Seriously, pagi2 je arif dah call with a mood killer. Apakah itu? Tak payah la kongsi, biar I simpan sendiri.
As a result I have been feeling quite down the whole day. Thanks a million.Even when he came by during lunch I just grit my teeth and zipped my mouth shut.
*You must wonder why the hell I am still going out with him when everything is over, kan?kan?kan? Its suppose to be the "habis-cara-baik" thing to do but then, seriously, its killing me*
All the hurt and pain came like the flashflood we had in KL last Tuesday. Damaging. Sangat tak soka.
Its so depressing that I can't turn back to the thing I love most at this times of conflict - S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G. I am trying my best not to seek retail theraphy to mend my (sickly heart-wrenching) wounds tapi macam nak tak berkesan je....
*I need to save for trips in April and May....nanti takde duit camne???*
So kesannya sehari suntukla aku dok layan OhBulan kat office.
Rasa macam loser je. But then wth....
Dah la esok kena balik kampung untuk Mak lang's engagemet.
*FYI : Mak Lang I setahun lagi muda.....jangan ingat semua mak lang itu kira lagi tua*
I just wish I can shrink and dissapear to thin air.