I know for one thing there's no point re-analysing what had happened, because choices are made and everyone claimed to be happy already. Fine. I am happy too. I am glad that I found myself again, that after all these years being lost and deluded I finally get to stand on my own two feet and realised that I have somewhat lost my way. That after all the pain and grief I finally found out that I manage to live on my own anyway, and what I have is actually enough for me....and at some point, even more blessed than many out there who are less fortunate. And despite my imperfection, there are friends and family next to me who loved me unconditionally.
Eventhough its not the kind of love I crave for. Im still loved. And for that I am grateful.
Though its hard for you to believe it,it seems that my single status is bothering you.
Trust me. Being single and carefree is better than having a partner and be emotionally strained all the time.
Saw Ninie Ahmad's tweet on twitter today and realised something....
Perhaps its best that you leave me alone.