotivating me. And its Friday...can't be feeling the blues....

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Hari Internet Macam Sial....

Di saat2 aku sangat bergantung kepada teknologi internet....it became sangat hampeh dan tak reliable langsung..sigh...satu hari aku tension sebab tak boleh access email. They say the internet line is under maintenance...tak boleh buat hari lain ke???Mesti buat hari ni jugak??

Thank God I had downloaded quite a considerable amount of info yesterday ( in softcopies...they're a relief okay in times of stress), so at least I was not stuck doing nothing (or worse, have to calculate all the figures manually...balik ke zaman akauntan dinosour!!Kena key in calculator sampai pagi!!!Hargh!!!!).

The whole day the access bagai nak tak nak je ada.By the time we have proper access it's already way passed working hours, and most of us dah tak de mood nak kerja (cehcehwah...mengada-ngada!). But I have to say that I was pretty focussed with work today, and manage to tie a few loose ends on my own (yippee!!!). At least today I can go back home (aisey, the hotel I mean) feeling pretty relieved, unlike yesterday, when I felt so bad and stressed....so instead of working (again when I get back to my room) I called an early night (yeah, I went to bed at 10pm) and snooze till 7 am this morning...

This usually happens when I get too stressed out....I sleep.

Because the access was bad all day I didn't get to bloghop in between work.Sangat dukacita...bloghopping is the highlight of my day (as well as checking out CoachNMuchMore...the website is super cool, can't help but salivate over the bags they sell there).

Tomorrow is Friday already. Since that's the last day of the week and big boss is dropping by on Monday, kami semua haruslah berusaha dengan lebih gigih so that we would have something to show him...which means that tonight I need to let go of some of the sleep.At least kalau kerja siap by tomorrow hari Ahad ni boleh turun Singapore....hehehe...

Lain pulak agendanya....

Whatever. Pekerja gigih (yang tak berapa happy sebab bonus tahun ini sangat mendukacitakan) harus kembali bekerja.

Till tomorrow.....

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Bz sampai nampak bintang!!!

Stress is buiding up big time!!!!Banyak gila document nak kena look through, numbers and facts to address....by lunch time I dah mula rasa takut yang there will be insufficient time to complete the job. Sigh.Baru second day dah panic, macam mano ni??

*I am seeing stars floating over my head...there goes my nights, I suppose in light of the current circumstances, I'll be burning the midnight oil (ala2 macam masa kat sekolah dulu...lama seh aku dah tak berjaga malam) in the next couple of days*

The fact that the latest bonus payout was not so good makes me dread the day even more...

Ade ke bagi bonus ciput ni?

Rasa macam nak lari tukar kerja tapi takut takde employer nak hire...

What do u guys think???

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

10.30pm : Still Wide Awake

This happens due to several reasons....



1. I cheated on my diet today...I had McD for bfast, chicken chop for lunch and ikan bakar with kangkung belacan for dinner. After the dinner I felt too full to go to bed, making my eyes bigger despite the horribly-gone-bad panda eye I'm harvesting since 4 am today...



2. I am too tired to let my brain rest. That happens occasionally when my brain just can't shut down....



3. I want to watch CSI Miami at Channel 5. I am a geek over CSI...see how its keeping me up??



I have to be up and rosy by 8am tomorrow...I hope I don't need to iron anything coz I feel farking lazy....

Penat!!!!

My body is so tired, its in dire need of sleep but my mind fails to shut down as work starts piling in front of my eyes...

I have to wake up at 4am today to get ready and make it to KLIA by 6am. The fact that I slept at 12am yesterday does not help (yeah, from packing my stuff....my luggage weights immeasuarably like a bomb) despite the fact that I cancelled all appointments after work in KL yesterday due to the heavy rain..I just cant peacefully sleep. Sigh.Kenapa la dunia ni kejam sangat??Bila nak rehat pun tak boleh.....

Check in went on well....tapi the guys was rushing to catch the flight we girls was left far behind, sampai tercungap2 kejar mamat2 dengan high heels. Nasib baik hari ni aku pakai yang setengah inci je.....kalau terjatuh macam nangka busuk kan malu....

*terkenang zaman sekolah dulu masa a friend of mine jatuh terjelepuk sebab main atas kerusi...malu teramat, aku pun tak tahan*

I still can't muster the feeling to grab a nap during the flight since I was so busy browsing through the mags I brought from home. It's just an hour flight anyway, won't make any difference...

Sampai2 JB je we all terus buat kerja....boss aku kali ini amat gigih dan bersemangat waja orangnya...so work has been flowing non-stop. By lunch time my head dah halfway to la la land,as my body starts aching from head to toe and my eyes gets redder every minute.Rasanya kalau dibiarkan berterusan I will turn to a monster in 24 hours time, thanks to lack of sleep.Sigh. Nak buat macam mana, rasa macam dah tua???

Tadi masa client briefing tak hengat punya payah aku bersengkang mata menahan rasa mengantuk...

I realise that halfway through the briefing my mind starts to wander...

Alas....had to pull myself back to reality sebab takkan nak tido depan client kot???

Thank God the briefing was not prolonged till the end of the day and instead, we were taken on a factory tour. Yeay!!!So far that is the highlight of my day!!!

Tapi diri ini masih penat....

Sigh....

Bila nak balik ni???I need to catch up on my zzz's....I can't think of anything anymore....hulurla berapa banyak jajan sekalipun.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Banyaknya Benda Nak Buat!!!

Need to leave the first flight out to JB tomorrow...its already 5.30pm now, raining farking mad outside and there is so many things to be done...

...like pack my stuff, sufficient for 2 weeks. That's a lot of work..

....meet my wellness coach to update my body stat's. I hope she won't blab too long and keep me there till late.

....meet Jannah at KLCC, in which I haven't got the chance to catch up with for a very long, long time.It's sad when u lost touch with friend, and tetiba dia nak jumpa on the night you're flying away and yet to pack!!!!Tapi tak kire, mesti jumpa jugak!I missed her loads....

And to look outside to the rain just drains my energy. mak ai, mampos la aku stuck dalam jam...macam tak cukup masa je nanti...macam mana??

Things I want To get If I Go to Singapore....

Tak de kerja kat ofis...harus la aku berangan2 nak buat apa kat Singapore...

*as if I dah confirm pergi...ntah2 stuck kat hotel buat kerja....*

so here it goes...
1.Sunnies baru!!!!Last few weeks while lazing at the Curve, I saw a pair of yummylicious Dior sunnies in display, but its going for RM1k.Sumpah sunnies tu sangat cantik, with batu2 purple and white on it...bukan the round ones, its an oblong shaped stones....since then I have been dreaming for it for weeks. Tengokla, if its cheaper there I might just get it.....

2. A pair of Guess watch...this I have been eyeing for quite some time, and I felt like its high time to get a watch since I have lived without one for the past 1 year or so....ape, tak percaya??all this while I have been relying on my hp's time...itu yang masa hp i stuck haritu hancur tak hengat hidup ni...camera takde, jam takde, alarm clock takde....sigh....

3. I promised my fiance his Bvlgari Aqua perfume.....in return for the Nine West stillettos he bought me last weekend...

*yeah, lupa nak bagitau, last weekend cik abang tunang tersayang telah men'splurge' cik adik tunangannya with another pair of stilletos...kali ini from my fav NineWest. hati sangat berbunga2 sepanjang minggu...jadi untuk menyedapkan hati cik abang sayang saya pun telah berjanji (dengan gigih!!!) untuk mendapatkannya perfume kegemarannya...hehehehe!*

4. Charles & Keith shoes???Ini pun jenama kasut idaman....ke aku harus tunggu Singapore sale and pergi beli dengan Alina je???

Walaupun the "list" agak pendek tapi hati ini sangat gusar.....cukup ke duit???

Feel Good Monday

Monday never felt better!!!

The day passed like a breeze while sitting in a half-day annual update course. I macam biase la agak lambat sikit respond to anything, with my head wandering around aimlessly through out the 4 hour update. Nasib baik I tak go into my doodle mood...otherwise abis la course material tu penuh dengan "artistic sketches" that will (at the end of the day) blow my cover...

Another reason to be happy about is evident when I step on the weighting scale...my diet is working and I have officially lost the kg's I gained during the holidays *wink wink*hahahahah!!!sangat soka hati....dengan ini aku akan lebih gigih berusaha so that i can quickly loose the inches and get back to shape...

*yeah...like the shape I was in 5 years ago...too ambitious???tak mungkin, tak mungkin...*

Sigh....

Tak pe la, usaha tangga kejayaan kan??

Anyways, will be away to JB starting from tomorrow for 2 weeks. Sangat sedey....will not be able to meet Tina for bfast session next weekend, but on the other hand, myself and a few collegues had made plans to go to Singapore...hooray!!!!

Tak sabar-sabar rasanya....

Friday, March 21, 2008

My Fab Phuket Trip....

I had a great holiday trip!!!!! Seriously, the last 6 days had been very enjoyable (and relaxing!) I wish everyday is the same day as those days...hehehehe.Rasa tak nak balik pun ada, tapi kalau aku tak balik nak cari duit macam mana, ye tak??
My flight was on Monday, and I spent the weekends going bonkers with Tina. We went for breakfast on both Saturday and Sunday morning, and even spent the saturday noon to speak to my "wellness" instructor..Karen, who was introduced by my dear friend Komala. We went sasau during the two-hour wellness session and laugh hillariously as she went through our body statistic and wellness goals. It's definitely good....
My darling fiance took me out for dinner of nachos and chicken wings at Hard Rock Cafe the night before I fly to Phuket...just to show how much he'll miss me....
*To others who didn't know...that's where we first met, and where we had our first date*
Sunday night after dinner...... took my time packing, sebab takut tertinggal (or terlebih....to be more exact) bawak barang. Sigh.I'm not so much of a list person, so I don't keep a list...because even if I do there's always a chance I might overpacked anyway....tapi the most important thing I keep on reminding myself was to NOT FORGET my sunblock and after-sun lotion...itu sangat crucial...mampos aku kalau balik dengan sunburn and all...tak kuasa la nak melalui stage kulit mengelupas macam ular sawa tukar kulit...
And harus la tak boleh lupa my crocs sandal, my Gucci stillettos (in which I ended up not wearing anyway, my shorts, my bathing suit (sebab aku sedar yang badan aku tak sesuai berbikini...let me save everybody the horror), my set of toiletteries (which includes my Sebastian shampoo and conditioner, Clinique facial wash, berus gigidan ubat gigi....as well as my toner and mosturiser), my Origin's "Peace of Mind" aromatherapy lotion (that helps me sleep at night and reduce my stress levels) and my Givenchy "I Love U" perfume....among others....
*sebenarnya banyak lagi i bawak....my luggage weight 11.2 kg's....boleh percaya tak???*
Day of Departure...
Malam tu tidur pun tak lena sebab excited tak ingat.Almaklum la, it has been stressed in office over the past week or so that such get-away is much craved for (by me, and my 3 other friends). Pukul 5 pagi I dah bangun that morning, to make sure that everything is in place and nothing was missed....
Left for the airport by 9am, and we (me, Komala, Wen Chu and Wei Liew) were all gathered at the LCCT's McDonald for breakfast by 10ish. The flight isn't due till 12.30pm, so we took our time to have breakfast and chill prior to departure.
That's me and Wen Chu (and in the next pic, Komala) goofing around with my new Ixus camera. I'm like the official photographer for the trip...hehehe...mind u we took almost 300 photos on our 4 day trip. Wish we could take more but there are circumstances where photo taking was not allowed (like duringa show, in watery areas, during snorkeling..etc).

And since I had succesfully finish my Sophie Kinsella new book, I brought this instead to fill in my spare time (and to act hot in the beach macam mat saleh sambil baca buku!). Got it during sale last year and never even had a peak at the first page. I tell u sebab dia lama sangat dok dalam beg, I only manage to read 12 chapters and the book is all weary by the time I tough down kat KL (sigh!!).But it has been a good read, and I plan to finish the rest over the weekend...hopefully.

*sebab tina kata buku ini best*

Dalam flight kami bersukaria tangkap gambar....sebab none of us knew that its a violation to (i-dont-know-some) aviation code to take photos in a flight. Tapi stewardess takde pulak marah....

That's my 11.2kg luggage....my beloved floral Guess bag bought on an FJ Benjamin sale 2 and a half years ago. That bag is easily identifiable from far because of its color and floral prints...and I'm a sucker for a wheely luggage. I was thinking of getting another one soon...tunggu la FJ benjamin sale lagi. Akan aku ambil cuti just to be the first one in line to get hold of another Guess luggage bag.

*Call me el-cheapo...tapi value for money so what the heck kan???*

We arrived at Phuket airport an hour later...tapi sebab we roam around the duty free after passing the customs we made our tourist guide wait for about an hour...hehehe.

The tourist guide (named "sampan") took us for the Phuket town trip straight away, and we visited a temple, the honey bee factory and a gem factory.The town itself has nothing much, and the architecture is of 1950's penang buildings...all worn out and not well maintained.

After the Phuket town trip he took us to the hotel to check in and later to Fantasea Island...located at Kamala Beach in which is somewhat 30 minutes away from the town.


It's a commercialised theme park with unlimited buffet spread and a theater show (of acrobatic and tradiotional mix, somewhat of a Thai version of te London Circus) ...... which was superb and must not be missed. In fact, they say if u miss the Fantasea show then you haven't been to Phuket yet...or so to speak.


That's the buffet hall. It can fit 5,000 people at a time. Gilo apo?Tempat bagi makan the hungry tourist...hehehehe.

And this is where the show is held...the Elephant Kingdom...

The light changes every few minutes.....and everytime it changes ianya sangat mengasyikkan, hehehe. This is where I fell in love with elephants.

They are such cute creatures...too bad they are not cuddly.When I first arrive I ingat nak naik gajah for fun....tapi macam kesian pulak. They have this look in they're eyes macam nak nangis aje bila kena naik...so I pass la. lagipun it'll cost another 540 Baht just to inflict him pain to carry my heavy arse. So tak pe la...maybe we can just be friends...

More pics in Fantasea Island...chantek kan???

By the time we 're back at the hotel dah well past midnight...sangat penat ok. Kaki pun berdenyut2. Tapi rasa sangat happy....

Second Day...the PhiPhi Island Tour...
Pagi2 aku dah pukul gong...hahahahaha!!!

Actually these was from the first day when we swing by Sukko spa to book our spa package for after our Phi Phi Island escape.
Tempat tu macam paradise ok...we all terus jatuh cinta as soon as we walk thru the big wooden door...*yeah...yang kat belakang kitorang tu...)


This is their main concourse level...all decorated with a Koi Pond. We booked a 3 hour full body spa for only 2,500 Baht, and I have to say that it is absolutely fabulous. The steam bath and jacuzzi were the same as usual...but the body scrub and floral bath was heavenly. The body massage practically lull me to sleep and to top it off, the facials were great. I felt so refreshed and on top of the world, all signs of stress vanised by the time we were all done.

The whole spa session was fun...though I had to shamelessly strip during the whole process but hey, it's damn worth it. Well, all the other foreigners do, so apa nak takut kan??

That's me on the end of the second day feeling like a million bucks!!!!!

The Phi Phi Island Tour...

Ini tour yang wajib pergi!!!We took a boat to PhiPhi Island which is 1 and half hours away from Phuket town and it was awesome....

That's our boat....no luxury yacht but good enough because we get to go to the upper deck and sunbath like nobody's business...

The sights were to die for, and we had a stop at Phi Phi Don for snorkeling where I manage to feed the fish!!!!Sangat best!!!Sorry, no pics of me feeding them...takkan la aku nak bawak camera tu turun dalam air, so that's that.

Hehehehe...Komala dah sampai berkabung sebab kepanasan....


This is in Phi Phie Island, where we had lunch and had an hour break to laze around the beach and all....
After the stop at the Island, we spent almost another 2 hours on the boat realxing and sunbathing. Nasib baik I bawak banyak sunscreen....so tak sunburn teruk. It was damn tiring, especially after an hour snorkeling at Phi Phi Don, but the spa session after was so refreshing, we spent the whole night chit chattering in the room....

The trip to Phang Nga Bay aka James Bond Island

We have to woke up by 7am the next day because the pick up came early to take us to another tour to James Bond Island. Semua rasa macam malas nak pergi, but since we paid for it, we might as well go otherwise it'll be a waste.

The tourist guide took us to the Monkey Cave first, to visit the golden reclining Buddha, one of the most famous in Phuket. Aku ni dah la fobia monyet kan (since back in my Terendak days...I have to say that the monyet kat Blok J dulu sangat ganas, sampai sekarang aku ni penakut kat monyet).


The temple was beautiful....and we took sometime goofing around the temple compound with our camera. We didn't go in the cave though...I'm not into climbing tirelessly just to see a statue...

That's the temple...made of gold....


We later push off for the jetty to Phang Nga Bay...where we took a boat across the wetlands to the bay.....


The wetlands was cool!!!!The wind was cooling and breezy, and they have greenies everywhere (obviously..kan lalu paya bakau). The show us mountains with shapes of elephants, puppy dog etc...and it was fun playing guessing games. But the best of all was when they took the boat through the stalagtite and stalagmite cave....


The cave was so beautiful...it is officially my favourite place!!!


More of the pics of the wetlands....






That's the overrated Phang Nga Bay...made famous by Roger Moore in one of the James Bond movies I never watched because when they release it I was still a baby (or maybe haven't even born yet!).


Tapi tempat ni boleh tahan cantiknya jugak. Apart from picture moments there is nothing much to be done here....so we took photos ala2 James Bond kat sini....




See...we made our own movie pics...hehehehehe....

And that's the hot babe in the water.....


After an hour at the bay we were taken to the Muslim Village (Koh Panyee) for lunch......

The food was good, though there was no tom yam kung. To come to think of it we only had tom yam kung later for dinner, and I bet there are better tom yam kung in KL...


We head back to hotel after lunch. It was another 40 minutes boat ride, and an hour or so transfer by van. We slept the whole way back.....

That night after dinner, we took the chance to walk around Bangla Road (the so-called entertainment spot and night life center) but there wasn't much....

The city was quite....and everyone was all laid back drinking their heart out.It was farking early when we reach there...so Komala and I got ourselves a pedi and mani for 300 Baht each before finally hitting the clubs....

But then again, there was not much anytway in the clubs. Ingat nak tengok tiger show tapi Wei Liew tak nak pergi, so we ended up in an a-go-go bar watching cabaret and pretty boy show till close to 1am.It was entertaining...hehehe....especially at the final part when they have spoof dick shooting sperms around...heheeheh! Thank god we sat quite far back...so the sperms (kinda) fail to reach us....

*Gambar ni harus ambil...sebab kat mana2 I pergi mesti pergi Starbucks...this is proof I've been to Starbucks Phuket....hehehe....and the guy at the other side was staring macam orang gila dalam hati bertanya kenapa la ada orang excited sangat tangkap gambar kat Starbucks*

We spent the next morning free and easy.

We had breakfast, and the pick up to hotel was around by 11am so that we'll make it to the airport for th 1.30pm flight.

We were all tired, but happy...all destressed and light headed....macam high je, even till now. Rasa macam tak nak balik pun ada...ahahahahah!!!kalau la boleh cuti lama2...sigh.....

I harus pergi lagi...kalau pergi next time sampai2 I nak terus ambil bot pergi pulau and lepak sana 2 or 3 nights. Mesti best!!!

Friday, March 14, 2008

Movie night

Huhu....sebelum balik i nak update about yesterday's movie night....took the time to go to the movies and catch the Spiderwick Chronicles. Apa?Best ke tak??

Kalau suka Harry Potter cerita ni best la...sebab dia ala2 magic fantasy.Verdict ok!I dan arif balik dengan muka yang tersenyum...so ceritanya boleh dikatakan tak dissapointing la.

P/s : I got the Horton Hear's a Who plush toy at Cineleisure!!!Sangat soka hati...

esok ada date with Tina and Alina to meet the ehem ehm...weight management consultant kat HL.

So tak jadi pi kenduri Intan kat Setiawan. Sorry babe, laki aku tak dapat cuti....so aku tak boleh pi sorang2.

I'll be on leave from tomorrow onwards till next Friday, yippee!!!!So kepada rakan2 semua....jaga diri baik2 while I am away ok!!!

Ciao peeps!!

Friday to a long break...

Yeay!!!It's finally here, the final day at work before my long awaited Phuket trip...

It was very hard to drag myself out of bed today, rasa macam nak call in sick, but then I don't feel good about it so I summoned up the will-power to hit the showers and get dressed. Kan best kalau aku cuti hari ni?? Sigh...rasa macam tak sabar2 nak kick start the long holiday...

Intermission : lepas balik dari Phuket I'll be away on an outstation job to JB for two weeks...ain't that fantastic??Memang la orang kata oustation job ni lagi susah, though you get to be away it'll be harder to meet the deadline and all because of the rush, but then, what heck? ...2 weeks in hotel with food we are unfamiliar with...heavenly, heavenly....

*mana budak2 ni...oo..pergi breakfast tak ajak aku....dah la bau nescafe ni dah mencucuk2 hidung ni....*

I have yet to get my coffee fix. Its a daily a.m. routine that once broken will make me feel like a junkie the whole day.This I can never do without, and it must be the ultra thick nescafe tarik (yang memang sah bukan kurang manis) with milk and sugar...the whole schebang. Call it unhealthy whatsoever, i tak kira. Must have coffee.Must be the real deal, not some "kurang manis" ones yang people think would make their life more healthier but in fact it actually doesn't.

Intermission lagi : kepala kini melayang2 ke bagaimana agaknya rupanya bilik kat Hyatt JB?

Aaargh...dah mula rasa macam drug addict!!!Tapi bukan high on drug....its coffee!!!

Apa la ni...will power agak kureng pulak hari ni...

Woosha...last day at work...esok start holiday...

I'm trying to lift my spirits up today.Too bad that it felt like time passes damn slowly, making it hard to maintain the positive vibe. Tadi pagi2 dah rasa a slight negativity, but I brushed it aside with thoughts of the upcoming holidays. Once the day ended I dengan bahagianya akan melepaskan semuanya tanpa berfikir panjang...

Going to karaoke today with arif to blow off steam. Hheheheeh....jangan mengarut ya, we all nak menyanyi-nyanyi je...

Sigh...baru pukul 10.30???ok, tak tahan. aku harus pg beli nescafe sekarang jugak!!!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

High on Cheesecake...

Kerana stress aku telah...

(1) Tidur sepanjang malam....I slept from 8.30 pm yesterday till 8am today.I believe it did wonders to my body but I still feel slightly dishevelled.

(2) Ter"makan" cheesecake yang dibeli out of impulse....after pigging out at Sakae Sushi during lunch...

But the cheesecake is so good...lantak la whatever people say aku senyum je...high on sugar...heheh.

I have to say it has been good on me after repeatedly being reminded that I had made my boss look like a fool in a meeting for not checking the figures I passed to her like a hawk!!!

And being constantly reminded that I shouldn't rely on what other people do (when the people are actually/supposedly are your teammates...then what the heck do you have teams for??) and make sure that I check them no matter what.

Kinda ironic since it came from a person who did the very same thing (literally...kalau tak percaya sangat then why do you rely on my word in the first place) ...sigh....

I felt like an idiot.

Back to work...

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Tagged - 5 Fav Links

Alia just tagged me....

The Linking Tag Rules
1. List out five favorite links - the links can be of business sites, affiliate links or whatever that suits the blogger.
2. Tag five more people to share their links, so hopefully, at the end of the tag, we would be able to share good links with each other.
3. The links MUST be clean. No X-rated sites.
4. List out only FIVE links.
5. You MUST tell FIVE people you choose.
6. Provide the link back to the person who tagged you.
7. Obviously, it should be an active link.

What can I say?? I have a list of favourite pages at my sidebar. Those are all my favourite sites. I think that it's not fair to list only five....I don't have special preference (ok ok, I visited Tina's blog more than others...happy???). No matter, I read them all on a daily basis - sometimes twice or more a day depending on how frequent these people update.

Apart from this blogs I also read The Star Online...and visit YahooMail, Yahoo webpage, Friendster (of course my page) and Facebook (again, my page and friends) a lot. I usually visit Facebook last because I hate that it has too many applications. So that's the last place I'll be.

It's also unfair to tell just 5 people!!! So I'm hollering everyone!!!!Read those pages (inclusive of your own, heheheh). They're huge fun!!!

Am I tagging anyone??OK, sape rajin sila la buat ye. I know everyone's kinda bz, so feel free to do it at your leisure.

Till tomorrow, cya peeps.

Stressfull Day

I was struggling with my sanity the whole day.

I was irritated to the point that I just want to kill somebody. Give me a chainsaw and I'll create my own massacre *literally speaking*. I think it'll make me feel really good to see all the blood splattered all over the place. Lantakla what people want to say about the mess, it's definitely going to be refreshing...

Too bad there is no chainsaw in the office. Maybe if I have been working in a construction area there just might be hope for one.

Sigh...

Tapi aku bukan seorang pembunuh. I am a lover not a hater (cehcehceh!!!!). I don't even have the nerve to be suicidal. I just watch too much horror movie that has too many "exaggerated" 18SG rated scenes....so at times like this I tend to recall the bloody onces with horrifying screams..

And pretend that I am the predator and my most ultimate nightmare is at my mercy...

Now I am rambling again...sigh...teruk la macam ni.

Agaknya sempat tak pergi yoga to calm my nerves??Tak sabar nak lari dari ofis ni..*sob sob*...counting my days very hard to the (ultra) long weekend...hopefully I can burry this in some ditch and never have to face it again.

More skeletons in the closet...

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

PCK's words on What Men Need To Know about Women

I love listening to what Phua Chu Kang has to say every morning at mix.fm.

It makes me laugh....

Another point that made me smile on the drive to work today was what he has to say on What Men Needs to Know about Women...listen up...

1. One slim wrap is never enough...once they get thin they will ask for more slim wraps
Hahahaha! This might be true...literally. The very idea stating that women are never satisfied of how they look, no matter how thin or skinny they are. They definitely want to be slimmer than they could ever be...sigh!!!

2. They can never have enough shoes...so don't argue, it's a lost battle...hahahah!
And he admits that itgoes the same way with Rosie (PCK's character wife). Frankly speaking, men shouldn't argue when it comes to shoes, mwe don't make noise when it comes with to your car, right?So suck it up and deal with it. We feel the same way you felt when you are in a posh/sporty car when we wear a sexy pair of stillettos...it makes us feel confident and good, and you guys should appreciate that we don't turn to gems instead.

p/s : unless the gems are on the shoes...those are delicious too..

3. Interesting that men can speak 1500 words a day...that makes them pretty intelligent (he claims with a huge "wow!") and women can outdone them with 10,500 words per day.
Hmm...we voice out our opinion because we care so much of a lot of things...don't you guys read Man From Mars, Women From Venus'?

Maybe PCK should. It'll be interesting to know what's his thoughts on it...heheeh!

Till tomorrow, cya peeps.

"Temp"ing....

I become an unofficial "temp" today....since I have nothing to do (yeah, still waiting mindlessly since last week), I utilise the free time I have to clear my desk and re-arrangemy files, as well as cspring clean my drawers so that all the cables wont mess with the instant coffee/sugar and create world war 3 while I am away and attend to a bundle of papers to shred.

Yeah....all the kiasu documents no longer required for disposal.

I have been putting it off for a while, and since we don't have a central bin at the office where people will attend to shredding documents. Each and everyone of us has to do the dirty work ourselves. Hehehe...macam ape ntah, and my job description also covers binding, photocopying atc etc...mind u okeh, I am a very talented employee that can do almost anything administrative, in which case most of us here have to be because we are all forced into it. Teringat zaman dahulu kala when all this clerical and administrative functions are separate from anything I was ever employed for...sigh....back then the nearest place I went to anything with clerical work is the typist pool, and even then I don't have to lift a single finger to type, there would be somebody there to attend to my whim (or needs to be attended, sometime my kakak typist a bit moody or picky or....). And also jangan mimpi la nak tau macam mana nak buat binding....that was all alien to me, with manual written in symbols (that sort la!).

Sigh...

Sambil men'shred' the papers for disposal I terfikir...ini rupanya rasa jadi assistant dalam cerita "the Devil wears Prada" or "Ugly Betty". Standing there with my 3 1/2 inches Nine West pumps, my leg is aching like mad. It definitely sucks to stand there and shred one paper after another...rasa nak angkat2 and baling2 shreddding machine tu pun ade...sebab it feels as if no matter how long you stood there, the pile seems to grow higher and higher...

OK, I am exaggerating.

But seriously, its no picnic when the shredder bin was full and you need to replace the plastic bag so you can continue to shred more. Time tu mula la terkial2 nak keluarkan the plastic bag from the machine (now filled to the brim) with part of the shredded papers flying around you, terjatuh2. Sigh. Dan dan tu mula la tertonggang tonggek angkut balik the whole thing so you can properly set it aside for pickup.

Dah la aku pakai skirt. Bukan senang okeh.

Terasa macam in one of those Desperate Housewives episodes...with Gabriel (ceh ceh ceh...harus Gabby, kah kah kah!) tunggang terbalik in clumsiness...just that its not in a suburban home, but an office.

I shredded two big black plastic bag of paper today. I hope they recycle. That's damn a lot of trees dead on my account.

Tiffany Etoile

Lupa pulak nak post the pic of the chosen wedding band...
Perkenalkan....Tiffany Etoile...that's just one side of it....the diamond tersusun all around....

Cantek cantek....sangat soka hati...

Pics from yesterday

Setelah berabad lamanya mencuba...here are some of the pics I intended to post yesterday, finally uploaded...

Lokasi : KLCC, Starbucks
Masa : around noon, after a tiring round of going in and out of designer boutiques in search of perfect ring no 2.

Okeh, dia atas adalah aksi cuba menayang my engagement ring. I recalled how Bailey reacted when he first saw that ring...

Bailey : Jeez, I need a magnifiying glass to see that
Me : (poyo punya cousin, what an insult) what?are you kidding me?
Bailey : Seriously , no....u deserve better. All my friends who got engaged at least had a 2 carat diamond ring...
Me : (WTF??) Serious??Why the hell you never introduced me to any one of them??
Bailey : (Just gave me his cheeky smile)
Me : Never mind...I won't be interested anyway (ceh ceh ceh....kononnya ada pride la tu...)

But no matter how small I'm proud of my engagement ring....a lot of my friends say they look sweet, and I am proud to say that the fiance picked it all by himself, without any influence from me...

If its up to me I'll be smooching for the 2 carat diamond ring...muahahahaha!!!But I am getting my way now ain't I? So all is good, all is good....

Cuz, wait till you see the wedding ring! You'll be proud of me, seriously...heheheh! And don't bother bringing a magnifiying glass, I don't think you will need them. I'll also make sure there are sufficient lighting to make the ring shine, you will need sunglasses on....

I am starting to ramble...

Next pic...

There you go!! Proof I actually step into Cartier! *next to my yummylicious Guess bag the fiance recently bought me, heheheh!)*. I told you I got their bag with loads of brochures!


That's arif browsing through the brochures while having the shared Iced Caramel Machiatto...

Me and arif...harus la aku tersenyum lebar after all the glitter I experienced the whole morning. That day mood I sangat baik ok...


Saje tangkap gambar this pic....macam kat oversea kan??Siap ada model tambahan mat saleh kat belakang tu...

Ok la...got to go back to work!!!

Monday, March 10, 2008

Weekend yang amat menyeronokkan

Hari ni internet sangat membosankan!!!I have been trying to upload photos all day (like forever!!) tapi still fail sampai sekarang...sigh...and at the moment I am so excited to blog about the weekend yang I am up to the point of being so frustrated sebab tak boleh upload my pics.

Takkan IT upgrade firewall lagi??bencinya!!!Kalau ye pun takkan la hitech sangat, sampai aku nak upload gambar pun tak bulih!!

Ini sangat mengecewakan...

Now after dozens of attempts I finally gave up. Lantak la...

Sigh...so now lets move on to the rest...

After work last Friday I went to see Mak Cik Ida again for my monthly massage. So far my leg is getting better. Which is good news, sebab sekarang with my legs all better I can wear more and more high heels!!!hahahahah!!!Soka hati ok, soka hati...

I did not vote last Saturday!Hahahaha....sue me if you want to, but I also have the right to waste my vote if I wanted to, so be it!As I have mentioned last week I rasa macam takde mood je nak balik, then I bangun lambat on Saturday, sebab I pasang aircond extra strong the whole night with my timer off. So too bad. But then takde effect sangat, sebab the person I plan to vote for still wins....

But the poll results was a shocker!!!Sangat tak sangka that suddenly BN lost a lot of seats, especially in Penang, Kedah and perak and the opposition finally penetrated Johor!Wow!!Power to the people...huhu!!! I believe that Malaysian are vowing for a change and our nation's leader must now buck up and starts to be more responsible for their actions. technically speaking, if a leader can represent their people well takkan la kena sack pulak kan??

OK...enough of the election results. nanti tak pasal2 blog aku yang ceria ni kena ban.Aku kan citizen yang baik, optimis dan tak suka cari pasal. Kalau nak cari orang yang cari pasal its definitely not me...so pergi la ke blog lain...heheheh...

So instead of voting, I shamelessly went to watch "Step Up 2 : The Streets" at Cineleisure, Damansara. Keji kan?Tapi cerita itu sangat best!!!If you like "Save the Last Dance", u guys will like this even better. It has better dance move, more people swirling and twirling...and a lot of hotties!!! Perfect dance movie that keeps you at your seat, I nak pergi toilet pun tak sanggup (and trust me, I've been going to the loo a lot lately and throughout the movie I sanggup menahan sampai abis okeh!!!).

After the movie, had Italiannies and went home to watch the election results.

Halfway thru I naik bosan sebab result tak abis2 announce, so I end up reading my new Sophie Kinsella novel.

I manage to finish it over the weekend! Hooray!!

*there goes my dream of reading the book at the beach...nah...i should get another one then...*

Sunday was fun!!!Ok ok, that is actually an understatement, it was great!!I went ring hunting (again) with the fiance and we went to KLCC (the first time in months...ini lah akibatnya pindah ke PJ, dah tak gheti jejak KL dah) and spent the whole morning staring at diamonds that sparkles like a million bucks...heheheeh!

Apa, kenapa nak cincin lagi satu?

Hehheeh...kan i ada bagitau dulu that my dear tunang is getting me another ring that is more suitable for daily wear. Actually saje je, I gatal nak tengok the Tiffany Bubbles. Tapi excuses excuses....pompuan mana tak suka tengok berlian?

So by 9am my dear fiance dah sampai umah to pick me up for breakfast and drive to KLCC. We read the papers over nescafe tarik ad roti canai. We debate about the election results (cehcehceh...sangat intellectual conversation kami) and took out own sweet time to drive to KLCC.

We were there by 11am. Just nice. All the shops are open. Then obviously kedai pertama aku jejak is Tiffany& Co.Sigh...I love Tiffany diamonds..sangat glittery. And the shop is all posh and luxurious, I felt the thrill and exillaration all at once everytime I go through every counter they have.Yesterday, we were attendad by Idayu...and despite that I love Tiffany Bubbles (yang at the end I rasa a bit over the top jugak sebab diamond dia tersusun banyak tak ingat), she introduced me to Tiffany Etoile, which I instantly have a crush on.

Sangat cantik ok, and very elegant and simple. Its a simple platinum band with scattered diamonds all over the ring, and everytime I look at it, it reminds me of the midnight sky. Sigh. Sangat soka hati...Thank God I have a fiance that loves me to bits. We even plan what we should get next for the first anniversary...hehehe.But again...first anniversary pressies are still on KIV list. So hold your horses, ok.

After browsing to the selections they have in Tiffany's, we went to Cartier and Bvulgari. Hahahaha!!!Lagi keji.I browsed as if I intended to buy them, and getting married is a perfect excuse.The salesgirl in Cartier was very nice, she signed me up for the fliers and gave me brochures in a Cartier paper bag....which later impressed people in Bvlgari...hahaahah!Tak percaya??Aku ada bukti okeh...tapi gambar tak boleh upload...so next time I'll post the pics okeh.

I don't find much interesting in Cartier, but I found a very nice watch (for him and her) in Bvlgari and fell in love (again) to the Bvlgari B01 ring that is studded with diamonds all over the ring and a solitaire on top. I get to try them on...mak ai, they are gorgeous!!!My fiance senyum tak berhenti2 okeh. The watch was even more heartbreaking, with the glittery diamonds, tempered mother of pearl background and satin straps. Sigh..Mahalnya taste aku. Bila nak kaya ni???

Kalau ade berjuta-juta dalam bank mahu je rasa hati beli jam and cincin tu sekarang jugak!!!hahahaha!!!

Though we didn't get anything, we were feeling like a million bucks. I got some great ideas on where I should get Arif's cufflinks, tie clip and watch and its splendid!

Sigh....

Seronok tak terkata...

Since its almost 5.30pm I'm packing to leave...ciao peeps, till tomorrow...

Friday, March 7, 2008

Gila Wayang

I failed my attempt to read my Sophie Kinsella novel miserably because my collegues were over-excited about lunch. We are taking Shir Lin, who would be leaving us for Singapore today, for a farewell lunch at Secret Recipe. Everyone was buzzing about the lunch arrangements, and since I have a car in the building today, yours truly is the designated driver.

But we are not talking about lunch....heheheh

Went to catch this after work yesterday....

10,000 B.C...the so called tales before time. The show portrayed how a man's love for one women eventually bring a lot of people to their salvation. Not much takling involved (the script writer obviously had fun writing this one, there's not so uch words spoken even I can successfully write the script if I wanted to), definitely interesting amount of action and lots of walking through mountains and deserts. If you are expecting something like Lord of the Rings the that will be too much to expect, coz the war action ain't gonna show up till the very end.But all in all its an OK watch...better than "Anak" that I watch the day before with Era.

I plan to catch the Mist next....


The trailer looks exciting okeh...but again its a horror flick, and knowing Stephen King it's gonna be a bit twisted, so will have to get mentally prepared first before I watch them so I won't start having nightmares again..

I am definitely catching the sneak preview to the Spiderwick Chronicles this weekend. Had already buzzed Tina and she's game on it. Hopefully it will be as good as I expected, I am a huge sucker for fairies and mythical creatures that I am so looking forward to it.

Ok...I'm going off for lunch. Having my favourite Hi-Fiber Cheesecake and skip the rest.

Masuk2 je Office Dah Rasa Bosan??

Kudos that today is Friday!*yeay*

Eventhough there is a possibility that I will be forced to work tomorrow, let's not dread over the misery of it until it's really confirmed. I've been pulling the "i-need-to-be-a-good-citizen-thus-have-a-responsibility-to-vote" card with huge hope that my clients will try and be a tad more understanding and let us proceed the work on Monday instead of making us work extra hours over the weekend. Besides, the accountants at their side needs to vote too...what kind of citizen are you saje2 tak pergi vote (cehcehmak...gatal mulut!!Konon berkobar-kobar semangat!). So far it hasn't been very promissing, but I'm crossing my fingers.

Not that I am very keen to go back to Tampin and vote after what had happen since last weekeend.

*the issue from last weekend remains unresolved. I dealt it the same way I dealt with my past misseries....avoiding them, kinda "bury-them-in-the-closet" type of dealing with problems and seal them with the yellow tapes they use in CSI's with warnings on it "Never To Open" and "Do Not Go Beyond This Point"*

The drive to work today is refreshing after 2 weeks of carpooling with Alina. The initial plan to drive today was because I'm suppose to meet Tina for lunch, but she's taking the day off today, so lunch was cancelled. Takpe la...time to get back to Alina for the ride I hitched from her over the passed few days.

Work has been a bit slow...I'm still waiting mindlessly (continue from where I left it yesterday) and attended bits and pieces of admin work that needs to be cleared. I don't know why but I have been stammering all morning - to my boss, my collegues, the receptionist - then ada rase a bit terketar2 here and there. Penyakit apa ni? Been trying to pull myself back in shape over the last 30 minutes yet I am still stammering....sigh...sangat benci!Mana boleh macam ni??Nasib baik hari ni tak de meeting dengan client, kalau tak there you go. Abis la...


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I'm out of ideas.....

Still stammering....

Maybe I have to calm myself down and do some breathing exercise. Maybe I should read my new Sophie Kinsella book while I am at it...

*yeah...I brought them to office today in anticipation I might be idle. I know, agak keji jugak curi-curi baca buku time tgh kerja tapi daripada tak de buat apa2 baik aku membaca kan? Nanti la, nak cover sikit akan ku balut buku itu dengan kertas putih...heheheh*

Later peeps...

Thursday, March 6, 2008

I am getting astro!!!

Yeay!!! Cik abang tunang, dalam usaha memujuk cik adik tunangannya yang merajuk sebab kena heart attack tadi, telah mengofferkan untuk mensubscribe astro di rumah!Yeay!Cik adik tunang sangat soka hati!!!!

Lepas ni tak payah la sibok lari pergi gym nak tengok CSI...
*yeah...keji kan?*

Kuss semangat...

Tadi Nurul, agent for my Phuket trip, called. Dia tanya kenapa tak buat payment lagi and its due by today??

Mak ai...takkanla??I gave the moolahs to arif on Monday and he confirmed that payment was made. Siap ada resit lagi. Kenapa pulak minah ni tiba2 kata tak bayar lagi?

Then I started to panic.

I called arif a few times and he did not answered.Dia bz meeting.

I hantar mesej.

Still dia tak call....

Then like half an hour later dia call balik to check why. I told him what happen la. Dia pun dah hangin ngan agent tu. Apparently she was away on aholiday the whole week till today, so we dealt with her assistant. Arif claimed to make the payment to the assistant and there is nothing to worry about, its all settled.

Aku mula menarik nafas lega. Jangan la macam ni, nak merajuk la ni. Takkan nak cancel kot???

Then 15 minutes ago the agent call again and told me the period has been extended to Monday. WTF??Kata tadi dah settle ni apa pulak extend2 to Monday??

Then dia explain memang satu payment pun tak dapat. Aku hangin seorang diri.

I called the fiance again furiously. The furious fiance terus call GM tour agent tu (ceh ceh mak...marah je terus call GM, nasib baik GM tu emmber dia) and got them to clear the mix up, even gave the receipt number for clearance.

Tolong la jangan bagi aku heart attack macam ni....nanti aku stranded kat Thailand tak pasal2 je kena jual...hehehehe....dah la takde credit card.

Woosha...sabar2...this too shall pass.

3 pm woes...

Hari ini sangat membosankan!!!!

I have been spending the whole day waiting for information that will never ever come to me, and I felt helpless since there is nothing I can do about it.

Nothing I can do to speed things up.
Nothing I can do to help me draft out what I am suppose to do.
Nothing I can do to make certain people to ever listen.

*P/s : went to Digital Mall again during lunch hour to fix my the once broken-now fixed-then broken again Sony Ericson W810i. But when I got to the shop it turn on to be "now OK again" and the tech guy can't seem to find anything wrong with it *now pisssed/slightly frustrated*. I want a new phone....anybody care to donate???*

Nothing I can do to ever do anything to even start what I am suppose to do *now I'm rambling insanely*

I am sick and tired.

I am bored of waiting and feeling inefficient.....idle.I know, we should enjoy the free time, but when such things happen and the deadline remains unchanged, its kinda stressing people around me, and when they start to panic, I might lose control myself.

I am actually cool with burning the midnight oil and working my ass off in the very last minute. But please don't panic...ever. Once my collegues starts to panic I get agitated easily. When I am agitated I might be blunt and unmidful. Then, people will start labelling me "no sport"...not a team player.

In which is not good. I like working in a team. I like sharing information. I like to be help to others in utilising my idle time. I like to feel that I am some-what contributing towards overall effectiveness and efficiency of a particular project.

So please don't panic...ever.

Where were we? Oh yeah...the lag in info flow...

And just now a bomb was dropped on my lap....they say maybe we will have to work over the weekends....

WTF???

Are they kidding me? They make me wait idly in office the whole week, and expect me to work on my day off? What kind of mean person would want me to do that?

I don't mind working if the information is overflowing and the deadline is tight....but the info is not even flowing then you expect me to cancel my weekend plans to work....so inconsiderate of you okey!But again, I have to be a good sport. So worse case if I do have to work over the weekends, you will see me working quietly with my mouth zipped.

And if I still don't get what I need when they ask me to do so on my own time/account....I bet they'll start feeling my wrath....

jeng jeng jeng....wrath of a stressed out auditor....which has long been burried.....muahahahahaahh!!

OK, got to go back to mindless waiting.

Cinema Manners

The movie yesterday was so and so. There was nothing so great about it - though the storyline is suppose to be interesting, after all the scenes that had been cut there is nothing to much to watch anyway. If you are expecting a hell-raising horror movie prepare to be dissapointed.

Then there is a row of girls sitting in front of me who just can't keep their mouth shut!

I understand the enthusiasm when watching movies in a group but hey, at least be considerate of others who are also in the movie theater. If you want to chat throughout the movies about your personal life and giggle about them, please do so over coffee or TV at home.

At one point my temper boiled to my head and I just can't stand them. I don't pay RM8 to hear people giggle during a horror movie. So, I stood up, jut my head in between two shoulders who are talking immensely and said....

Me : Boleh diam tak? Can you please shut up and watch the movie. (in a very loud tone...I bet people who sits behind me can hear me...not to mention that I actually stood up and my butt is sticking out in dismay!)
The Girl : (dengan tak tau malunya) Bukan I la buat bising

*Bukan u???How stupid do you think I am? I am sitting behind u....I can see your hands wailing in the air excitedly talking to the person next to you.

Me : (merenung tajam) then tell your neighbour to shut up.
The Girl : (dengan pandangan keji) ok la, sorry...sorry

Nasib baik aku takde popcorn. Otherwise I'll be throwing bits and pieces of it to your head.

I sat down and continue watching. The girls in the front row now sat queitly...maybe partially scrared that some psycho girl who sat behind them mind do an unthinkable act.

Before they left ada hati la pulak nak jeling2 aku....i jeling balik. As if I cared. Kampong nak mampos okeh, tengok wayang pun takde manners. Ingat wayang tu bapak ko punye???

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Leaving...

Leaving soon for movie night to catch this....
I know I'm not suppose to watch horror movies, but can't really resist....
Will update tomorow, till then...hope u all sleep tight tonight!!

Dilamun kisah2 cinta

Seronok jugak bloghopping and baca cerita cinta orang...hehehehe. Obviously memang the moment you fall in love is the sweetest kan??I'm a sappy romantic person, so stories like this can bring me to the moon...sigh....the rush of the moment one fall's in love is intoxicating. I just love the rush.

Some of the stories I read today is quite funny too? The links? Cari la...it's in my favourite pages, so kalau nak baca sila la klik kat sana.

What? My love story??

Hmm...to come to think of it I don't have much of a love story. Nothing grand. We met, we date and now we're engaged. I chose him because he loves me more than himself(yeay!) and nobody else ever love me the way he did (within the 3 months period we first met).

I use to have a list on why I love him and the reason he was better than my ex.

yeah...sounds a bit phatethic...I know I've kept it with me somewhere. nanti I balik cari and later blog about it...what say you???

But still, he is among the sweetest person I ever met. He spoil me to bits. He makes me priority Number 1 in all of his list. He's cute like a teddy bear. He tried his best to give me everything I need/want. He's trying his best to give the best to our future family and kids.

Though there are time he makes me furious, he also sent me to the moon...

Sigh...

He always say that our kids would look absolutely great!heheheh! Yeah...he thinks that far.

And we have only been together about 1 and half year.

Sigh....

Due to my past heartbreak and my trend of picking up lousy boyfriends, I head the advice "chose someone who loves you more than the ones you love". So far it has been okay. I wish it'll get better.

There is definitely lots to look forward too....

Dilambung ke awan tinggi...

The fiance had been really really nice lately.....

Apart from spending more time with me he had been pouring me with shopping sprees and yesterday, we went to a few jewellery shops in the Gardens, Mid Valley and found an exquisite diamond bracelet at Chow Tai Fook, a HK based jewellery shop located at 1st Floor of the Gardens.

*Chow Tai Fook - yeah, sounds a bit cina, tapi its still a jewellery shop with lots of glittery diamonds and they are very shiny....so what the heck!!!!Diamonds are a girl's best friend, no matter where it is sold...heheheh!*

When I saw the bracelet my eyes glitter like a 2 carat diamond...hehehehe....bersinar2 ok. At this point though I want it badly, I felt quite bad to ask since he's been splurging me with shopping sprees since end of December last year....so, I zipped my mouth and look at it longingly (in awe...with face obviously smitten).

Since the salesgirl was so nice, I get to wear the diamong bangle for a while....just to get a feel of it. My fiance just smile...and when he smiles I know its good news...

The Fiance : Its ok, if you like it we will get it for your birthday....
Me : *batting eyes furiously* really???

Hehehe...terbang sekejap ke awan biru....

*Dalam hati* I hope he wouldn't discount my Tiffany ring for that!!!*Kan best kalau dapat semuanya???*

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

My love of food....

Seriously, I don't think I can resist food, ever! No matter how bad I croon on my eating habits, I just can't help myself from ejoying the comfort food offers.

There you go, I admit eat...I am a serial eater!!!Hahahahaha!!!I eat at least 3 times a day and if I don't get to eat anything sweet (or stay away from sugar) for at least 24 hours I will definitely go bonkers the next day. Although the threat of diabetes, cancer, high cholosterol and high blood pressure from time to time scare me from eating my heart out......I seek solace of food in most occasions...happy or sad.

That's why I'm blessed to be Malaysian....to be able to have my pick of delicious tasty meals that people can only drool over in other parts of the globe. Whatever you want just name it...we have it in Malaysia. Better still, we reinvent them and make it fusion food to suit our tastebuds.

No wonder we get obese more easily...hahahaha...

And get to gain weight faster....

damn....

But what the heck. Better die of overfeeding rather than hunger kan??*wink wink*

Ok, now I' going back to work..

Quick one...

Got this yesterday after work while browsing in OU with Alina, Kheng Eng and Zu Lyn...

That's my next holiday read. I dah berangan nak duduk tepi pantai macam orang putih while baking myself under the sun sambil membaca the latest hot read....

Don't imagine too much!!!My body is not ready yet for a bikini, so don't go to far. Imagine me in cool shorts and a cotton t-shirt...and huge straw hat (hahahaha!That'll be fun).

As if I have time to do that under the sun given the extensive planned itinerary I booked with my tour agent. But what the heck. Hati sangat girang at the thoughts of going on "rest-and-relax" mode....and what better than to have a good reading companion at hand.

Nanti balik dari holiday I post hot picks of me with the book ya!!!

Now I need to get back to work. Ciao!!!


Monday, March 3, 2008

Another weekend....

*me..perfecting the art of a plastic smile I practiced over the past decade...in full make-up*
Being back to work is such a relief after an emotionally dreadfull weekend. But despite the frustrations I faced, I am lucky to have a very caring (and generous) fiance as well as supportive friends to go around and shop with. It more or less distract my mind from thinking of the obvious (or the worse) and brought a slight smile over a face smeared with a running mascara.
Ok...I'm exaggerating. I haven't been wearing mascara lately till Sunday. And today is the first time in weeks that I finally manage to sit down in front of my dresser and do my eyes, coz I was a tad lazy before and I need the boost of confidence today. But u guys get the idea, right???
My Friday night kicked off in (more) shock (and tears) over the discovery I would never expect to happen. I cried my head off over the phone to my sister and later was found crawling in tears when arif came by to pick me up at 8pm.Looking at the state I was in , he kindly pull me out, made me shower, change into presentable clothes and drive straight to La Senza.

Where I get 3 yummylicious bra at only RM189 (nett after my membership discount).
That manage to put a smile over my face. I have wanted them since forever. Hehehehe..such a dear. Nasib baik there was nothing much that caught my eye back in La Senza @ OU, kalau tak ranap la laki aku...
Later we had dinner at the Melting Pot Cafe @ Concorde KL. Dah la I had sushi's for lunch....the buffet dinner offered a huge spread of seafood dishes which are so yummylicious ( that means more sushi and sashimi's) and I just can't get over the steamed seabass.I ate till I burst.

*Western food galore*

*More sushi and sashimi to the point I don't want to eat anymore of it for the next few weeks*

*And lots of desert...my comfort food*

Sorry, no personal pics of me that night. Though I put on a hell-raising dress (gorgeous...from Cats Whiskers), I felt (and look) like shit....with bad hair, no make-up. So you only get to see what I eat to make me feel better.

Saturday

Nothing much was done on Saturday.

There are more tears *sob sob* and frustrations. It's bottling up inside. I finally made a new resolution to just push it away and ignore them...and carry on with day to day life. Today I lost my best friend. I realise I've been trusting a complete stranger and I felt cheated.

I felt distant...I wish I can run far away and never come back.

But I buck up my feelings and joined Alina, Kheng Eng and Pooi Sze at my tailors. They are having their baju kebaya/kurung done and I need a number for Amir (Arif's brother)'s wedding in June.

We spent hours at the shop. Kheng Eng and Pooi Sze are first timers, so they spent quite some time deciding what design they wanted. The fact that its Saturday and the place is crawling with customers doesn't help either. After 3 hours in the shop I end up with a beaded baju kurung kedah that cost me RM400.

What a price to pay for depression?? Hefty ain't it??

Met the fiance later and watch RedLine at Cineleisure. Sumpah ok cerita tu banyak pompuan seksi and very dangerously delicious car! Made me fell in love with a Mercedez SLR...sigh....

Sunday

By now I'm feeling slightly better, though still dazed. Semangat bangun awal pagi to hit the pool but rasa macam a bit kemalasan, so end up snuggling in bed for a while before I head for breakfast with Tina at CB Bangsar at 10am.

By the time I reach there Tina dah dengan hapynya melambai2 (literally la, dia takde la melambai furiously) at me where as I got distracted at the glittery diamonds kat Poh Kong till I didn't realise that she was actually heading towards me. Seriously, time2 dazed macam ni memang sah2 la cepat distracted kan...what to do??

We had the normal talk. I let go off some steam. She listens intently. Finally someone to talk to. Then suddenly she blurted out...

Tina : Kak Zue, mata kak zue takde eyebag ye...

Me : (boleh tak??Aku tengah sedih2 ni dia cakap pasal eyebag???)Hmmm...prevention is better than cure, pakai la eye cream banyak!!

Which later led us to BodyShop sebab Tina wants to grab a lippie and look into eye creams. I end up with an aqua lily soap (bau dia sungguh delicious, ingat nak try), a toning soap with massager (part of my vanity drive), a mini peppermint foot scrub and a nail buffer.

We later head to Bangsar to get our eyebrows done and bump into this....

*At Dato' Shahrizat's campaign...we snapped pics while the police look at us astonishingly (as we are two very beautiful girls) and left as soon as we are done with....heheheh...ke dia takut that my huge bag actually carries a bomb??*

P/S : The pics does not expressly state any preferences to any political party. I never went to any "ceramah" all my life. It is just taken out of fun.

After eye brow threading we went to Cats Whiskers and Little Black Book coz Tina wants to grab new tops for dinner....

*me and my bag goofing around at Cats Whiskers...ain't my bag just juicy??*


I grabbed another pair of shoes (me and my shoe escapade....please bear with it) and since it's cheap, I don't really mind or get bothered.

After Tina and I part ways I head to Gombak for a wedding.....


That's the bride in the middle, Jaja, a classmate from school. Now she is a doctor and doing quite well....

While at the wedding manage to meet some friends from back then with their kids.

*wawa and her kids*


*riza and anna's daughter...ni bukan anak riza, riza belum kahwin lagi*

It was a tiring day. By the time I got home I wish to never leave anymore and just rest and sleep. Which happens to be so....

Today

Hmm....is there any words to describe today???Over YM pun air mata aku hampir bergenang.

Hari ini masih sakit hati, masih in shock dan masih tak dapat menerima hakikat BUT I'm trying to pull this out with a smile (plastered) across my face.

Again, what I don't know won't hurt me. Now that I have to fend for myself I'll just keep my own pace and place and stick to people who really mattered and cared. Never thought I would feel this way, but hey, if it has to happen then nak buat apa kan? As long as our paths don't cross again I should be okay....