He finally left me.
He's getting engaged on the 1st of August.
In between trying to work things out apparently he cheated and finally made up his mind on another woman. Less than 6 months....that fast.
I am coping. I am adjusting. I was upset, I have to admit that somehow its driving me to the wall...
No matter how hard and calm my exterior was before I never thought the news would shake me this bad. Maybe there's a piece of me deep inside that actually hopes that some thing might work, or somehow believed in what he said and his promises....
And that's the reason for my silence of late. 4 days of mourning.
I still am sad. I would be lying if I say that I am ok. But somehow I will find a way to get through this. For the meantime I have met several friends who had given me very good advise, so good that it consols me...and maybe in time I should share them with all of you so that we can all learn from this.
Pray for me.