Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Crazy, I know.....

He finally left me.

He's getting engaged on the 1st of August.

In between trying to work things out apparently he cheated and finally made up his mind on another woman. Less than 6 months....that fast.

Me?

I am coping. I am adjusting. I was upset, I have to admit that somehow its driving me to the wall...

No matter how hard and calm my exterior was before I never thought the news would shake me this bad. Maybe there's a piece of me deep inside that actually hopes that some thing might work, or somehow believed in what he said and his promises....

And that's the reason for my silence of late. 4 days of mourning.

I still am sad. I would be lying if I say that I am ok. But somehow I will find a way to get through this. For the meantime I have met several friends who had given me very good advise, so good that it consols me...and maybe in time I should share them with all of you so that we can all learn from this.

Pray for me.

24 comments:

Naz said...

*HUG*

You are a strong woman Zue. I know you will get thru this.

If he can cheat on you (while u guys were taking time apart) and decide to marry within such a short time, he is an ass. Nampak sangat he wasn't trying to work things out at all.

You deserve better.

Now is the time to party babe! You terlepas masuk kandang harimau. Better to be alone now than to be miserable later.

*HUG* lagi!

shasha said...

*hugs....

lets hang out dan seisi makan2 nak?

AkUfiZA™ said...

be strong bebeh :D

mylife said...

he's a coward and u dont deserve a man like him!!! ever...

live ur life to the fullest and i know u'll meet a man much worthy than he is! fret not my dear....


u dont loose anything dear.... be strong!

f.i.e.z.a said...

oh my..i feel u..i'll pray for u and i know lots of ppl loves u sooo dearly out there.
be strong ok..

*hugs*

peej said...

i always thought that all of this won't work out..
wonder u guys still see each other..
maybe just a matter of time..
but getting engage on the 1st of August..
itu adalah kurang ajar ok..
i dunno..sometimes i just hate men so much..kenapa la dorang mcm ni..
rasa mcm xde lelaki pun xpe..
but x boleh pulak..since i'm always horny 24/7..so i guess..i still need man in my life..

it's ok kak zue..
u can do it..
of coz akan ada time2 sedih..
but just enjoy ur singlehood..best apa..

mrs.shaf.e said...

take it easy...let go and move on.. Allah maha mengetahui...He know whats best for us.... insyaAllah u'll get much much better than this

puterikurekure said...

i pray for you dear. semoga ko tabah dan kuat semangat.

cian ko. patotla lama sangat menyepi.
tak tau nak kata camne lagi. cuma kena bersabar je.
ym aku gile. ko sms la aku. ok dear?

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aMyErInAiMiE said...

kakak....sori 2 hear wt had happen.i x follow blog akak b4 ni.its just dat im following peej.so die ade cite sal akak n give link.ape yg menarik minat sy is wt happen 2 u melalui post akak ni

sian akak.sy faham sbb ape yg jd kt akak ni hampir2 cam cite sy.tabahkn hati kakak.kawan2 akak sure boleh menenangkan kakak.be strong!

Penari.Gendut said...

What a dick. Excuse my french.

No I'm serious, if the time gap was to recuperate and he was douching around PLANNING to get married to someone else, then he's not worth your time. At all.

Celaka sungguh ok.

Tak pe, you still have your family and friends. We'll give you a shoulder (or shoulders!) to cry on.

As cliche as it is, time will heal.

Ms. Lili@ said...

one fine day, you will look back and feel relieved that things happened the way they did... coz its definitely for the best of you...

chin up and take care kak zue...

Zuraida said...

Babes....

thanks for all the loud cheers!*sob sob* hati ini masih sebak tertikam-tikam but i will keep your voices in my mind....

*instead of the stupid reminders of him....sigh*

Im trying to be strong...

I'm trying to be brave...

My doctor says its okay and normal to be sad, and its a good thing to let it out. Just don't drag it too long.

I intend to do just that.

At least I haven't cried yet today.

Hugs!

chics said...

When I read the seconsd para, I went "fuckkk".

Just take your time to do whatever you want, have fun, menyendiri or whatever.

It will heal, biar pon slow but eventually it will

Foxy Farah said...

he aint worth it.it takes time i know but am sure u ll get thru this.take care darlin!

Nonoy-B said...

kak zue, saya sayang awak! saya baca ni saya jadik sgt sedih. ;( awak jgn sedih2 okay. tuhan akan jodohkan setiap orang itu dengan pasangan yang sepadan dengan nya. ur time akan tiba k.

saya sayang awak! nthin kita lepak-lepak. holler aja! be ceria as always k. huggggggssss

swit@kon said...

babe, u ok ker?
ala....siannyer. u take care k. be strong. i dah termenangis ni. huhu

IEKAN78 said...

be strong,dear...
u deserved a better man!!!

*hugs*

lady of leisure said...

i feel for you, dear. be strong. you OBVIOUSLY deserves somebody waaaaay better than him. all the best :)

~LIZA~ said...

:(

u know where to find me if u wanna talk about it ok?

Anonymous said...

Never love a love that hurts,
Never hurt a love that loves...

its ok to mourn...its ok to cry out loud...its ok to isolate urself from this cruel world...take ur own time...and when this is over,u'll be smiling again to the world n ur loved ones r here waiting for u...

we'll wait for u,ok? :-)

*hugs kuat2*

-cik kiah-

Anonymous said...

Hi,all this while I'm juz a silent reader to ur blog,tapi ari ni nak bersuara sikit:) takpe Zue,take this in ur stride,remember what goes around comes around k,I believe that u can get over all this and for all u know ,mungkin ada hikmah disebalik all this..smile always..- kak rina

jyss said...

i'm another of ur silent readers. so sorry to hear abt that. but through my reading of your blog, i know u are strong.

take care * hugs

Anonymous said...

Also a silent reader.

Bukan jodoh. Sudah la tu. Allah knows what's best and in His good time and with His good grace, akan memberikan pasangan yang amatlah sesuai for you. InsyaAllah

-JH-