Friday, August 31, 2012
I decided that I need a day on my own to recollect my thoughts and plan out what I need to do over the next few months. Class is starting again next weekend and if I don't clean up my shit and unfinished business left lying around, God knows things are gonna be pretty messy. So far a day had gone by and I had done zero on configuring my thoughts and a lot on movie catchup, coffee and adding extra credits on my card. Jeez. Thinking is exhausting. I went on a mini break and suddenly I felt like I'm warped somewhere else and voila...time passed?
*thank you for the delicious pan seared salmon. though the patotoes taste a bit undercooked, the rest of the meal is awesome*
Starting tomorrow I am eating healthy.
I want to quick smoking. But since almost everyone around me is smoking I wonder why I even bothered. It felt like the right thing to do (considering all the health related problems people my age are facing now) but somehow I am still a 50-50 in this.
I have to start exercising again. Gaining weight is a bitch (and so we chant over and over again) and lately I have all these unnecessary energy that needs to be channeled out. And yes, I am getting slightly bored to. I am pissed with my own tardiness because I definitely know that I can do better at this tapi biasala.....my lazy bone is extra heavy lately.
Thanks but no thanks.
I need to...
...run, 5 miles a day.
....swim, to work on my heart and the fat at my lower back....
....do yoga, to calm myself.
And in between, fit time to read for a doctoral thesis.
Thank God I have no kids. Not that I don't want them....of course I want them someday, but at least, not having them today gives me room to do things that I am doing now.
Hell yeah, alasan. I bet if I have kids now I will not be doing what I am doing now and will be a totally different person. But then is it for the best? That I will never ever know.
I need to spring clean. Especially my wardrobe (again). Was it last 3 months when I last reorganised the room, how come suddenly it felt so cluttered?
Must have been all the travel bags. I have yet to unpack. To come to think of it I will be flying again pretty soon and then there will be another luggage roaming around.
Finally! Thoughts organised!
Phewh! Who would have thought I would get it done over dinner?
Another year of independance, no doubt we have achieved so much after 55 years but then there are still a lot more things to do to be at a desired state of a developed nation....so let's work together on it. Nevertheless, I am blessed and proud to be a Malaysian - more now than before - to be a part of country that provides countless growth opportunities and peace.
I am indeed a proud Malaysian - always was, still am and always will be.
On another note, do you know blogger have a max 1G storage for picasa web albums and I maxed mine?
Now how the hell am I suppose to upload more photos?
Can google give me more disk space, because today is Independance Day?
*oh wishful thinking*
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Its funny how after a while, he seems to manage to read between the lines and when I am feeling a bit dissed (like in the next message...when the question of dah sampai received only a reply after what....3 hours?) and he came up with a more creative answer....
And guess what unfolds?
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Despite being under the weather....donned my new sunburst necklace from poplook over black MNG top and blazers...please excuse the messy hair.
My head felt like bursting beyond proportion as I juggled work, poor breathing abilities and massive headache. Its just one of thos days you wish you can just stay at home and pull the covers over your head but no can do....you have work to do.
The next couple of days will be a busy period - everyone is psyched about the raya holidays but then since it coincides with the busiest reporting period in the year, its kinda not something i'm looking forward to. I hope i don't have to review accounts while buzzing about on raya day because seriously, that'll be depressing.
A lot have been happening lately. My mom had successfully gone through her second round of chemo and I would like to thank my family and friends who have extended us support and prayers over the past couple of months. Alhamdullillah my mom is doing quite well and hopefully she can brave through the next 4 sessions and recover. Thanks again for all the love....and keep them coming y'all!!!
Finally the second semester as a grad student had passed - not wthout pain- yet for now I can let all the bugs that pains me the last three month rest. To tell you the truth I was not at my best and I am really really scared that somehow one way or the other somehing might f* up but then what the point of pushing myself to far with worries?I have other priorities to focus on so might as well set whats past aside move on. I suppose i did my best with what i ha at that time, even when I know it can be done better.....but i need to let go. Sigh. Crossing my fingers and hopefully my end result will not kill me.
Phewh. Now that out of my chest let's look into good news in the pipeine.
My drling tina was in labor yesterday but dah 24 hours I haven't heard a single thing about the new baby M. Ke i missed the news? So excited to mee the new lil girl!
Yeah its a girl. :P
There will be buka puasa events non-stop from today till next wednesday....brace yourself for super makan makan mode :-) i know to some ppl all this makan makan thingy hard started since the first day of ramadhan but then i notice that as i age, my desire to eat seems to be less...so makan makan aktiviti pun kurang.
Hell yeah. Bummer.
To come to think about it i miss my melting pot supper buddies. They are all the way in the UK and if they were here, it would have been fun to have another night bingeing on melting pot's midnight buffet with baby Irina.
Got to go back and be a productive bee....till then, much love!