"Its okay to mourn. Its okay to cry. Just let it all out"
And despite how bad it looks like, it somehow makes me feel better. Its like the pain washes out through my tearducts, and though it made the situation looks so bad, it doesn't matter as long as it makes me feel better.
Have you had those days when you just felt like crying but don't know why?
Look at this as one of those days.....its just that this time you can pin a reason to it.
I just received an interesting comment today....
*Sudah la tu? Ko ingat semua ni sonang ko?*
I can take this comment both ways, positively being its a sign of concern and I highly appreciate that, or on the flipside, negatively as a sign of disgust.
If you're disgusted of the situation I am in, you can axe the webbie when you reach my page. Don't leave a comment. I am sharing my heartbreak so that in the future, I myself can reflect back on what I have gone through. In the process, my friends (or whoever wants to be friends with me) can understand me better as to where I am coming from.
For many who had been in my shoes (in which is surprisingly disturbing to know....is a lot out there), thank you for your guidance and concern. Yes, letting it out and crying does help.
And to others who think that crying won't solve a thing......do reconsider. Sometimes you have to go through the pain in order to move on, and crying won't hurt if it will help you make sense out of things and make you grow stronger.
Peace...and love, perhaps....