Sunday, May 20, 2012

From Bali to Penang in the same week

Pos bali tak naik lagi dah on the way to penang...the week has been a hectic one and despite the short break work has been crazy as ever.hopefully this will end soon *oh wishfull thinking...wishfull thinking*.

I am on the road but for the very first time my heart is back in KL.


Weird.When travelling has always been a solace all this while...

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Thursday, May 10, 2012

Oh sweetness....if only i get to spend my life with someone like this who could have said that life aint perfect?

Taking a break in between my busy schedule when i saw my tita mari's recent fb profile pic.

Sigh....super sweet! They've been married for over 2 decades and gosh look at them....still so crazy about each other.jeles tak jeles?


Perhaps its fate. Perhaps its pure luck. Hopefully one day someone will sweep me off my feet and make me just as happy.

Oh wishful thinking....

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Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Current read - The Notebook

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone. 

I have started reading since a couple of days back, alas I still haven't passed the 50th page because I have my own thoughts remains unsettled. This and a bunch of other books I bought in last years big bad wolf event remains untouched at home.....significant tell over how much time I have lately for myself (yeah....that few!).

Perhaps I should start reading before I sleep again. Might help with the nerves and the migraine thingy.

And it helps me sleep and wake-up earlier....perhaps it'll bring me back to yoga. (oh miss!).

Wish me luck. *wink!~*

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

The second time around.....

I suppose at times when you least expected, God gives you surprises to test how far you are willing to stretch yourself and how strong your faith can be. Of course, so far this year has been great.....and I am more than grateful with everything I am blessed with but recent turn of events had made me realised that life is fragile, relationships are earned and can be lost - and that perhaps we don't put that much effort in things that matter most that until the day when the most unthinkable or most impossible thing that could happen actually happened - your heart skip a heartbeat and reveals a hole filled with pain.

After so much you blessings you have given me how could you even think of taking the one thing that matter away? 

We have gone through this before, and we will go through this again. 

Chin up.

Be strong mom. I know I don't say it often enough, but I do love you.

Friday, May 4, 2012

And phewh the exam results are out and yeah, hell its gonna start over soon.....

Have u heard the latest Carly Rae Jepsen's Call Me Maybe that's been blasting over the radio?

Oh yes its really really addictive.

The chorus just stick into your head over and over again....

Hey, I just met you, 
and this is crazy, 
but here's my number,
so call me, maybe?

The chorus just stick into your head over and over again....

Last final exam results were out yesterday and the new semester starts in about 2 weeks. Despite big plans to be more prepared for the new semester ahead, not much progress was achieved....

.....I still have no thesis title. 

.....I am still clueless as to why I ever did this in the first place. Seriously, I have been questioning my motivations since I got all culture-shock in my first Leadership class. I am still not over it.

....I am in the middle of the longest spring cleaning effort ever! Okay, the house looks slightly better, I found time to fix a few bugs and broken stuff but my laundry pile just kept on piling, the third room is still a huge mess, my wardrobe needs a huge makeover and my study table looks like a.....convenience store?

I dare not put up photos out of major shame.


I do manage to get more sleep. All the zz's is doing me good. I am tired. I hate to admit ageing has something to do with it but I feel like a broken radio and all the pretty lil things running around in mini skirts are just killing me with envy.

Sigh. Too late to complain now right? Chin up and have more pride please.

Still, I should count my blessings. So far life has been kind to me. I might be busy and a bit out of touch, but this has been one hell of a good roller coaster so far. And soon enough it'll get to the end - who would have thought that its already May??


I hope the next 8 months is filled with more good things, love, peace and joy.....yes, for everyone.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Oh how I wish life could be a non-stop holiday......

...because all I do is work work work.

 *yeah, old news. grin*

My current work-study schedule had taken its toll when I start to get seriously unwell these past couple of weeks.I had massive migraine attacks to a point that I felt that everything might just collapse this very second. There's nothing much that I could do but lie down and do nothing.

*in which case if I could have done when I am healthy and happy, I'd definitely feel great. Sigh*

I tried a couple of mini breaks in between my hectic schedule to ease the stress off but somehow the bliss-out stress-free feeling only last for about a week or so before it starts creeping into me again.

*shots of the excited me and geng ying over the super cool room we got during our Langkawi trip in February*

Oh by the way I love love love Langkawi. If I can stay there I'd settle there forever. Its so peaceful and quiet and definitely a great place for an R&R locally. I would love to be able to go there as much as I can....

*now now, the cost at the place I like to stay might be a bomb so gotta work like crap again so I can get nice breaks like these.....see what a girl got to do to get a bit of lux? and all the stress indirectly related to it??*

Oh well, my doctor has cheaper solutions - rest, drink more water and exercise.

Oh yes, it was that easy for him to say. The last time I was in a gym was last February and even then I was too tired to even go on a threadmill. But I did heed my doc's advise and tried my best to start to take a step back, chill a bit, have a few laughs with friends, go back from work early so I can catch up on sleep....

Of course it made me feel less productive, felt a little bad for it but then the migraine stops.


Nevertheless, work starts piling. (that should have been expected already, no?) and class starts mid may (sadly, the schedule is already out for the new semester and results is coming out tomorrow. Nervous? oh yes!) so I suppose this won't last for long if I don't seriously look into it by now.


But then again.....there are mini breaks scheduled for May and June. Me and my gals will turn Bali upside down and paint them all red (or green or blue or pink!). That is definitely something to look forward to.