Pagi tadi bangun tido bersemangat berkobar-kobar nak pergi swimming, just to be greated with heavy thick haze and the weather as dark as Hogwarts kena attack with Dementors, and with the heavy rain earlier today, there goes my "dip in the pool" angan angan.
Maybe I should hit the gym. Hadn't been to one since Sunday. Maybe its a good thing to sweat it out.
I had dinner with my sister last night at Papparich Kopitiam @ Uptown and barely touched my food. Sigh. Heartbreak gila kejam. My sister nag non-stop on how she doesn't like the effect on me but when I told her she can reheat my food for later she smiled and shut-up....
*gila keji. kalau nak makanan aku cakap je la*
and in her absence today, I am going to spend some quality time at home (perhaps) watching my newly acquired chick flick....
Better still if I have a guy to spoon with, but rather than staring at the ceiling, watching chick flicks might take my mind away of things....and give me hope.
Hope....something I need a lot these days.
It scares me over the thought of being a bitter shrew. Please pray that I won't end up as one. Scary. Very scary. Especially those obsessed ones.
Okay, lets not dwell about it.