It was a great morning. We went shopping after the scrumptious breakfast and grabbed bargains at Blook!.Muahahahahahaha.....aku turun dress size lagi. Bagus bagus. *smile*
I came back this morning to find a very disturbing email. Sigh. Its sad to know that some of my friends take to heart my silence of late. Some take it as a negative note saying that I don't care of them as a friend, that they are somewhat "not-a-friend" because I don't return calls or pick up the phone.
The thing is.....
.....I don't answer that many call.
......I don't call that many people either.
....whatever people know about whatever happened is based on what I write. Even then I didn't write much. But of course I need to speak to people now and then, but then most of my conversation of late is between me, my mom, my sis and a couple of people I can not avoid (macam Komala yang tak abis-abis ketuk pintu umah aku...heheheh!).
Dia ambik hati coz I forget to mention her in my accolades about the support people gave me (hmmm....to people who commented on my blog lately) and maybe due to that taken to heart to a point that I shouldnt even be claiming that we are good friend.
I don't know what to say. A friend in need is a friend indeed, but then there's a parity from time to time and at that time I am just in need of a breathing space. I appreciate the concern but then it saddens me to find out that some people are offended because I didn't pour it out.
Its not easy to talk about it. Its so painful I am lost of words. I even lost myself. Kalau tak percaya tanya la si Tina Banana. I am very quiet for weeks...its crayzee.
I am sorry that it had come to this, but then I am not sorry for needing some me time. I believe my true friends would understand that.