Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Busy, in and out
Ntah la, despite whatever I have been feeling slightly unstable inside. Emotion wise, I am scared and confused. Not a good mixture. Add a bit of stress from work and voila, I feel like bleeding from the inside out.
I suppose the demons inside me is none other than myself. That everything that has been bugging me is rooted inside me, buried deep down in my closet-full of skeletons.
I wish it was easier, but then maybe God made it hard on purpose. And who am I to go against God's will but just steer through the storm and learn by it as planned by the Almighty?
I am trying to be patient. I am trying to be strong.
Breath. And don't be scared.