Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I am already back at my mom's, I left KL with my brother (from a different mother) Ajazz...hehehehe...who I haven't met for a million years ever since I move out from Ampang and permanently resided in PJ. Sigh. I miss him loads...
He looks as if he lost weight.
He smiled when I mentioned that.
He drove me back home tonight...like all those many other nights before Raya many years before. He's like my designated driver, hehehehe, every year without fail driving me home and keeping me safe from myself running into an accident in between KL and Tampin in the middle of the night before Raya in which I frequently travel.
Its a good thing that we meet up, we catch up on a lot of things....among others about the fact that my ex's girlfriend is emailing me and the content of the emails. hahahaha. Like bitches, we gossip.
Man I miss those days...
But life is far apart now, running in different circle....we tend to meet less and less. But we catch up now and then.
I arrived at home around half an hour past midnight...my sister was busy in the kitchen baking.
Hahahahah...they started baking without me. Great. Now I don't have to dirty my nails with choco powder and flour. Phewh. Still I pinched in here and there, she lack skills using the partly working mixer...
In between waiting for the cake to bake nicely, we watch Disney Channel.
Among all channels, why Disney channel??Hahahaha...I suppose its just a habit of ours, watching cartoons in the middle of the night. I use to remember those days when I was home on semester break, working on my homework in the middle of the night (because I slept all day) and turning on cartoons to accompany me...
We just love the siging and dancing and colors...hahahaha...we even did a sing-a-long.
The habit kinda sticks till now. So besides AXN....our next favourite channel is Disney Channel..
U guys must be wondering why I am rambling so early in the morning?
I am wide awake. I am hit by insomnia. I hate sleeping in an alien bed (yeah, the bed here is pretty alien since I haven't slept on it for ages) and believe me...the nights will be sleepless for the next few days, by the third raya I will look like a zombie...
I miss my bed, my room...
And I am here less than 3 hours...
Will be leaving for my grandma's tomorrow morning. Hopefully I still have strength left by then to survive an hour's drive.
Kalau tak suruh je la mak aku drive.
Monday, September 29, 2008
I am signing off to go back home to meet my family and relatives.....so in case this space becomes quiet over the next few days, have good thoughts that I am having fun camwhoring over the long holidays...
And it starts in 5...4....3.....2....1....!!!
Dag 4.30pm! The working day had officially ended!!!
Ok, di sini saya igin menyusun sepuluh jari memohon ampun dan maaf kepada rakan2 dan sahabat handai yang saling mengenali diri ini...
*saling mengenali = tidak termasuk orang2 yang aku tak kenal....I feel that I have to caveat this....so that psycho's like Aina won't call me a hypocrite*
Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri everyone!!!!
Cya all after the long break!
If you need a refresher click here.
My girlfriends ask me "why the heck that I ever layan this girl" and so I say "it's fun...hahahaha"...so we have been exchanging emails, mostly me answering her questions on why my past relationship with my psycho ex hadn't work out.
Besides, she seems confident enough about leaving him that I feel like she's ready to face whatever shit coming her way.
Tapi rupanya tak. Perempuan memang ternyata insan yang lemah dengan pujuk rayu lelaki (whatever!). I bet she have decided to make good with what she has and crawl back to him, so she sent this...
*I think its fun to share....a lot of my friends gelak je bila I tunjuk this email...*
By virtue ala2 conversation...so that I we won't get lost in amidst conversation....while her letter will be in purple italics...let's reply her...
xxx sent you a message.
Re: added to FB
u ni mcm i x bg kawin dgn dia je...hahahah....
actly he's ok skang..dah start solat..tu pun i yg slalu ingatkan..
x pernah hilang2 n off hp,dia pegi mana mesti bwk i..n i like his passion over car..cz iminto cars too...patut i jd engineer in automative..but addmath i kantoi..haha
*Alhamdullilah...dah jadi insan yang yang lebih baik. Its good that he changes because of you.And its good too that u nak kawin dengan dia. Mana ada I tak bagi u kawin dengan dia? I moved on, I hoped he moved on (as in my last letter)*klu dulu 1st2-3month he hold grudges over u.slalu ckp psl u,masih sakit hati kt u..x puas hati n all sort of things la..tp masa tu i pn tgh broken hearten..i putus tunang.tp skang dia dh x ckp ape2 lg.
*U sure dia dah tak hold grudges against me?? I dont think so, kalau ye tak de, last 2 months he wont trash Era's album at every picture I was present. Go figure*The next para is deleted due to sensitivity reasons - she will thank me big time coz I did.
frankly speaking...i faham u marah dgn apa yg dia dah buat kt u dulu...dia pun ada bgtau..all d scandals..dia hilang hp off..everything...bt u shudnt say such like "malang la whoever yg kawin dgn dia"
Tuhan jadikan kita berpasangan..n everybody deserve some1 better..u hv some1 better than him-uve got arif..n faisal deserve some1 better than u-he got me.
well, nk ckp psl dia mmg byk perangai teruk dia...n i pecaya i sorang je boleh handle dia...all his exes cant,sbb tu u all jd ex..
*Hahahaha, babe...I am way past angry with him ok. If I am holding grudges, I will give him a hell lot of trouble, especially when he still owes me money (until now...yeap...gheti pinjam tak gheti bayar). Sebab I dah let go of my past I tak kacau hidup dia.
Elok la kalau u rasa you are the only one who can handle him..heheheh...cross your fingers and hope for the best*
lets hope everything will b fine okay?
so we cool heh?
To come to think of it I don't know why I ever even bothered to email her back. The way she put it as if I saje nak apikan the break-up, whatever la. I should have listen to my girlfriends......
Nothing is more refreshing than a good shower. I spent more time than usual today, I just need the boost of morale to go to work and ditch the overwhelming lazy feeling...
Teringatkan laptop ku yang amat dirindui kat ofis...
By the time I reach the office everyone was already buzzing....I rasa macam terketinggalan pulak. *what kind of word is that??* Anyway, as soon as I turn on my laptop bos and collegues dah start memanggil-manggil, not to mention emails to follow up this and that...
Monday....don't love it but can't hate them either....
Baru je berazam pagi tadi nak claim the replacement leave. Kire masuk tayang muka tunjuk syarat. But from the look of it, too bad, lupakan saje angan-angan palsu tu.
So here I am pagi-pagi dah mula busy.
But that's not what makes me pissed.
One of the thing in my "to-do" list is to claer queries with my tax collegues. Being me, I takde la nak hook up extension number kat extension list everytime I call. The fact that we have an internal operator system should actually enable me to be connected via phone to any of my other collegues 24-7 (literally speaking).
Dulu kat my ex-firm kalau nak call sape2 senang je, lift the phone handle, dial zero for operator assistance, and tell the operator who you need to talk to. Sometimes we hear the operator's voice so many times that sampai dah macam buddy2 pulak, they even know where to connect us to.
Tapi operator firm I ni pemalas.
You dial zero, then as soon as you ask for assistance they start shouting...
"You check kat extension list tak boleh ke?*
Eh...ko makan gaji buta ke? Bukan kerja ko jugak ke sambung menyambungkan extension ni?
*Dah la orang tanya baik-baik ko pergi sergah macam pontianak mati anak*
What's the point on having the option "dial zero for operator assistance" if your operator is incapable to perform such act.
I miss akak akak and abang-abang operator kat my ex-firm....sob sob...
*Emo la pulak*
I wanted to shout back. But then what's the point. I just hung up and curse under my breath.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Mommy called earlier today,buzzing about a customer of hers that won't pay up her tailoring fee.Somehow it ended up in a huge mess,coz this auntie dragged her husband in the fight and decided that she wont pay anything more than rm500 for the curtains.
Fyi,curtain tu bukan utk living room je-its for living room,plus dapur,plus 3 bilik,and surau.Bukan french pleat lurus je,siap ada roman blinds and box split.
Rm500 je?Gilo apa?ko beli ready made pun belum tentu dapat that price.Mimpi la u..
At the end my mom bengang,then decided that rather thsn not get paid,baik bayar je utk kain orang tu.Dah la pakai kain murah.
So she end up paying the lady money for the kain,and suruh makcik tu hantar langdir tu balik.
Makcik tu kononnya ingat my mom tak sanggup ambik balik langsir tu sent the curtains over.Bila my mom bayar terdiam dia.
Padan muka kena pakai langsir lama.
Kalau dah tau tak mampu lain kali bagitau la budget awal2.Ni order bagai mak datin pastu tak nak bayar.
Enough of that.Sebab dia I got new curtains,siap ada box spit lagi.
Hehehehehe.Rezeki jangan ditolak.Senyum je la kan.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Was catching up with an episode of Kekasihku Seru that I missed yesterday....owh, sangat intriguing, I like!!!Hahahahahah!
*Gilos, cerita seram pun aku boleh suka hati macam ni*
U think we can download the episodes???Nanti nak suruh my brother buat la. Dia rajin download mendownload ni. Boleh aku catch up with a few episodes that I have missed in the past...
*I jump when.....ok, enough said. Nanti orang ingat aku saiko pulak*
Was (again) clearing up stuff when I brought to my manager's attention about the day I work on a public holiday last Nuzul Quran day. Then when she casually say I can choose any day to replace it, I immediately jumped...
"Next Monday boleh???"
Macam tak sabar-sabar nak cuti! Heheheh!Besides, if not for that Monday I'll be out the whole week, coz I took Tuesday and Friday off.
So I am crossing my fingers....
At noon as I was reparking my car, I paid my parking dues with a RM10 note and end up with a bunch of syilling....worth in total a change of RM9. Hahahaha. Berat la aku punya angpau tahun ni...budak2 ramai dapat duit 50 sen. Lantak ko la labu...bank takde duit seringgit dah. Ambik la ko dua keping duit 50 sen sorang....
I still have RM30 more to change.
*The smaller notes are meant to be given away to guest's kids during the 3 day at my grandmother's house...sigh*
Aku rasa budak-budak nanti mesti semua anti ngan aku...
"Apa la akak ni bagi seringgit je??*
Kids these days....they should bge thought manners. Don't they know that if they save a million piece of RM1 notes they'll have RM1 million????
Another hour and I will know whether I need to come back on Monday....am still praying very hard here..
I walked into office smiling since its pay day, but as I settle my dues and budget my finances, my smile slowly diminishes. Sigh. Kan best kalau bos aku pun generous tak hengat bagi duit raya, jangan mimpi la. Sigh. I can say goodbye to shopping this weekend coz if I'd splurged my wallet would be thin by the end of the month....and we don't want that...kan??
Anyhow, I dropped by Maybank earlier to change smaller notes for duit raya....and guess what, RM1 notes and RM5 notes semua dah habis. Damn it. Macam mana ni??Paling kecik pun RM10...bersukaria la nampaknya anak2 yang dapat angpau dari aku tahun ni...sigh....or else, kena la mula mengumpul saki baki small change from today.
The great lengths we go to just to celebrate the day.
Nasib baik sedara aku tak ramai...kalau tak nak mti jugak la beli benda kecik2 nak kumpul RM1 notes....
Thursday, September 25, 2008
*he is soooo going to KILL me!*
So instead of displaying the hamster, I am putting up the lamb I had sent to my niece a few months back...
*I missed u Lamby...*
I wonder if she actually got it. My cousin didn't utter a word, so I presumed it arrives safe in the states....
I am in my holiday mood now. Feeling my utter best (hmm, not really, but OK la, since I have work to do) and slightly chirpy since I have got my laptop cleaned earlier today! Yeay! later I can load my thumbdrive with MP3's to enjoy during my drive home next Monday. Tak de la bosan bila the radio went off somewhere near Seremban. hahahahah....
And now since my laptop is (again!) virus free...I can upload the photos from my camera! Yeay! I like! Rasa nak mati je hidup tanpa kamera....
Speaking of photos, I just have to say that I love Farah's pregnancy pics. Sangat classy. hahahaha. Adakah aku juga akan ambil gambar seumpama itu suatu hari nanti? Hahahahah. Hopefully. i wont know if I am going to be as beautiful as Farah if I am pregnant, kalau aku cun jugak mesti la nak buat!
*huge grin smacked on the face .... apa ni sudah melencong???*
Lagi half an hour to the end of the day. Sigh. Hopefully I can clear the remaining bits of my queries and go back home asap. Penat seh. Bulan ni tido la banyak mana pun rasa macam lethargic je. Thank God this will all end soon....next week during the long break I will seriously need to restabilise my sleeping pattern and eating habits, yang dah mula go out of hand...
Its sad. Orang puasa lose weight. Aku puasa tahun ni gain weight...sebab tiap-tiap hari bantai bubur manis. Semalam, I makan bubur pengat pisang. I dah tak kira dah! Lantakla, lepas raya kena readjust balik.
But I am lucky. Baju raya muat lagi. Hahahahahah, despite the weight gain. Kalau tak mau menagis rasanya raya takde baju.
OK la, I cya all esok k!
And yes, we can also pay online via its secure online payment facilities, such as FPX that links to major banks like Maybank, CIMB etc. Its kinda convenient, and the amount payable is net after discount, so we can beat the hassle of writing an appeal letter and dropping by the police station to get them cleared.
*Unless you can convince the judge that you shouldn't be paying the summons, this is as good as it gets. Frankly speaking the discounts go up to 50%, so its kinda worth it*
So there you go...sape2 yang dapat seru nak bayar saman sila la ke laman web itu....
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I sat in the ofis separa bosan, separa teruja...sebab today's Wednesday and two more days it'll be the weekend. Yeay! Too bad my holiday won't start till the end of Monday, meaning to say that I will still have to combat Monday blues next week before taking a long break...
*Takpe. I reserve sending my laptop to IT on Monday for clean up. So Monday boleh la aku mati kebosanan kat ofis*
I have cleared my queries earlier during the day, and since ada saki baki duit lebih bulan ni (before gaji masuk on Friday), I started clearing my raya checklist....
1. Bayar Kak Saba for the tart nenas and to pick up from Jo during the weekend - check!
OK, tart ni dah jadi macam my family addiction. Every year we consume at least 4 balang, itupun tak serve kat guest ok...malam raya my siblings and I dah dok depan tv habiskan. My mom dah sampai berkali-kali ingatkan suruh make sure tak lupa beli, sebab almaklumla...kak saba jauh kat PwC KL Sentral sana.
2. Kuih raya - leave it to mom!
Kitorang tak makan sangat kuih-kuih raya ni, apart from the tart nenas I mention above. Tart nenas tu je la kuih paling laku kat umah. Next to that it the chocolate cake we make every year. Since mommy is in a jolly good mood (coz I heard from my kakak secretary yang my mom dah berkobar2 nak masak kek...boleh tak?aku anak pun dia tak cerita...), so most probably my mom will get this in check...
*i nak sangat : choc chip cookies kat Marks & Spencers.....yummey!!!!*
2. Baju raya - check!
This year my mom tak buatkan baju raya....dia boikot.Dia kata anak dia semua tak menghargai jasa baik dia buat baju raya tiap-tiap tahun (drama, drama!)......nasib baik tahun ni I ada hantar sepasang kat Kak Siti (yang ku tunggu berbulan-bulan baru siap sebab dia syik lupa je), so at least, lepas la first day raya merasa baju baru. Color tahun ni purple, kain kosong bermotif batu-batu. Hahahahahah. Untuk second day onwards I nanti bawak je la baju tahun-tahun lepas, buat banyak-banyak pun ntah-ntah tak pakai sebab time raya nanti dok jaga umah.Sigh.
3. Kasut raya - tak perlu.
Raya every year at my grandma's joint kat Kuala Pilah, and selalunya kalau raya tu pagi2 mesti hujan ke bagai....so at the end we did not use kasut raya anyway, sebab takut berlumpur nanti tak vogue!Hahhaahahah. So this year I'll be comfy enough with my worn down pink crocs.
*I think I need a new pair of crocs...what say you???*
4. Accessories - hmmm, to think about....
Nak pakai bling bling ke tahun ni???Ntah la, macam tak de mood je. lagipun nak tunjuk kat sape....
tengokla, kalau rajin tersesat ke Jalan TAR this weekend ada la tu....
Ini, I dah constantly remind my mom since before puasa....I nak langsir baru untuk ganti langsir hijau terang yang my landlord provided for me. Tak syok la langsir tak in sync dengan perabot umah, and since my furniture banyak earthy and red tones, langsir hijau tu macam a bit off...
Not that anybody would notice sebab I am not sure yet I nak buat open house ke tak...but still, aku hendak menyedapkan hati dan mata ni. Cukupla dekat setahun aku mengadap langsir hijau tu...
which brings out the next point...
6. Spring cleaning - to be done this weekend.
Tak nak la balik dari cuti panjang umah berabuk-abuk kan?? Besides, I think I will be too tired by the end of the long weekend that if I don't clean before I leave, I might end up not cleaning at all till a week after raya. Which is not good. Mana tau tiba-tiba ada orang datang bertandang...buat segan je...
7. Service kereta - arif taking it to the workshop on Friday, check!
Benda-benda jantan macam ni kena biarkan lelaki buat....nanti patah kuku susah. Tak sempat tunbuh before raya...
To come to think of it tadi I pun gatal2 la browse thru PDRM's website....bencinya, found out that I have 2 long outstanding summons since 2004. Ni kerja ex aku la ni speeding. Mangkuk ayun. Sigh. So tadi aku pun bayar la saman...sedihnya!!!!!!!!Melayang rm150! nasib baik dah putus!!!!
Tak de la panjang my raya checklist actually. Hahahahha....imagine those yang dah kawin, mesi lagi berjela-jela. Hehehehehe...
My dear cousin Bailey is going to be in KL thursday onwards!Yeay!This weekend I will be shopping with him all day, hahahahah.
*Harus ke aku ke Juicy and claim the charm for my bracelet from him???Tempting, tempting*
Banyak nye benda nak buat.
L.A.M.B bags...by Gwen Stefani.
*pics courtesy of CoachNMuchMore. These bags are on sale there...and 100% original, so if any of you interested just click the link*
Honestly, I am not a big fan of checquered bags (like the old burberry designs....so not me ...tapi burberry baru yang studded tu different, it's screaming my name very loudly okeh!) but the black and white contra's of this bag caught my attention....
I personally love the Hobo. Sangat chic. Agak stylish la jugak coz the interiors comes in striped linings - black and white, mesti.Plus, the price tag is more or less like Coach, so takde la overwhelming sangat tengok the figures...hahahaha....
Nasib baik end of the month.Then nak raya lagi. Then the awaiting LV's lagi...kalau tak lama dah aku tt duit online....
*still feeling the blues despite the slight excitement over the bags. Enthusiasm is slightly tampered over the fact that I can't own them anyway*
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
*Can't actually blame her coz since the Aina incident, i trashed my CBox out of the window and I suppose there is no way to holler me*
So here it goes.....
5 tabiat buruk anda time sekolah…
Aku dulu time sekolah anak mithali, takde tabiat tabiat buruk ni...muahahahahah.
Anyway, a few that cross my mind;
1) I slept like a log day and night , and blame it on migraines
2) I copy answers for homework...in fact, there was a system...kinda like "divide and conquer" tactics where we actually segregate the q's and share the answers. Viva teamwork!!!
3) Hottest stuff in the closet - baju kurung, seluar trek and baju t lengan panjang. fast forward a decade and don't ever expect me to wear any of those combo ever again. Sigh...
4) Suka makan nasi lemak Pak Lang, dengan teluar goreng mata masak one sided je....dengan teh ais...yummey!! Boleh makan tiap tiap hari ok, and total cost only RM1.50....those were the days...
5) Sangat garang and berhi-pitch tinggi....hmmm...actually takde la garang sangat. Act je tu. Sape yang kenal i actually knows that I am not that garang actually. Saja je suka2.
3 favourite subject anda… kenapa?
I don't have a favourite third subject. I like the two I just mentioned because I was good at it.
3 subjek yang anda tidak suka… kenapa?Haahahha...can I say all????
I hate Add Maths the most - coz I can never figure out the x's to the y's and the zzz's...
Then there's Geography....which was pretty lame. My navigational skills improved over the years and my keenness towards landmarks and such went on and off when holiday season come and go, but apart from that, I couldn't care less which cows are raised in Queensland and why they can't be bred in other parts of the world....
Then come 3rd is history. Seriously, when King "I-don't-know-who" died in "I-don't-know-what" century, the last thing I want to know is that he's adulterous and didn't contribute much to society. I feel that our history lack colors. And the text book sucks.
Then there was Bahasa Melayu. I am never into those grammar thingy. Enough said.
And lastly, the nahu part in bacaan Quran. I know. Its not a good thing to hate it. But it took me a while before I can understand that I have to pronounce certain writings in certain amount of breathing scale. Its not easy on kids thats are homeschooled like me.....especially when its not part of the syllabus then.
Menarik pada kamu???
Kamu paling suka?
Anda tidak boleh hidup tanpa?
And of course, my mom. She's a gem. I think I would have been dead since infant had it not been for her....
setiap malam sebelum tidur, siapa yang anda hubungi?
5 person I want to tag...
Everyone!!!!That's more than 5 kan??
Monday, September 22, 2008
After a tiring 2 weeks on the job, stressing over a (very) messy accounts and (clueless) clients.....I finally get to get a break. And since we are already hitting the 3rd week of Ramadan, everyone is in a jolly mood, this is when all the buffet extravaganza begins...
*yeah, since I tried my utmost best to steer clear of buffets, this week, macam tak boleh dielakkan pulak*
My chill babes macam tau2 je aku stress, I got a call at 9pm for a karoke session at RedBox @ Curve....
*aku mula la gatal...hahahahahah....evennthough I had a date with Jo to have supper at 11.30 that night, what the heck, kan??*
Izwain knocking down the house.....can't remember what song, tapi macam rock je...
There are more pics...yang di atas ni aku grab kat FB. Reason baing I can't download any of mine till I get my laptop clean. nanti tak pasal2 je SD card aku kena attack virus..
I rushed to Melting Pot @ Concorde for our (me & jo's) annual supper escape. And this year, Fahmi (jo's bf and my good friend...hehehehhe....nak jugak spotlight) joined us....
Cute kan??? I love the blowfish look he's trying to portray...hahahhaahah....
The main agenda of the night is to eat, eat and eat.....and we also discussed about ways to get to my Moron carpark Neighbour....En fahmi having tonnes of tricks under his belt to share....
Some of it is quite interesting.....
*Jo....you have one wicked bf there.....I do not dare mess with him*
Halfway thru we bumped into one of my ex-bosses....then Jo started to get quesy...
So we hid....
*yeah, as if the glasses helped*
The next day I had buka puasa with my Terendak buddies at Seoul Garden @ OU. No pics. I felt like a pig already donning so much food. So I purposely left my camera in the car.....
Jo....we are still on for next year, kan??
Friday, September 19, 2008
So here it goes...
10 Weird Things About Me...
*actually, time time macam ni la all the weird things you do kinda slip out of your mind...heheheh...ke saje slip off...hehehhe*
**I am doing 10 only because 15 sounds too many...heheheh!Nanti nampak macam weirdo sangat kang susah pulak...there goes the air of mystery, semua orang confuse nanti**1. I love to sleep. Its my all time most favourite hobby ever. Back in school I can sleep all day, and not feel a single thing afterwards. I also spend 70% of my free time in uni snoozing, in which the rest 30% of my free time is spent on eating, doing laundry or killing worms in my PC.
I still do spent my weekends snoozing. Hahahahaha.People thought I go out and party day and night...what they didn't know is I had very few time awake, so the very little partying or socialising I do makes me feel as if I am a party animal.
In truth I am just a normal person. Discount the sleeping bit and I'll have tonnes of free time that will bore me to death...
2.Since I sleep a lot, my wake and sleep don't seem to be two separate activity alltogether. It kinda subset each other....where I also do other stuff I am suppose to do at wake during sleep.
Such as.....hmmm, studying in my sleep. Yeap. Tak tipu. I can't help but recall what I study in class when I am sleeping, and was lucky that most of the time what I dreamt came up in quizzes , exams etc.
Yeah...aku sangat bernasib baik...
3. I go retarded over sugary stuff. Most of the time I go ADD over it. Seriously. Kalau tak percaya stick a while during any of my sweet craving splurge and see me go hyperactive tak tentu pasal...hahahah....
4. I am a self-confessed movie buff. And the movie I love most are horror flick - those with lots of scary ghost and blood baths. The wetter it get (I mean bloodwise ok...) , the better. And I watch them like no tomorrow, with eyes wide open and food in front of me. Tak de nak rasa mual ke apa...
*I have to say that I am hooked to Kekasih Ku Seru jugak....hahahahha...hantu dia sangat real, kudos to the director*
5. Tapi kan, there are times when the scare is too much...aku jadi penakut pulak! Hahahahhah!!! Gilos. I have to say that my bloodbath/scare enthusiasm is (in fact) hormonal and seasonal, and I will eventually get to a point when I had too much of it and mula la jadi penakut tahap dewa.
By that time a simple boo can make me jump.
6. I go crazy over bags and shoes..... and when I say crazy, its not run of the mill drooling, its big time obsessed. So far I have 1 big wardrobe of bags, two LV's yet to be collected and 5 stackable racks of shoes with tonnes of shoebox on top of it (filled of course) and I still don't have enough bags and shoes....
A woman can never have enough of them! Men are wrong if they tell you otherwise...don't listen to them!
7. No matter how composed and cautious I want to be, I am an ultimate clutz. I fall easily, Enough said.
8. When it comes to working, I suffer from "the-grass-is-alway-greener-at-the-other-side" syndrom. I always feel that I am underpaid, and I need to be somewhere else, but when I get there I still feel underpaid and wish that I had never gone there. Sigh. Adakah ini kes kurang bersyukur???
9. I hate folding clothes. It gives me the itch. And suddenly I am all lazy, I can stare at the clothes piling up, and I still didn't feel a thing....
I'd rather go through the pile and complain that I don't have anything to wear then organize them...
10. When I am stressed out, I clean. And ni bukan calang2 clean up, this is like total clean up. Then lepas I habis bersihkan semua and still feel down, I cook.
Hahahahah. And people thought that I love cooking and cleaning. Sebenarnya its one of my stress relief methods. I bet kalau aku stress tahap gaban you will see me be a super perfectionist clean freak macam Bree Van Der Kamp, then besties, please be warned that by then I need help. Pronto!
There you go... weird tak?? Tak la sangat kan...hehehe..
Just another human being...
Bila dah kena attack dengan virus, what should we do???
Thursday, September 18, 2008
I would never slave myself to go up the corporate ladder and be happy to just live my life as an heiress/bummer/lady of leisure or whatever the case may be....
I have gone pass being pissed with the stupid bitch who clearly doesn't know how to be civilly responsible.....and just taking things slow for the day because the people I need to see is on leave. Another day doing what I do over the past two weeks and all this drag will end, and I can finally go back to the safe haven of my own office - my desk, my seat, my stationery neatly stacked in a mug...
I miss Wei Liew's pet hamster, and will definitely take more pictures of it next week. hahahahaa..
Yeap, I am in a jolly mood today.
Maybe its not just the good feeling over the fact that what dreads me at night is finally close to an end, its also the good chat over YM with my wedding planner on the upcoming wedding...
Hahaahahha...seriously, there is a lot of things to do and I am clueless. I try to do as much as I can here and there but it always seems like there are more things to be done.
At least now I have a mentor (which I have to scrap money to pay to) and nevertheless, at least I am not at a loss.
If I have tonnes of money I can easily wave it around and get people to get things done for me. But too bad, I don't. So I have to make do with what have and get the best out of it..
*P/s : To all those weirdos - another future Aina (you know what I mean) - deluded people who might think that I am planning a grand wedding just because I am hiring a wedding planner -I AM NOT PLANNING A GRAND WEDDING!!!!!. I am planning a proper wedding, and I need a wedding planner because my parent's ain't be troubled to handle the itsy bitsy detail in KL, I want them to handle the more important stuff like family PR and me.....so please, don;t paint a picture of a wedding of the year and be dissapointed when you see pics a simple wedding (that makes me very happy and shot to the moon) come March next year*
That disclaimer is to warn all the silent readers yang got the wrong idea lepas tu bising kononnya "nan-ado".
Like I say if I had all the money in the world then the above won't be an issue.I bet the money can match any expectations. But I don't. So go figure.
OK, I am going back to work now.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
'hey,i'm parked next to you.Maybe next time you can adjust your car properly,coz its difficult to park if you keep eating up my space'
She ignored me.What kind of person is this? So I went on..
'Hey,I am talking to you,or don't you get me?'
Seriously,I put things nicely.I was not even being sarcastic.
She look at me and gave me a once-over,and said 'if you are not happy with it,complain to management!'
Sialan!People are trying to be civil and you are not even considerate.Dah la rupa macan bimbo jinjang,ada hati nak bagi aku once-over look?
Blood rush ti my face and I was desperately restraining myself from slapping this bitch who's standing mere inches from me.
So she thought I don't dare to give her trouble?Tak sedar langit tu tinggi mana.Starting from tomorrow ko tengokla aku parking betul2 atas line kuning tu tiap2 hari,bagi sempit parking space ko yang sebelah tembok tu.
Lepas tu tengok la macam mana ko nak complain kat management.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Its starts on my drive back from buka puasa with the blogger babes yesterday, when I got a text from my boss. That's when the first "fuck it I'm doom damn it" came popping up, then when I do finally get hold of my laptop, it tooks two hours to email a farking email, in which at the end, I still fail to send. At midnight, I gave up.
That's when the " screw you" came up.
I had a sleepless night, with the nightmares and the irritating qualms.Sigh.Just to wake up to another mail asking me to for the email I fail to send the night before.
That's when I start shouting...
Yeah, at 10 in the morning.
Jeez, If I can just turn back time and tell myself that there's nothing to fret about I would, but within an hour I almost had a nervous breakdown when unfortunately the lift in my building ain't working, and I need to rush to office just to get a proper internet connection.
I am soooo having a nervous breakdown.
Believe me I scream like a mad woman and took the staircase down just to find out that the staircase stops at first floor and there is no way down apart from the lifts. My car is at LG2.
*I think kalau kondo aku terbakar aku akan hangus di situ. Maybe I should complain to the fire department.Takkan time kebakaran nak pakai lift kot??*
Nasib baik at 1st floor tiba-tiba lift tu terbukak, and I manage to go to the parking lot. Kalau tak ada orang nak kena bunuh pagi-pagi buta ni.
The office was empty, ye la, what do you expect, its a Sunday. So I quickly sent the email and get out. Besides, it gives me the creeps to be in an empty office. Dah la panas, sebab central airconditioning off. Reminds me of my audit days. Yang dah sudah tu sudah la. I wish not to go back to the days when I was a workaholic and people around me seem to start forgetting my existance again.
Just to come back to find out that my crappy parking neighbour is taking almost half of my parking space, leaving me with not much space to park.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
It has been a hectic week.Job macam cibai toksah cerita la,aku mati akal dibuatnya.Plus,I am not feeling that well lately,so everyday macam crappy je.
So eventhough I still have to work today,I decided I should get a few extra hours of zzz's and only attempt my report after buka puasa later.Besides,dah janji ngan arif nak pergi jumpa che wan the tailor at noon,and meet my blogger babes later at bangsar for buka puasa.
Hmmm... it will be fun.
Kalau tak banyak benda petang ni boleh join Liza shopping kat Bangsar.Hmm,tempting.Tapi macam takut tebelanja banyak la pulak.Hahahah.Tahu je la aku ni kalau shopping mula la lupa diri.
Mommy dah call berkali kali suruh balik.They are celebrating my brother's bday.Bukannya apa,if I go home,jangan harapla aku boleh habiskan the write-up,then my bos expects me to email my bits by midnight.
Apa?Macam takde life?
It doesn't happen everyday ok.Its just one of those busy days,I suppose.Hopefully it will end by the end of next week.So 7 more days to go,better hold on there.
Ok,I better shower now.Arif will be on his way to pick me up soon,and I better not be late sebab lately dia macam cranky je.
Kan best kalau weekend 7 hari and kerja 2 hari je.hehehhe.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
But what to do.So much work,so little time.By the time I get home and had proper food,I was so tired I dozed off on the couch.Till 8am today.
But before all that I went out with Arif to Kg Baru,and on top of the normal meal to fill in my empty stomachwe had bubur pulut durian.
Hmmm.Yummylicious.I wish I can have more.
Those are the only fond thoughts I have in my head at the moment.Part of me is halfway across the globe and it doesn't make me feel that good.
Hopefully time passes asap.I don't want to be here.I need my rest at home.
And I dont know why,for some reason I can't breath properly,can't seem to get the amount of oxygen I need to properly function.This is so stressing.I hve been trying to just calm down and focus on breathing properly but can't do so with so many things in mind.
Usually,this is when I rush for a coffee fix.But fasting does not permit me to do so,so I am stuck here,with about 7 hours to go till the end of the day,tercungap-cungap macam ikan tak cukup udara.
I need to make a phonecall.
Monday, September 8, 2008
So here it goes.....
My handbags are all neatly stashed in it...oooh, I LIKE!!! Sekarang rasa macam sangat organise, so macam nak beli lagi!
*as if umah aku tu ada tempat lagi nak sumbat barang kan.what the heck*
My LV Tivoli and LV Mahina letak kat rak atas sekali, individual takde cramp-cramp...sebab sayang...
Lagi 3 jam nak balik, tak sabar rasanya....
Sunday, September 7, 2008
We are already at the end of the first week of Ramadhan, one week down, three weeks to go. I jump on the weighing scale to check how am I doing...hmmm....unmoved....damn it, that must be the after effect of constant pigging out since Wednesday and slacking on my yoga classes. Sigh. And I am starting to feel heavy. Damn it.
I bet that's my daily bubur craze showing off immediate warning signs...
I usually lose 5 kg's during the fasting month (which I gain immediately when Raya comes, but that's beside the point!) and I hope it'll be the same this year like any other years. But I bet it won't happen if I keep on my daily bubur manis craze.
*apa la aku ni, bulan baik ni pun aku self-obsessed about weight???*
This year (unlike past years), I didn't aim for anything during the month. I usually have goals for myself so that I will stick to fasting, but this year, I just go by the flow. And the days seems so cooling with the rain pouring every night. I like. Though it makes me feel heavy in the morning to go to work but I save on electricity. Hehehehehe. So everything is good.
*yeah, I am definitely ditching my fever and feeling much better now. Hopefully I will stay this way for the rest of the week*
Tomorrow's Monday. I hate mondays. But what the heck.It comes anyway.
So let's have a good night sleep everyone so we can all get ready for tomorrow. Ciao peeps!
Saturday, September 6, 2008
I have been spending the whole day sleeping (again!), and watching the second season of "Dead Like Me", which I am growing to love. hahahaha. I think I should get all three season of Ghost Whisperer's as well while I am at it, hahahaah....so I can have a complete gloomy (but happy) weekend.
The thing about me is that I love ghostly drama's (that's why I am an avid fan of Ghost Whisperer, and Kau Ku Seru....every thursday @ TV3) and I love the occasional chill this kind of drama's give me...
*ok, enough rambling*
I wanted to post pics of my new bag wardrobe (yeap, they are perfectly installed and now all my bags are resting in peace in it), but then I can't seem to succesfully upload them. Asyik fail je. So instead, I am going to do Farah's tag....
1. What were you doing 5 years ago?
Hmmmm...let's see....5 years ago I would be stuck in a 9am to 12am job (literally) and going out with a loser boyfriend (hmm, then I have fond thoughts of him). In fact, if I can ever rewind to exact 3 years ago, I would stop myself from going out one fateful night that led me to meeting my loser ex. Hmmm...
But then 5 years ago I was (very) happy, all and about town, with everything seems like on top of the world. I go out every other day till very very late (after my 12am shift ends) and get to meet a lot of great peeps along the way, so life ain't that bad.
Nowadays life is more intent, and I spend a lot more time with my close friends and family as compared to back then.
Apart from the loser ex, everything feels good...
2. What are the 5 things on your to do list today??
ok....if you're asking what I wanted to do was....
a) Wake up early and had sahur - I ended up sleeping till late and missed sahur, so I trashed yesterday southwestern eggroll.
b) Go for 11 am yoga - yeah, depsite fasting I still yoga. But I go to basic classes, so I won't be drained. But then I slept till late and missed my sahur, so I sent yoga a raincheck.
c) Do my laundry - that, I am getting at really soon. At least I will get one thing done.
d) Go watch Babylon A.D - which didn't happen either since Arif had to work.
*yeah, my fiannce is turning into a working junkie...sigh*
e) Go for my blackhead extraction @ MTM - in which I cancelled, coz I was not feeling good, and on your not feel good day, obviously you won't want your face poked don't you??
I end up acouch potato (again!) and I wish I had used make up coz I feel so unpretty when I look at my buka puasa photos...
After this I am getting a bath...
3. What are the 5 snacks you enjoy...
- Vanilla ice cream
- Chacos in Spicy Curry
- Cakes and pastries - the big disaster that I seem to not get over with..
- can't really think of the other two.
4. What are 5 jobs that you've had?
- Research assistant at Uni
- the current job does not count right coz I still have them??? That leaves only two.
5. 5 people I want to tag....
I want to tag everyone!!!! That should be more than 5....kan?? So move your ass lazy bum..
*And when ur done buzz me ok coz I wanna read them!*
Thursday, September 4, 2008
I DON'T LIKE!
Tapi aku masih tegar berpuasa.Tempted not to now that the doctor said I should immediately take my meds tapi macam sayang pulak sebab there's only about 6 hours left.
I pergi tido dulu la.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
These pics are from last's week's escapade at Hard Rock Cafe to celebrate Arif's bestie's bday (yeah....dia pun ada besties....ni stock kawan-kawan since high school dulu. Hahahaha...macam jenis yang dicencang takkan putus..hahahaha!)
*Yeah, aku bunyi seperti sudah sihat coz I do feel slightly better. Yesterday was bad. I slept the whole day, eat pizza (though advice against it for buka puasa) and watch season one of "Dead Like Me" till the end of CD 4. Gila keji. Ingat nak kerja, tapi my head was bursting with it's on Linking Park reinditions....so I end up being a couch potato instead...*
Back to the main point....
Arif and I were early, and we had dinner there sebab I berdegil nak makan "Rock Chop".
Thats my cik abang tunang busy with his handphone. Sigh. Tengah nak makan pun nak kerja lagi???
My ice lemon tea's...I LIKE!!! Gambar Rock Chop takde...sebab I was so eager to eat by the time I realise that I should snap a pic the food was gone!
The next pic is the pic of the birthday boy / guy...
*Agak kelakar la pulak nak panggil bday boy...sebab dia ni dah jadi bapak orang kan??
Obviously dah tangkap gambar orang kena la I pun tangkap gambar sendiri....
Actually I still feel slightly lethargic, so angin malas-malas tu ada. So u guys just scroll for the rest of the pics okay!!!
Have a good weekend!!!Jangan tak puasa pulak! heheheheh!
*I think I should cook this weekend...or bake something to past time...but then oven masih tak dapat, camne ni????*
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
*Ok, that's exaggerating. i tido the whole day Sunday akibat kepenatan....but when I am awake I do manage to pay a visit to IKEA and nabbed my bag wardrobe (sampai esok....soka hati!!!) and spend some time with Tina watching sappy B Grade movies and munching Domino's....sigh.....dah nak puasa ni makin macam tak hengat dunia pulak*
Anywway, I partied on Friday night and hang out with my blogger babes the next morning. Gambar party tu nanti la I post...bila boleh load lebih dari 4 pics...sebab banyak sangat...
Oh, the breakfast session...
Had wantan mee at Bangsar, then later Farah, Liza and myself head to Gardens @ Mid Valley for Baskin & Robbin's chocolate fondue ice-cream....hahahahaha...yang menagndung tu sorang, tapi megidam tu 3 orang...
*Rinie...too bad you can't join! Tak pe, next time ye kita pergi ramai2*
Sambil-sambil tu kitorang camwhore la apa lagi...
Sedap bangat chocolate fondue itu...too bad I can't eat so much sebab muka banyak acne...
mental note : Next time kalau pergi lagi tak nak any ice cream color biru, or hijau. Serious.They taste like industrial cleaners..
Good times. I like!
There were a few of us standing there watching, then a collegue, Syafique, took out his phone and started calling. I thought he's calling the cops, but then I heard something else....
"Hey man, ko pegi tepi tingkap sekarang, ada kereta meletop la. Seriously..."
Hahahahaha.....di manakah hilangnya nilai sivik???
Anyway, around 10 minutes later the fire marshalls arrived. But the car was already total lost, and most probably if the driver didn't make it out...he/she might be burned crisp like a bacon. Judging by the explosions it's pretty hot down there...
Tapi yang aku tak paham tu...driver2 yang lain selamba je drive sebelah kereta terbakar tu. Tau la jam, tapi tak takut ke nanti kena api??Sibok jalan jugak next to the burning car just to beat the jam..
People, in whatever circumstances, remember...safety first. Just imagine kalau just now the car not only exploded, but suddenly berpusing pulak due to the fire impact, then whoever yang selamba lalu je tadi would have got caught in between and might end up burnt as well...
Yesterday two died, today a car burnt down. What will happen next?
Tengokla ni, betapa gigihnya laki aku menyanyi...
And of course....sebab makanan kat RedBox buffet table tu ala2 biase je, kerja aku membantai kek je la...
*Oops...gambar kek tak naik...itu adalah gambar wireless mic yang aku gunakan untuk mendendangkan irama-irama merdu*
Anyhow, these are pics of me and my cik abang tunang bershopping di Gardens @ Mid Valley....yang aku sibok beli kasut tu...hahahaha. Apa, gambar kasut? Mana boleh tunjuk, itu part of collection kasut yang bakal ku pakai untuk "The Big Day!"....nanti tunjuk hilang seri. Hehehehe...
Nanto aku update lagi...hopefully petang-petang sikit masalah ni tak berulang lagi...